Amanda Needs Help

So one thing I'm not shy about is all the illnesses I'v been struggling with. From PTSD, severe depression and anxiety to chronic pain, heart arrhythmias to severe eye problems, hair loss and then the dreaded wait for them to decide what autoimmune disease I have.
I just don't know what else to do other than ask for a little help. I've maybe worked 7-9 months out of 17 months. There are so many things I can do for pain control outside of the VA and I'm unable to try any of them because I'm always so far out paying my bills. I still have soooo many doctor appointments I'm unable to work full time. And my pain is so bad I had to take on a new type of nursing that wouldn't make my pain ten times worse. There are just so many things I need help with. I've already had friends and family help out so much. I'm finally on the right track on figuring out the diagnosis of my plethora of symptoms and I have amazing Doctors that help me with the PTSD, depression and anxiety. 
I've become an absolute mess dealing with all of this on my own with family and friends so far away and I need any form of help. Honestly even 5 dollars would be so helpful. I'm not ready to leave San Francisco until these amazing doctors I finally got can figure a little more out. If any of you have chronic health problems then you know why it;s hard to leave a doctor you love.