Give an aspiring filmmaker a start!

Hello people of the internet. My name is Abigail Autumn Gorveatt . I'm a 22 year old transwoman, and aspiring filmmaker. I'm looking to make a series of short to full length docuementary films on varying subjects such as child abuse, sexual assault,  at risk LGBT teens, and the struggles of transgender/transsexual men and women throughout their transitions. My wish would be that these films would soothe, or touch the hearts of those going through, or having suffered from these issues. I need a professional grade camcorder, tripod, lighting etc.  to get these projects off the ground. I would be releasing these films on various streaming websites such as youtube, and viemo at absolutely no cost. Please help make my dream a reality. Thank you.