For Mental Health

I have suffered from depression and anxiety for years and was never diagnosed.  I kept having issues on my job and so I began to do some research about my symptoms and found a psychiatrist. I went to see him and he told me that I had a border-line personality disorder and he could prescribe meds for me but they would only make me worse. He told me to keep doing what I was doing to help my condition.  I discovered a long time ago for me to beat this depression that I had to do for others and not think about myself.  The busier that I stayed doing the work of the Lord or helping someone gave me little time to focus on myself it had really worked for awhile. I began to see a counselor regularly and this was helpful. 
I recently relocated to Oklahoma and it seems that it is worse now than ever.  I am unable to sleep at night,  I am having issues on my job and with my family.   I have found a program that will help me to overcome my condition. It is a depression and anxiety recovery program in California by Dr. Neil Nedley. The cost of the program is $8,000. The other $500 will cover my travel expenses. 
The program begins on August 3 2017 and goes until the 14th.  The monies are due by Tuesday Aug.1st in order for me to attend. 
I will attend as a patient and a student because once I have completed the program I plan to take the knowledge that I will gain and share it with others. If I can keep one person from taking their life because they feel there is no way out  then it will be worth it. 
I really feel I can't continue to live this way and humbly solicit your prayers and your financial support.
Thank you and God bless you.