Money for baby Noah

Hello. My name is Ali. I'm 17 years old, February 5th I found out I was going to have a baby. I was so scared and I didn't know what to do. but after awhile I started to realize I need to take reasonability and love my kid and take care of it. So I started to become happy and ready for our little baby. June 25th was the day I was finding out what I was having that day was so exciting I was so happy and ready. we went in and our little baby wouldn't open it's legs. the lady doing the scan seemed a little off, but proceeded and said she thought it was a boy. At the end she said she needed to talk to the doctor. a nurse came in and told us we needed to come back tomorrow. Thinking the doctor looked over the ultrasound pictures and could tell us what we were having we were excited once again. The doctor came in with a sad look on his face, he explained that our baby had only one kidney, and a enlarged heart and I had zero fluid inside my stomach. He said the baby wasn't going to make it. And suggested that I terminated the baby but only had a week to decide to keep it or terminate it due to how far along I was. Because Noah (what we named the baby) still had a heartbeat I choose to keep him and had high hopes and knew he could be our miracle baby. So we spent the weekend praying and hoping that Monday when we went to Toledo Children's hospital that would say better news. We went in and doctors said the same thing, he said his lung aren't developing at all and that's because there's no fluid in my stomach. I still felt like there was hope so I continued to see my OBGYN and Toledo Hospital every 6 weeks. Just yesterday we went for another apt at Toledo he said there's really no hope at all and I need to plan a funeral. He also said I'm being educed at 36 weeks and delivering vaginal, all though the babies breech but he said "Because the baby isn't going to make it after it comes out of your whom we wont need to worry about problems because it's breech.
" the doc was pretty much saying even if it was stressful on the baby or painful delivering vaginal while he's breech it wouldn't matter because he isn't going to make it anyways. That made me sad and mad and I wanted to hit him. I live in Hudson, Michigan and the closes hospital to me that helps babies no matter what is in Nashville, TN. but that's from the research I've done. My family and I just wont have the money to go there to help baby Noah. So I came to this site to see what I could do for my son. I love him more than words can imagine and I want to hold him and be there for him as he grows up. I don't want him taken from me. So please if you can donate anything will help me and my baby out. Thank you so much for reading.