Stop The Attack, Have Your Brother's Back

My son was Xzavion DeJuan Chatman he was 18 when he passed away hadn't even started his life yet. Nobody has the right to take another person's life my son was all I had. I've since been evicted and could not return back to work I have nobody in this world and I don't know how to cope or what to do I haven't even had enough money to put flowers on his grave.. Never in a million years did I think this would happen to me and the fact that they don't have any type of program for mother's mother's that loose their children is mind boggling. I'm asking for help so that he can at least have a Headstone he hasn't had one someone lied to me and said they were getting it but here it is almost a year later and he still doesn't have one None deserves that I feel at least my son should have a Headstone and I can put what little pieces of life I have back together.. Right now I'm staying from place to place trying to find work but it's hard when u don't have a steady address.. I don't know what to do what I do know is that I'm trying hard to fight and not give up. Anything anyone can do will help and be greatly appreciated. I'm trying so hard not to be on the streets and trying harder just not to give up on life to be with my son but I literally have no one he was my family. Please keep me in your prayers I know my son is in a better place and I also know that he wouldn't want me to be in this situation. My world has come tumbling down since I lost my only baby and I don't know what else to do I'm asking for help so that I'm able to go visit my son and sit with I'm asking for help so I don't have to wonder where my next meal is coming from I'm asking for help so that I'm not homeless on the streets. Before my son pass d away I had a place and was working everyday. Society acts like I'm just supposed to act like he didn't exist and keep it pushing but he did exist for 18 years he was the greatest person I knew and I will Anna be able to live on and represent him and his memory until I see him again.  We have got to stop killing each other we need to start having each other's back it's the Godly way and it's the right way. I don't believe time will heal all wounds this is the worst pain in the world a mother should never have to bury their child.  Mommy loves you zae zae.