I need some serious help.

I thought I'd be the one making a GoFundMe to help someone else.  But life has put me through alot and its one thing after another and even though I work hard and no matter how much good I do, life throws nonstop heavy trials my way.. and I work hard to get through them and learn to take good things out of them. but I was not prepared for this.  all I really want to take away from this humbling experience is positive things, I've come so far and I have endured many things.  But i've hit my bottom and I need someone to listen and do what they can.


I recently had an EMERGENCY hysterectomy at 19 yrs old without time to even process this big change. I am a hard worker and work long hard hours or have 2 jobs at a time. But am now recenly put out of work due to surgery. Leaving me to sell everything in my home to make due until i can get back to work. Due to this emergency surgery I had no time to prepare for the emotional trauma from my hormones being out of wack now. Every feeling I receive really hits me hard. I've worked really hard for everything in my life and have been through many trials to obtain the things in my life and finally finding out who I am. And I feel an overwhelming disappointment towards myself that I can't help myself.  But ive finally hit bottom and need help before i go homeless. I was told to find 10 people to help donate 100 dollars. Or find multiple people to donate a little. Whatever opportunity you have to support me in any way. I dont know how this works and this is extremely hard for me to do. I always feel like I have to have it all together and I can do it by myself. But I have had an overwhelming realization that there are people on this earth with qualities that are meant to help and guide you in your life. And I need to swallow my pride and let people in so they may exercise these beautiful qualities and I may gain knowledge and understanding and the support I need. I know you're probably like why did this happen, what are the deets to this tragic thing im going through.  I'm working on a case with one of the lawers referred to me hopefully he successfully takes care of my case. So far hes been the first person to call me back and have my number saved as an expected call  and it feels good to have someone who believes in justice.  Well I 've have had alot of prior hard times that caused the person I am today and if you know me and my life and my plans.. then you know that I've been seriously screwed over way too much. Well to add to that, you may have seen on my fb that I had becane pregnant and not too long after finding out I had miscarried. I had no one to support me through this. I didnt know how far along I was because I hadnt been to the doctor yet because I didnt know where or what to do. So I called the hospital because I knew this was a normal thing that women go through and asked for instructions. Well since I didnt know how far along i was the hospital just assumed that I wasnt very far along so they said that I had to have everything pass through me naturally. I passed painful blood clots and suffered severe pain, i was traumatized to be in public because of the embarrassing timing and things that occured. I was not prepared for the emotional trauma that i was hit with. Well I pushed through hoping that that struggle was over hoping I would never have to feel like i did. Long story short i started feeling a severe pain in my ovary and I went to seek help and these people do not listen. And I couldnt understand my doctor. I got stabbed multiple times in the same spots trying to get my IV in. They sent me home still in pain within a few hours. And I was only there for a few hours because they took so friggin long to even talk to me or do anything. But were so quick to shove me out the door. Careless to have taken deeper interest to really figure out the problem sent me home with two bottle of pills that didnt help the situation because it was so severe and you didnt care to find out. told me to finish the bottles and be patient because it takes time to go away. I was patient. And i ignored the pain and. Went to work and I asked for a recommended doctor because I didnt know who to go to or if i could afford. I ask you for help and you were careless to help me and basically shoved me away telling me id be just fine. Well your carelessness and guidance has caused  much horror and trauma I am too young and unprepared for.  The pain was getting unbearable so i decided to go to palestine and they listened to my problems and took action to figure out whats going on. Well they took as many tests as they could to get a better understanding but they just couldnt figure out why I was having so much pain. Well the dr planned a surgery to see what was the problem and originally we were expecting ovary damage and the slight chance that i could still get pregnant  but i told her that I trusted her that if she feels the need to remove something that she knows is not okay. Well she opened me up to look and she told me that my whole reproductive system was falling apart inside of me and that it was spreading too my intestines and that explains why i got so sick eating. I was so unprepared to have such a life traumatizing experience. Because of carelessness all my plans in life are changed due to someone elses  actions. And I hope to be positive and take good things from this experience. But I will never experience motherhood regularly. I will never know what its like to grow a healthy baby in my tummy. You ripped a choice away from me that I can never have back. Yeah I have other options but you took my option away forever. And also have a reputation of screwing so many others. And I will make sure to do something because if someone doesnt, they will continue being careless and get away with everything.
If you have the opportunity to help me out in any way I deeply appreciate it. I know we all are struggling in our own ways. I'm just asking for someone to hopefully understand and show their good heart. Because I just dont know what else to do. This is for all my medical bills that I have to pay for all the tests, the medicine for all the pain, the emergency room amd surgery costs ect. So far from what i've recieved im at about $5000 I need to pay, and I havent even recieved all my paperwork for the bills. & the fairfield hospital didnt even help me and is charging almost 10,000 FOR MAKING IT WORSE. I appreciate any support. Thank you.