Moving and Medical Fund

Hello My name is Lakeisha But I prefer to go by Layne. 

I am a 19 year old Trans-teen and I currently live in a very toxic enviroment. From outside my homelife looks perfect but it really is not, My parents constantly yell at me if things are not done exactly how they want it or put exactly where it was. 

If I wish to bring friends over my mom with sometimes force me to cancel on them if she feels that we dont have the money to "feed a bunch of loud mouths" even if I tell her they will bring food with them and she doesn't have to pay anything. 

My Parents are also antigay and anti trans which makes life harder for me. Im always told "oh your not a neutral person you are a girl! and always will be". When I would have my boyfriend over they would mock him behind his back or in my dad's case purposefully use female pronouns despite knowing that he was FtM. 

in the last few months my parents had upgraded to yelling at me if I wished to borrow anything of theirs even for a moment. 

Thankfully they havent gone to physically abusing me yet/again.

All of this has only made my already jangled nerves more so, and its put me in a position of having to go to therapy so maybe I can function like a humanbeing and get a job which in the 4 years I have been searching I haven't been successful all due to my mental disabilities.

In short I want some money to try and find an apartment in my area so I can move in with a friend.  That is my first step to recovery from a life of toxic people, then I want to get medical help to straighten out my mind so that I can be a productive member of society and grow past the hardships I have had to face in my lifetime on this dirtball we call home. 

so please will you help me out?