Mum in need, to make some magic

Hello everyone,  I hope you are all well...  My name is Savhana,  I am a mum and step mum. who is really struggling to give my kids the Christmas they deserve...  Last year our family lost my daughter Melody at 34 weeks and it was so hard on everyone, especially the kids, they were looking forward to having a new sister and was devastated when we lost her. My partner and I decided to not have Christmas last year(it was just to hard) so the kids went to the other parents.  The last year has been so hard on everyone.  And had lots going on.  We moved house and my health  has deteriorated to the point I can't work and my boyfriend become my carer. This Christmas we just simple can't afford it. I've managed to get a second hand tree and bits like that.  I just want my babies to get something special and new this year.  Ive feel like such a failure to my kids. But I can't give up. If anyone can help. It would make my kids so happy  Thank you for taking the time to read this.