Help me lay my baby to rest, please

My sweet boy had to fight for his life the entire 84 days he spent on this earth. Being born 3 months early, he faced so many odds. He beat death once before in the NICU, but this time, he just could not overcome. I am sick with pain from losing my baby, but I just want to give him the proper send off to heaven; one that he deserves. I’m unsure of how I’m supposed to do life without him, but I know he is no longer in pain. I hate to do this because a child isn’t supposed to be burried by their parent; but I want to make sure everyone who loved him dearly can say goodbye to him.

Mommy loves you so much, Holden Dakota
5/16/19-8/7/19