I need help

I have a drinking problem.  I need help.  I have sought treatment before but I left after 5 days because the financial burdens overwhelmed me.  That was over a year ago and I am still paying it off.  My sickness has gotten worse.  I am checking myself today into a 30 day program and I HAVE to succeed.  For me.  For my family.  For anyone that knows/knew me and can see through the shell of a person I have become.  I feel humiliated asking for help but I can't be ashamed any longer.  I have insurance but it doesn't cover the entire amount along with my monthly bills.  I know that in order to succeed, I can't focus on money or lack thereof.  If you donate to my cause, I will do everything in my power to fight this disease and update you on my recovery.  Thank you.