Reboot

Grateful and blessed, I am, for the friends and those I've never met, who helped with my cancer struggle a couple years ago. I survived and am putting my life back together.

I lived for a year with family for better care. Others were to take care of my place and animals but what happened, put me back quite a ways.

On top of this, my YouTube channel was de-monetized, I can't send from my email because of a DMARC, my website is compromised, my computer killed by a company so I lost access to much communications. I had to change phones and needed to hire people to repair a great deal.

Numerous things crashed; like my business, etc. 
Animals need double food and care now. I have dental issues and I can get my body working again; it's possible with the right treatments.

Part of the panic is my propane is less than 20% right now, it just snowed, got colder and I'm on a fixed income. I need an opportunity to change it.

I've been hesitating for weeks to say anything but then I found the Black Mold. Working by myself; it's just not happening. I found someone but now must pay for the numerous re-constructions.

Much is needed for my 32 years old horse, still too skinny for winter in an unfinished barn that I'm frantically trying to prepare for her. Right now the weather is hoding and work can be done.

Love to give but reluctant to ask. Right now, I guess, I'm asking. 
Even my neighbors are begging me to sign up for GOFUNDME.

It's a delicate position. If I can't pay for insurance then I can't get off welfare and it could mess me up. So I have to get beyond that hump. I plan to start offering my services online in a much better way. That is my end goal; to make enough to pay for what is needed. 
This is very hard for me and embarrassing to ask.

I would like to give a free "Word Of Knowledge" Reading to anyone who contributes $100 or more. Doing the readings again could also help get my site re-set up. 

I just really want to get off welfare, be productive give what I learned to the world.