Please Help Me Lay My Daddy to Rest

Hello,  all my good people out there. 
I'm reaching out to my internet family as my real family needs help I can't provide, unfortunately.. 

Last week has been insane, I've gotten to know what it's like to lose a parent and be left in total helpfulness 5000 miles away.
My daddy wasn't perfect but he was the only dad I had.. It breaks my heart right now to speak of him in a past tense as my soul still refuses still to accept a fact that He's no more...
But as heartbroken as I am I still have a mom back in Russia who, despite being divorced to him for 15+ years, still trying to take care of all mortal end of things and they are very expensive and I can't help much cause I'm literally fighting collectors at my doorstep right now. 

I can't even fly back to Russia to stand by her side because tickets cost more than 1000$ right now and I barely have money to put bread on the table.

And my mom is taking care of my disabled grandma and herself making about 300$ MONTHLY. (yes, it's an average monthly salary in Russia for an older person. And yes, cost of life is the same as in USA which is ridiculous. My mother is able to afford meat only once every 2-3 months) 

I'm not used to ask for help but right now I'm begging you to help my family.
We can't afford a funeral and morgue outrageously charges 100$ a day for my daddy's body being there... Almost like a decent hotel. 

Anything helps! Even 5$! 
Whatever we don't use we'll donate to charity. 

Bless you and your family. Please, kiss your loved ones, hold them close and tell them you love them for me. 
Time has its own schedule. 

We're trying to be strong and celebrate his life instead of mourning his death but it's not easy 

All the Love in the world , 
Esenia and Aida 


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Esenia Doggerman 
Los Angeles, CA
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