Help me find/get a safe place!

Hello my name is Maya and I am 18 years old. Meaning that I am legal to be thrown out of the house as that I am now an legal adult. I HAVE been thrown out before and been barely lucky to be allowed back into the house. My mother has emotionally attacked me and told me to "go fuck yourself", and recently tried to burn me. I have on occasion had to seek help from one of her friends or my own.

My mother is both mentally unstable and an alchoholic, who is very verbally abusive torwards myself and my brothers. She has on many accounts called me names, threatened me out of the house, and is the prime reason for my depression and suicidal tendencies now and in the past. I've lived under this abuse since I was 8 years old and enough is enough.

I also have no room. Whatsoever. I am sleeping on a COUCH in my brother's room. No room for my personal items, no privacy, and it's very demeaning.


(that's my brother)

I am currently looking for employment since I've recently graduated from highschool and don't have the funds to go to college yet. As of now my options are looking for a homeless shelter to try and escape my hostile household or build up funds to find a small place so that I can keep a healthy state of mind. 

I want to get a cheap studio apartment somewhere in the Temecula/Menifee area and these donations will help to substain myself for a few monthes until I can do so on my own.

I know it's a lot to ask, but I really need some help. 

I also do commissions:

I draw art for mainly Hetalia and Supernatural, but I am willing to do other fandoms, shows, book characters if asked. 

(Welcome to Night Vale)

(Romano from Hetalia)

(Castiel from Supernatural)

MORE Examples of my art:
http://fuckingtomatoes.tumblr.com/tagged/Maya's-Art

I also write: http://fuckingtomatoes.tumblr.com/tagged/tomatowriting

More information on prices, contact me through  my tumblr or through my email.

My tumblr is: http://fuckingtomatoes.tumblr.com

Thank you so much ; u ;