Campaign for a Better Life

Hello and thank you to everyone reading this... I don't usually ask for money, but I'm in a difficult situation. I have been diagnosed with C-PTSD (complex PTSD.. meaning my entire life up until now has been toxic, instead of it being just one big event) with Dissociation (I feel as if certain things aren't real and I feel like I'm in a dream state a lot) with Generalized Anxiety (always thinking an attack will happen or I will die daily) and Depression with Suicidal Tendencies. I've actually had to stay at a hospital because I wanted to end my life. The symptoms of everything together is absolutely awful and almost unbearable. I feel as if people don't understand most of the time how hard dealing with this is.. It's hard to function. I haven't been able to keep a job because of what's happening and money has been tight. My girlfriend currently pays for ALL of mine and her expenses. I feel so bad for not being able to work and help our financial situation, but I'm currently just trying to work on making my life better through therapy. We have to live with my girlfriends family because we can't afford a place to live and because of my condition, my therapist and I decided even speaking to most of my family would be further damaging... I only have my girlfriend and her family now (which I'm so grateful for, but I wish I could have some family of my own). Most weeks we can barely afford our groceries, my girlfriends family has been very generous with giving us shelter and food. It's hard to pay for my appointments and the gas to get there, so if you have any money at all to spare, I would appreciate it greatly. Thank you so much to anyone reading this and I appreciate all donations and shares.