Replace my Gear for my Birthday

I don't really like asking for help but I thought I would see how this goes. I had a photography business several years ago but a year after going full time my Mom got sick and I had to put the business on hold. At the same time my wife and I had just gotten married and with me not able to earn money I had to get a different job and ended up selling the majority of my camera gear. 

I am not trying to replace all my top end gear but instead I am just looking at a used older camera body and a older lens to be able to start doing portrait work again as well as use it to serve our creative serving team with church. 

I would greatly appreciate any type of support however I realize there are many more people with an actual need and if it is between supporting myself or them, please help those that truly need it.

If you do choose to donate $100 or more and are local, I will do a free photoshoot for you or someone of your choosing. Thanks for reading.