URGENT: Please help save my home!

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Raised by 40 people in 67 months
I really hate having to do this and am a bit ashamed and embarrassed by it, and I can't say I'm too optimistic as to what results, if any, this will yield (its "going viral" prospects are nil, I recognize, for I'm not pretty nor glamorous, and it's not a "fun" nor "exciting" cause), but I have to pursue all angles, and so this last resort plea for help. Some have noticed I've not been more than tokenly present on social media for a while... and that's because the bottom is officially completely falling out, and after years of trying to stay afloat on my hand-to-mouth own, I need a life preserver, or I don't really see any point in going on. I need to raise the rest of my $3450 goal to pay off my property tax balance by October 19, 2018 or else the property goes to auction.

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One of the unfortunate aspects of navigating in my particular business (being in the film/entertainment business, even as just a writer/journalist) is that you have to put on airs--not necessarily to look successful or better, but the only way anyone will pay any attention or give you any mind is to have that appearance of security. Honestly confess how things aren't going well, and that you do sincerely need help, and suddenly the audience turns a blind eye and deaf ear, both those who know me and my work who are well off and successful and all other points below. And I realize with this, I'm probably shutting off the senses of many more than I already have...

When my father passed away from cancer in December 2006, he left behind a legacy of debt, not only in the financial sense.  I made the necessary cutbacks to my every day (not for nothing have people noticed my weight loss--definitely a product of a largely 1 ramen packet a day "diet"), as I then shouldered all the expenses from the utilities, what limited food budget there is, the debt legacy, and the home property taxes. The strain I was and am going through is not merely financially but psychologically. Long story short, going on 12 years since my dad's passing, I've managed to somehow sustain on what I make through the site and the steady side gigs (some of which have come and gone) and chipping away at the debts, but as lean times endure, sometimes you have to either put things to the side or not make the minimum payments as some basic survival expenses (i.e., electricity and water, plus the monthly transit pass and the web hosting to keep my bread and butter functioning to keep at least some income coming) take basic precedence. But eventually things come back to bite you and the chickens come home to roost, etc., etc. ... and so I get a notice that I need to come up with back property taxes by October or else the process of the county auctioning the house will take place in December. Factoring in the utility/Internet/transit expenses (food, as usual, becomes a luxury to be sacrificed)... I need this boost to help me make the payment, which will put me back on course to make all future ones, I feel like the (no pun intended) the walls are closing in and caving in on me once and for all, and frankly not only feel as if I can't make it out this time, by the middle of October, I'm about to give in and completely give up and stop taking up space away from those who can function.

So, that all said... any help is greatly appreciated.
Thanks in advance.
Michael Dequina

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Michael Dequina is the creator/publisher/sole writer of The Movie Report / Film Flam Flummox, which has has been offering regular film/video/DVD/television/stage reviews, news, interviews, and event coverage since 1995. Every little bit is greatly appreciated and truly does make a difference, so please donate today and spread the word.
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TL; DR: the other shoe in the process of dropping. I had bought some time and the last few months have about $1250 saved in the bank that I have earmarked to pay the back tax bill after taking on various things outside of the writing, but today, September 4, got the certified mail notice that auction is imminent for the house if I don't pay $3369.19 by September 28 or $3412.92 by October 19. I can have another $400 saved by this month after Google payment comes in, but that doesn't put me at the required amount for September nor the mid-October one. Please spread the word and share this link with any and all generous souls in your address books: http://gofundme.com/themoviereport
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Image of my latest bill is attached... Managed to knock the bill down to $1430, which the tax collector by May 31, 2018 to be current. Hoping to raise $1000 by then, for I can manage to scrounge up the remaining $430. So please, if you feel like giving me a gift for my birthday (May 15) or a belated gift for the dual 23-year anniversary of The Movie Report newsletter/28-year anniversary of my film reviewing career, please do so... and spread the word; this is the shortcut address for this contribution page: http://j.mp/tmrhelp . Thanks in advance for your generous support
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I really hate having to do this and am a bit ashamed and embarrassed by it, and I can't say I'm too optimistic as to what results, if any, this will yield (its "going viral" prospects are nil, I recognize, for I'm not pretty nor glamorous, and it's not a "fun" nor "exciting" cause), but I have to pursue all angles, and so this last resort plea for help. Some have noticed I've not been more than tokenly present on social media and such the last few months... and that's because the bottom is officially completely falling out, and after years of trying to stay afloat on my hand-to-mouth own, I need a life preserver, or I don't really see any point in going on. I need to raise the rest of my $5000 goal by the end of this June 2017 (hopefully sooner) to get my property taxes current and not lose my home.
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someone please help & give me some reason to not put myself out of my own misery
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