
Wheels to recovery: Please help me recover my car and life!
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I will start by saying anyone who knows me knows how hard this is for me to ask for help. I can't make excuses because part of this is my fault, I delayed getting the much-needed mental help that I have desperately needed for so long. It's been a long road and I realized I've been in survival mode and not prioritize things the way they should have been.
Sadly that leads to the situation I am now in, I live in an isolated town where there is no work within walking distance. I left a job that was very toxic for my life some months ago and have since struggled to pick up the pieces. What I thought was the best move for myself and my daughter turned out to be more bittersweet than I expected. I needed more time home with her and she needed me as well. We have both been through a lot and we both struggle immensely with mental health after lots of bad life events.
With that being said my car was repossessed and that was my only form of employment as I was working doordash and driving for Walmart Spark until I was able to gain steady employment. I do realize I let some opportunities slip through my hands in the process of not thinking clearly. I'm unable to provide my daughter with what she needs, so in her best interest I had to let her go with a family member before things got any worse for the time being. I have been actively seeking steady employment and I have several hopeful opportunities. Without my car I have no way to get to work and it's making it difficult to see a way out of this black hole. All I want is the opportunity to fix my life and to make things right.
I've given from the bottom of my heart to so many people before and done what I've been able to do but for me to actually reach out for help it's tearing me apart. I am more than willing to pay things back when I get my self back together because the last thing I expect is for other people to have to take care of me. I am a very strong person and I know if given the opportunity I can fix where I am in life. I can and will beat this demon called depression. I'm just ready to move forward and to finally live, I just don't know how I will get out of this without assistance. I just want to make things right before it's too late.
Thank you for reading this, Please share and send Good vibes and prayers. I need all the support I can get.
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Jonelle Ota
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Hazleton, IN