Help with my medical bills :(

Hello everyone, I'm just trying to pass the word around to get me help with my medical bills :( as I'm sure more are on the way as I'm in fear the doctors will be wanting to to do a surgery on my right eye (vitrectomy)

They had done 3-4 surgeries in my left eye now 20/200.  I'm legally blind in my left eye, my right eye is doing the same having floaters and bleeding :( I don't know whether surgery will help or not,  Affording another surgery terrifies me to no end.

I'm currently at $4000 in medical bills debt collectors and the doctors won't  work with me.  Then having to cover the cost of my insulin @ $260/month a vial and test strips that range from 18-150 a month

Just saddens me as I work to pay my bills and I just keep getting further and further behind as my last 4 surgeries have done a number on me constant red eye and 100% blind.... my right eye they tell me is a ticking time bomb so spending time and virtually seeing my daughter grow up won't exist soon :(

all I ask is for help :( I've told my wife I will absolutely refuse anymore medical stuff as if I do go blind I'm not leaving her with my medical burden.