Starting Over

As most of you may
know , My husband
abandoned our
marriage a
few  weeks ago. 

We were together for
almost 20 years and
married for 9 . We
had to file a missing
person report and 
my daughter called 10
hospitals trying to see if he was admitted or hurt. .
Speaking with his exes we found out he has
had a history of
suicide .attempts  when in relationships . 

Apparently there was a lot about him I did not
know . We were all so
worried . :( . Longest
days of my life .

6 Days later I found out that in fact he
abandoned the
marriage .  Quite a
shock for us all in the
manner he did this . 

It’s put me in a terrible
situation suddenly .

 During a pandemic and 
right before the
holidays . 

He was in control of the finances and  bank
accounts . 

I am trying to pull
myself together and
work on moving
forward . I am
humiliated ... But I need help and if anyone
knows me , well I don’t
ever ask for help . I am 
usually the one helping others .
  I truly enjoy it .

I appreciate you
reading this and even if 
you cannot help please share this for me . 

Thank you all so much !

xoxoxo 
Ali