Help me better my future

Dear all

Thanks for visiting my page, I am here today asking for help so I can better my self I'm 24 and stuck I want to raise money to become a smart meter engineer but need funds to do so I need to pay £2000 towards my course and also be able to get my driving license. They also want me to be able to support my self during the four months of training.

I would love to go into this field and earn a name for my self aswell as a future but just lack the funds if I had I had the funds I would have done it sooner but I don't.

I feel stuck my parents have given up on me and my mums kicked me out my siblings hate me and tell me to go and kill my self I listened to them for a while and tried to but then decided I have to much to love for and now I'm persuing this so that I can hopefully get my own place and start fresh.

Hopefully you can help me and any help will be appreciated m, I have included links for the course and driving course.

Many thanks

Ahmad
Dual fuel smart engineer course
Driving course