MyBrother died an unfortunete death

He left without saying good bye, My name is Angela, this was my brother. He was a great person and had a loving heart, was alway happy and made others feel his happiness.  How do you let go of someone after being together 50 years?? without knowing that today is your last day on earth. Well that's my story, I was called from Ryder Trauma at 930pm on 08/23/2017, and the next thing I know Im in a hospital talking to 3 doctors and Mybrother's dead. Well how can a person just run  over someone and leave the scene. So thats what they tell me, "dead on arrival" so what does a sister do, how do you call the family and explain.  Who wakes up in the morning goes to work and then plans to die ???   and a tragic death, I could not even identify him of how banged up he was. Well I never thought this would be my case. My heart hurts and I would ask for so little,  I would like to put his ashes at rest that is all I could afford.  My story is my reality and the news was evident that night looking for the person that has caused a pain i would not wish on anyone. So many unanswered questions. Please if you find it in your heart to help me give my brother Theodore a proper burial and rest his soul.
I loved my brother dearly, I always planned to grow old together, with him and the family and die of old age. The memories I have of you are the funnest and I can't even breath, as we shared good times and bad times. I remember our birthdays, when you use to sing and just jumping on our beds at night till we could not stop laughing. Growing up was fast and I remember when we separated for a bit, and then when we  saw each other and it was as if time had not even passed.  Even though we had are fall outs we always ended up making up.  So now I say so long,  you are in my heart and  again for a little bit we part, till then.....  I know you are in  God's arms and are safe.
Thank you
Angela T. Suarez