Life sucks, and then it sucks some more.

Hi. I'm Riin. I originally started this gofundme in February 2019 after I fell and broke my wrist. My wrist is mostly healed, and I'm really grateful for the donations people sent me, but I am struggling with multiple chronic conditions and living well below the poverty line, so I am updating this page.

Depression, anxiety, migraine, fibromyalgia, asthma, anemia, and GERD are the conditions I actually have diagnoses for. I'm pretty sure I'm autistic and have ADHD as well, and I'm going to try to get those diagnosed.

Basically I'm in pain a lot of the time, I'm usually exhausted, sometimes it's hard to breathe, and a lot of the time, my brain just won't brain right. 

I've tried to cobble together a living doing various things, but it's getting harder and harder, and I'm getting poorer and poorer. It's time to apply for disability. 

It takes a lot of time and mental energy to apply for disability. It takes a lot of time to be approved. I am hoping to survive that long, and not have to live under a bridge. The idea of living under a bridge makes me start crying and sets me off into a downward spiral, so I'm trying not to think about that, but, well, brain.

It's hard for me to ask for help. But I really don't want to live under a bridge. So...can you help?

Here are the ways you can help me:

• donate money to me here, now

• buy handmade jewelry I've already made 

• buy handspun yarn I've already spun  

• buy beads and/or other jewelry making supplies I'm destashing 

• buy vintage jewelry that I inherited from my mom 

• share this with your friends!

Thanks!