Surgery

I’ve been sick and admitted to the hospital 3x since October. I have an enlarged left ovary cysts on both sides and fluid in my tubes. My body isn’t getting better and each day my blood cell count goes up even more. I’ve been in pain non stop. I go in for surgery tomorrow to remove the left ovary and tube. I’m high risk because I have intestinal surgery scar tissue in the same area. I had to consent to possibly waking up with a full hysterectomy and nothing left to ever be a mommy. I haven’t been able to work since I’m here and when I get out of surgery I will have some downtime my body needs to heal. Someone said I should make one just in case so here I am. I’m on the back end with my insurance not kicking in until January. I’m just trying to keep my head above water while I’m drowningover here. 

Thank you

I just want my health back.