Help with my periodontal disease

 Hi, My Name is Nancy Tayman my friends call me Lynn.  We live in Mo and i am 52 years old and i have 3 kids  and 2 of them live in Ga and who are all grown, between my husband and i we have 15 grandkids ,  My husband has 2 kids who are also grown. This is our second chance at life. I have set up the Go Fund Me to help us to get help so that my husband can afford to purchase Health Insurance on me.  I have  lived with severe back  problems for many many years and over 1 year ago i started seeing a Dr to find out my problems that affect the nerves in my back and the nerves are pinched off and i have bone spurs and i have several bad disk and other items wrong in my back that affect my back and legs . I also have degenerative Arthritis in my back as well as it is all through out my body, so i live in severe pain even tho i am on strong pain medications , they do not seem to help me much. My Dr does not understand why my legs hurt so bad all the way into my bones. I also have several places in my back where my back has old fractures but as of now until more test are done the Dr does not know why. I have not had any special test done to see what all is wrong with my back, i have had 1 MRI  and several different Xray's done and a CT done of my neck and shoulder area.  I really do not know everything that is wrong with me,  And i wont find out until i can get Insurance to get in to see a surgeon or what ever specialsit my dr wants to send me to. I do know i hurt so bad  and i have no quality of life, i have to use a wheel chair when i go shopping for food with the family, i never go any where to have any fun because of my pain, it is even hard on me to ride in our car, it makes my legs hurt severe as well as my buttocks .We want to move from our Apartment into our Travel trailer to save money, We will only have to pay our land payment which is a small amount each month until it is paid for. By doing this my husband can save money to be able to afford to purchase me medical insurance so that i can get proper medical treatment as well as surgery on my back that i need. The Dr say's  That my spine is in really bad shape, he made a joke with me that hopefully in 5 years they would have a bionic spine for me, or at least i hope that it was a joke.  We are saving as much money as we can to do this. We hope to have the money to do this ASAP ...........We will be living in the country in a Travel Trailer where it is beautiful and very peaceful. Even if you can not afford to donate a lot every little bit counts. Please help me make my dream come true by getting medical care. I am not eligible for any kind of government assistance with this. And medical insurance cost a lot of money as you guys all know.  I almost forgot we are also going to have to have a Well put in so that we have water.  And get hooked up with the electric company.  And We have to have gravel put in for a driveway. I think i have the basics covered.  I  am not very good at explaining my self but i hope that who ever reads my story understands. Also to let everyone know my son and my husband has to take care of me, they clean the house and do the cooking.  I do  have times where i lose control of bodily functions, that is very embarrassing to tell any one but it is the truth. Sometimes i wake up and i can not move my legs and I have to wake my husband up  or  holler for my son to help come  in and move my legs. It really scares me when i can not move my own legs.  I also have diabetes and high blood pressure, i have lost like 95 pounds to help with the diabetes and high blood pressure so far it is working, i thought it would help take the pressure off my back but i was wrong about that, it did not help. What i am going through is scarey and i know with Gods help i will make it.  I do not like having to have others  take care of me, i am suppose to be the one who handles the house hold and i can not do it any more.  I am praying very hard that we can get some help. You can give as little as $5.00 on the site. Thank you so much  for reading and God Bless. I can not go on, here is more i have added...............................I can not do this any more please help on my go fund me, please share with everyone that you know,  I have Spinal Stenosis in my whole spine, I have several budging disk, I have old fractures, I have bone spurs, I have osteoarthritis, I have nerve damage all through out my spine, I have sciatica. I have severe burning in my right side which feels like I was hit with a baseball bat and then it burns and stings, my legs hurt inside the bones as well as my hips and buttocks, my feet burn and hurt. I loose my balance when I try and walk, I walk bent over most of the time. my arms are weak, I have the arthritis from the top of my spine all the way down. . I have suffered for 30 years just not this bad, Since Oct of 2013 I gave in and admitted that something was wrong with me, I was always a care taker and done for others. I can break any part of my body at anytime because my bones are so weak. It causes me to get head aches, I should be in a wheel chair at all times but I bought one and it didn't work right so I took it back to the store and I wont let my husband by another one because I am trying to save money. My Dr is nice but a little weird, he just gives me meds and pushes me on out, he does not really listen to me, I am going to a clinic which there is really nothing else they can do for me,  I saw one Dr for 3 months she had me on tons of meds that didn't work, My Dr now when he looked at what she had me one, he freaked out and said that nothing she was giving me was helping and that she was just making me suffer, and I told him that she never cared. Now The meds that my Dr has me on are no longer working. I hurt so bad, I can not go on. We are moving in April and I need to get some money in my go fund me to help out with some things we need to do, gravel for the drive way, and we will need some tools and we need a well, and and a toliot, we are going to use a certain toilet so that we wont have to have a sewage tank to save money. Our land payments are low so my husband can get me Medical Insurance. Please help us out I can not go on like this and I can not get help in Mo, we did find out that my Insurance is going to be cheaper in Arkansas. Please even if you can only give a few dollars.  sometimes i do not sleep because of the pain , I can not sit or stand it all hurts me so bad. We are saving money we do not expect others to do it all but please help. I have no life I do not like even going out of the house, the neighbors never see me because I do not go out except when we have to get groceries and I have already told the men in the family that I am going to have to start staying at home, I can not do it any more, even tho I use a wheel chair the pain is so bad I sit in it and cry while we shop. I need help. Please copy and paste and pass my letter and my Go Fund me Page on to your friends and family, I can not clean house , I do not cook, I barely help with Laundry, I can not clean or do dishes. This is my last effort to ask for help. Please Lord Jesus help people to understand how I need the help ad that I am a real person in severe pain and I cannot live like this. Please Jesus help me to raise the funds that we need. Amen I am praying so hard that I start seeing something in my go fund me to give me hope to give me some peace in knowing that someone cares. April is almost here. Please I beg you from my heart to help. I am a good person with a big heart and I would help others in this situation , I have helped tons of people in my lfe I am not use to asking but I have been and it really kills my pride to ask. Please help us by paying it forward.