Believing in the cause of karma.

I am having a hard time financially staying Sane! I am a mentally ill female with no housing or employment and alternative resources to turn to. I have recently had major changes in my life,where my sole provider and care giver/ companion has been abruptly removed  from my life leaving me with the rug ripped from under me and having to try to cope and stay positive while picking up the peices alone and scared. I  require medication that I cant afford and never could have even if I had a job, bc  I wouldn't make rent, medical & electrical Bill's  and phone  payments along with transportation and  personal hygiene up keep,  With the highly priced medication I CANT AFFORD,  BUT  REQUIRE TO MAINTAIN A HEALTY AND NORMAL LIFE. MY MEDICATION  is for schizophrenia  and bipolar. I also have severe  PTSD , depression,OCD and anxiety. Which goes  untreated due to having to pick and choose what I can survive with and with out financially.  I get help from my retired hard working parents who are now on a fixed income and are going to be broke if they continue to help me and my daily living expenses. I am a Christian and a positive kind soul with good intentions  of hopefully getting disabilty benefits  or an act of financial wealth and luck,  staying positive and believing  in the Hope's of kind & caring individuals to lend me a helping hand and be the stepping stone to peice my story/life back  togeather one day, one chapter at a time. And  hopefully end it with a happily ever after. I can only pray and pay it forward, and let everyone know I'm a huge beliver in karma.  this is extremely  hard and embarrassing for me to do bc I wasn't raised to beg or panhandle.  I am grateful for anything u can donate and would even do odd jobs or errands to earn your donations/ contributions.  God bless u all and thank u for taking the time to read my story.