Well, friends.....we did it! I am officially cancer free. I'm healing up well from my port removal surgery and can go back to work and exercising as long as my body feels right. Thank you all so much for all of your love and support during this crazy year. You all have lifted me up countless times and I can never thank you enough. Mahalo for your kokua, share the love.
Miracles occur naturally as expressions of love. They are performed by those who temporarily have more for those who temporarily have less. This quote goes directly out to all of you. I am so amazed by all of your love and generosity and positivity and ass kicking vibes. Thank you doesn't even scratch the surface. I have my chemo port removal surgery on Monday and two more weeks of daily radiation and then, my dear friends, we did it!! I say WE because I never would have won this fight without all of you. Two more weeks! Let's do this!!
Aloha everyone! The hospital just called, I start my radiation course of treatment tomorrow. Send me all that good juju and energy, I'll surely need it! I'm feeling pretty anxious about starting, it's going to be an everyday Monday-Friday treatment for 4 weeks. The bright side is that the end is finally in sight. I can schedule my surgery to have my port removed, and once the radiation course is finished......I will have officially kicked cancers ass. It's been a long road so far and I'm going to keep on truckin with all your love and support. Share the love, share the page....goals have almost been met!! Love, Laura
Our relationship has been doomed from the start. You are trying to kill me, I am trying to kill you....it's hardly what one would call a healthy relationship. I get very angry with you, a lot. I curse you out aloud and under my breath and you have made me cry more times than I would like to admit. I've realized, however, that I need to thank you. I need to thank you for being too weak to win your fight against my mother so many years back. Nice try buddy, but she kicked your ass and she passed on the ability for me to do the same. So there. I need to thank you for showing me how many amazing, beautiful, generous, thoughtful people have my back. There's a lot, and I will win for them. I need to thank you for the quirky lil way you made me able to be somewhat of a stay at home mom, and I am so grateful for every second I have with my beautiful baby boy. I have to thank you for showing me my self worth is not what size I wear, or the length of my hair (damn you though, I had GOOD hair). I thank you for being so toxic in my body that you helped me to get rid of the toxins that I could in my life. Thank you for making me more sensitive, more aware and more compassionate. Thank you for making me more grateful. Thank you for showing me strength I didn't have. See, I don't hate you anymore. This, ole cancer, is why you WILL NOT win. So, you may kindly leave this party you weren't invited to. Adios, vamanos, gets to steppin, peace out. Thanks, but it's time to go.
Sincerely, your ass kicker, Laura
Just did a treatment yesterday, 2 more chemos to go! I'm also now getting bone marrow booster shots to try and keep my counts up. I can't finish chemo without them, another hurdle before the finish line. I have an appointment this week with my radiologist to determine how long I will need that course of treatment and when I can start working again thereafter. Thank you all for being supporters of my battle....I really think the end is in sight! Share the love, share the page. Please! #friendshelpingfriends #strangershelpingstrangers #cancersucks #eyesontheprize #iwillwin
Cancer, you're quite the sonofabitch. Good news: chemo is working and I have 4 more to go. Flip side: I am going to need radiation, and it's a daily treatment and will knock me on my ass. Any, every, allllllllll helps. A lot. You all have made me feel so lucky despite all the shit handed to me on a platter lately. Peace, love, aloha and tryin to stay positive. Share the love, share the page. :) let's reach some goals!!!!
Aloha and happy new year everyone! I am so thankful for the help and positivity from everyone. The chemo is getting harder and my blood counts haven't been that great so I'm tired and cranky a lot. I come on this page and read messages often to give myself the pick me up to get through. I will beat this, I'm more than halfway there and my last scan showed only microscopic signs of cancer! So by the power of social media, share this page....I'm hoping my story may help someone who has just been diagnosed or can help anyone having to deal with cancer bs. Maybe I can even get on Ellen! :) Share, share away and thank you all so much for your love and generosity. Screw you cancer!
Halfway (hopefully) through chemo. I'm not going to sugarcoat it, this sucks and it's getting really hard. I have a PET scan scheduled for his Friday, and that will tell my doctor how well the chemo is working and what the rest and how long my treatment plan will be and if I'll also need radiation. A lot of people have asked what I want for Christmas, and what will help. There isn't anything I want that can be bought or wrapped up. I just don't want to be sick anymore. I want the energy to play with my sweet baby James, I want my hair back, I want to feel like me again. I don't want to be the sick girl for Christmas. I know I'm going to beat this, I just want it to be done already. So for Christmas, be thankful for your health, be grateful for what you have instead of buying new things, things don't matter. Give hugs and laugh a lot.
Aloha everyone! I'm officially 2 months into chemo, so only 4 more to go and then radiation will start. I'm so thankful for all your support and wanted to throw a lil shoutout to you fabulous peeps. Its been amazing to see some love from my back in the day friends, miss you all!! You all know I love visitors, come to hawaii! Hope everyone is having a great weekend. Xoxoxoxoxox
Gearing up for round two of chemo this Friday. My bloodwork looks good and I still have hair! :) thanks to all your donations I picked out some cute head wraps for next week. Thanks for all the love everyone!
Much much love and thanks to everyone. I can't express enough how much strength amd emergy coming on here and seeing all your messages gives me. I'm feeling the love an sending it back to you all a million fold!! Mahalo everyone!!'n
Aloha everyone, I'm continually blown away by all the support, messages and feel good vibes from all of you. Chemo starts tomorrow......and I know ill be ok because I won't let you all down! Here's to day one of kicking ass and getting one day closer to being done. Xoxoxo
Medi port placed today, pretty sore but doing ok. Thank you all so much for the support.....I'm honestly stronger from reading all your posts and messages. Mahalo and aloha!
As my Michelle put it, cancer also picked the wrong friends to mess with. You guys are beyond amazing. I'm seriously the luckiest person for having such freaking beautiful people in my life. Mahalo everyone!!'
I am at an absolute loss for words (that doesn't happen). Thank you all sooooo very much from the bottom of my heart. With this much amazing energy and support this cancer doesn't stand an effing chance! Love, love, love you all so very much.
Aloha peeps, Welcome to my re-started donation page. So, the bitch is back. I just recieved a positive PET scan. I'll update soon with staging and treatment plan. As of now I'll need biopsy surgery and a new chemo port placement. There's talk of having to go back to the mainland for some stem cell transplanting but nothing definite now. Please send good vibes, juju, energy, care packages, love, donations, messages I'm accepting love in all forms! Let's kick this shit again, right? Aloha, Laura