Thank you to everyone who has helped my beloved husband, Neal Moser Jr., me and our son Michael Moser. I don't mean just financially, I mean in any interaction possible with or following a SMILE :-) or a great conversation, a beer, a smoke, a drink, a Tee Hee, a anything with positive light - Thank you!
Michael and I may go to counseling (looking into that) but we'll see. I need to get back to work now after Michael's 5th B-Day this weekend.
The service was beautiful and thank you all for coming. The day was filled with tears and laughter as to be expected but to EVERYONE who has a like or a love for my man, thank you for your love and friendship that you had with Neal Jr. It means (not meant) the world to him. The following day, Father's Day, we sailed out from Dana Point to spread my husband's grandmother, Willa Moser's ashes and my love, Neal L. Moser Jr.'s ashes to sea. It was the most gorgeous and hardest day for me aside from June 1st, 2013.
I know Neal is with me and Michael. I am living in the place of his ascending and he IS my soulmate. Michael and I heard him say HEY really loud the other night right after Michael and I started to quarrel. Michael and I both looked at each other and I said didya hear that? and he shook his head yes and I said, see even Daddy say's you need to listen.
I can feel him too but not all the time but a lot. I know that our energy is still together and that our worlds are just not aligned in frequency. (if that makes sense)
God Bless you all and live everyday as if it's your last cause life is just too damn short!
Love you all, THANK YOU & TEE HEE xo
The Moser Family
This is Neal's daughter Shandi Renae writing on behalf of myself, my stepmother Jen, and my brother Michael. Many might not know of my existence, I am 20 going on 21, but I have been with my father, Jen, and Michael over the last few days. On Saturday June 1st at 2:05 A.M. my father passed away of cancer. This whole experience has been incredibly challenging and heartbreaking for anyone involved and I can only begin to imagine how Jennifer feels"¦My father was the love of her life. I have been by her side in the most trying stages of my fathers illness and I just have to say how much I appreciate her undying love and sincerity"¦ she is an absolute gift to anyone who has had the pleasure of knowing her. The things I have seen her do, the love and care she has presented, and the strength is something I have never seen before, truly unremarkable. Not to mention the love my father and her share is something like a fairytale, everlasting to say the least.
I just ask that everyone keeps my step mother and brother in their prayers. By no means are the next steps in their lives going to be easy but with ample love and support things can become more manageable. I also know my step mother is struggling to pay for the services and if anyone could help, even with five dollars, we as a family would be so incredibly grateful. I know my father would be too.
Although I had been absent for most of my dad's life, I have been able to have known him for the past 7 years and more importantly, I have been blessed to spend these last few days with him. He has fulfilled me with the most amazing love as he has with Jen and Michael. What a beautiful soul.
If you knew my father I also ask that we take a moment of silence to mourn this loss. Although his body is no longer with us his spirit will always remain deep within our hearts. I learn more about him every second and I have no doubts that he won't be here holding our hands, kissing our foreheads, and providing additional strength as we face these trying times.
-Thank you all,
and thank you God for taking my father in peace
Neal and I are at Tarzana hospital and will be discharged to go home with hospice tomorrow per Neal's wishes. I was taking good care of him at home and then he started getting short of breath this past Friday so we came to ER. They ventilated him for some hours and then took him off. He is now on Morphine to keep his pain and shortness of breath at bay. His oncologist told me today after speaking to the Dr. here at Tarzana that he is too weak to endure anymore chemo. I'm so very proud of my husband for fighting so hard and still smiling through it all.
Neal L. Moser Jr. is an amazing man with a huge heart and I know whoever has crossed his path, he has made a tattood impression on cause that's MY NEAL!? Thank you to everyone who has supported us and continues to. His daughter arrived today from Chicago and thank you Kim for driving out here today and leaving Kris's side, (Neal's half brother) who's also been in the hospital.
We ask for your prayers for peace now for my love of my life. Thank you all and God Bless you All.
Neal is at home from this past Friday. We desperately need the insurance to kick in and give us the nursing care he needs. I am needing private nursing care in the meantime ASAP cause I'm too tired to keep this up on my own and were praying the insurance pulls through for the nursing we need. Otherwise we need $680.00 per week to get a private RN for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week.
PLEASE HELP US FUND A WEEKLY RN TILL WE CAN GET A RN THROUGH THE INSURANCE WHICH IS NOT A GUARANTEE.
Neal & I will be celebrating our 5th Wedding Anniversary tomorrow; May 21, 2013 YAY!!! :)
Thank you for your continued support & prayers!
All our love, the Moser's
Happy Mother's Day to all you wonderful Mom's :)
Neal will be discharged from the hospital this coming week, thank God and I'm praying that we get the nursing support that he needs for at home for 24 hour care. I'm struggling so much with money as I haven't been able to work my 2nd job for weeks. My self employed business has been suffering as well. We need all the support we can get as I will be needing to go back to work ASAP, but now need to hire a nurse part-time to help me with Neal's care other wise I can not return to work. All of your love, support, generosity and prayers have been so welcomed, needed and appreciated more than we can put into words. Thank you to all of you have helped us already.
I am requesting for you to please SHARE this post to your face book page and if you can't help financially, PLEASE keep Neal in your prayers! Thank you ALL and God Bless!!!
Neal was in the hospital from 2/20/13 through 4/15/13 (54 days) and we got him home for a brief 3 days. I was his full time nurse doing everything; Trek cleaning, G-Tube feeding and cleaning and Respiratory needs and suctioning etc. He had a temperature of 102.3 and went back to the hospital on Friday 4/19/13. They ran blood tests and urine to see where the infection is and all came back negative. They had given him 7 doses of Chemo (Torisel) every Friday from 3/01/13 through 4/12/13. They did another bronchoscopy on Wed. 4/24 and they found more tumor growth in his R lung and said that there is no air getting to his R lung at all. The Dr.'s say that they want to do Radiation and that will just give him more toxicity and only a temporary fix until the growth comes back. He is still currently at the hospital and my plan is to get him discharged on Monday 4/29/13 so we can pursue the "Alternative Cancer Care Treatments" which we have a consultation set up on Monday with http://www.angelmedcenter.com
in Studio City to start him with FULL detox, high doses of vitamin C intravenously, B 17 injections and mega supplements. Were at a very critical and crucial time right now and I need all your love, prayers and financial support as much as possible. I was just now told he has weeks to possible a few months to live - GOD GIVE MY HUSBAND MORE TIME!!!! HELP US!!!!!! OH GOD!
Day 32 Neal is still in the hospital but now out of ICU as of the 19th :) He received a stent placement in his R bronchial tube to keep the tumor from evading the air way and his R lung is now receiving in air. He is off and on the ventilator but doing a lot of the breathing on his own. He is still getting 40% oxygen and has both tubes out of his lungs. He has had a low grade temperature for the past few days but they gave him antibiotics as it's from being in the hospital so long it's a common bacteria found in his blood. He is getting stronger little by little but still very weak and they have still have the feeding tube directly in his gut. He received his 4th chemo infusion yesterday as they've been done weekly on Fridays. This week there gonna push him to start trying to do more physical therapy and more occupational therapy. They advised for me to start looking for a rehab near our home as they think after they release him, he will still need physical therapy before he can come home. Don't know if insurance will cover this but I will do whatever it takes, even if I have to nurse him by myself for a couple weeks and take off more work if need be, if I can't afford the rehab. He still has a trek as well and I pray that he will come home soon! KEEP PRAYING FOR HIM PLEASE AND SHARE THIS MESSAGE TO SPREAD THE HOPE AND FAITH! Thank you so much.
All our love, Jennifer and Michael Moser - xo
Neal is still at USC in ICU & now off the ventilator and sedation 100% and breathing on his own which is a huge victory. They did a bronchoscopy on Thursday and removed a good size mucus plug that was obstructing his air way to his R lung although he still has a tumor that's partially protruding his bronchial tube. They also did a trek to remove the tube from his mouth now to his throat for breathing treatments. He received his 2nd intravenous dosage of chemo yesterday and that makes him feel like SHIT - so uncomfortable like the flu all over, hot and cold. As long as it works and makes the tumors smaller on both his lungs and lower pelvis area - it's well worth the discomfort. SHRINK & BE GONE is my prayers and belief for a full recovery. I've been off of work for the past 3 weeks and I hope we can have him back home this coming week. I need to get updates from the docs ton Monday to see what the next step in his recovery will be. Thank you God and thank you all for your love, faith and support in getting my husband to a full recovery. Let's all keep praying!
I won the insurance battle of getting him transferred from Tarzana Hospital to Keck Hospital of USC as of this morning. The doctors are now starting from square A with tests and scans and their own bronchoscopy to give me an assessment of what they think should be done next. He is still intubated since Sunday and sedated as his L lung is only half way functioning and the R lung is getting no air due to the blockage in his bronchial tube. I will have more info tomorrow as what they suggest be done next and I pray to God they can get him breathing on his own some way or another. Were so blessed to have all your prayers and support. Thank you all and God Bless you for your love, compassion and generosity through this horrific stage in our lives and I pray for a light at the end of this long dark tunnel.
Neal is in ICU and has been intubated at Providence Tarzana Hospital as I had to call ER this past Wednesday. His R lung has collapsed again and has thick mucus that they will attempt again tomorrow to clean out. His L lung keeps filling up with fluid as they did a TAP and drew out 1.5 liters 2 days ago & from this morning they drew out almost 3 liters. They have a tube in each lung and it's draining fluid and helping keep his R lung inflated although it's not yet fully expanded. He needs an Oxygen machine which is now on 90% from 100% this evening and is O2 level is 93%. The hospital has been trying to transfer him 2 times to Norris Cancer Center USC Keck Hospital which is where he has been going all this time. Each attempt has been denied from the insurance co. I hope by tomorrow I will have that changed.
We thank ALL of you for your generosity & support as it's so much appreciated during the most difficult time in Neal's life and for myself and Michael our son who keeps asking to see his Daddy. Hugs and all our love xoxo
First let me thank you for even taking the time to look at this page. This is Jennifer Moser, Neal's wife and I heard about this site via Gerson Therapy Clinic when I 1st started researching for alternative cancer treatments when Neal was diagnosed, Sept. 2011. We never crossed that bridge but I've been researching now for over a year and I believe I have found what will help Neal as a strong "Protocol" to kick this stage IV right in it's ass. We need help as I have been trying to hold up 2 jobs and I've been doing my best with juicing and keeping a regiment for him but we need financial assistance to get this REALLY GOING and make this happen. Neal receives nominal financial assistance from SSI disability and Michael (our 4 year old) & I receive a couple hundred from DPSS. Neal is being seen by Dr. Quinn at Norris USC Keck University and is on "Inlyta" Chemotherapy.
He is going through some real bad hurdles as he's also fighting Pneumonia and recently underwent Pneumothorax procedure where a third of his lung collapsed. He has lost weight and appetite and recently started vomiting in the morning this past week. Were struggling so hard financially and WE need help and as a mother and wife, I am left with no other option but to do this and ask for your help as I have no where else to turn.
Neal has felt very bonded and lucky to have all of your prayers and energy that you continually send his way. He was hesitant when I mentioned this website and he feels uncomfortable asking for donations from his friends. Yesterday we received a donation from a very close friend and Neal broke down crying at the unbelievable love and strength, he just lost it. He never knew such a response would come to him. He knows everyone is having hard times too and doesn't want to take away from anyone. This is such a difficult time and place for us.
The money will go directly to help Neal for his treatment with supplements I will be purchasing for the "Cellect Budwig Protocol" http://www.budwigcenter.com/ which is approx. $450.00 a month plus in addition to the other supplements he needs (Flax Seed Oil, Raw Flax Seeds, Essence of Life, Vitamin D-3 10,000 IU, Noni Juice, Limu Juice, Aloe Arborescens and all the Organic Vegetables & Fruits) it adds up so fast cause he takes this all daily. We also need another hand to help me juice and give Neal the regiment he needs daily.
I am looking into IHSS for that this week.
Thank you for your prayers and support. If you can't help financially, you can always send out your prayers and energy as that is much appreciated too. God Bless and again, THANK YOU!!!
If anyone has Cancer or needs any information that I can share on protocols and nutrition that I have learned or vice versa, please don't hesitate to ask me. You may email me at: JenniferMoser99@hotmail.com
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