Save and repair my home

My home is in danger of being foreclosed on and also needs some repairs. I have been out on medical leave due to mental illness but my meds are straightened out now and I am mentally healthy again. Living with  illness isn't easy. I don't want to lose my home.  There are far too many memories here. After my youngest child died some of the repairs just got over looked because I had lost interest in everything but that just made the issues worse. I want to make this house a home again but it's not easy when your income seems to just to keep up with current bills.  I wish I could find the words to explain how much this house and neighborhood mean to me.