On January 1st my sweet selfless beautiful mom went to heaven to join her parent, some of her siblings and first born son. She was so wonderful and would help anyone if she could. The past year she has been in and out of the hospital being intubated 5 times in the last 4 months and this time she could not overcome the sickness, when she came out of it she was never the same. She was so strong and fought for as long as she could. She did not have much income nor life insurance so we are struggling to try and give her a proper burial, the one she wanted and deserves. I am so lost without her, she was the rock and glue that kept our family grounded and together. Although I know she is no longer suffering and is watching down on us it doesn’t make this any easier. Thank you for taking the time to read my story and thank you in advance for your help.