Trucker having truck problem

Hello My name is Micah,
I am an owner operator truck driver, i am currantly running under another company the same company that gave me this start buy buying this truck and trailer.
i have been doing this for three years. taking good care of my family. then once covid hit it started getting a little bit closer to just making it. Then i hit a cap where i was doing good and i wasnt able to build up my savings but atleast my savings was never in the negative.
Then around augest things started changing for me and i was ending up paying my bils but still putting in checking account into the red. and it would be a month each time before i could clear it up then september hit and i was having to do repairs and it started digging deeper into the money that i was allowed to borrow from the company to the point where i was giving the company back all of my paychecks and having to wait till after ther cycle to use the company card just to pay my house bills. I am now at the breaking point of i had to tell a couple of companys that i wont be able to make my minumun payment this month because i dont have the money. and last week i spent almost every day at the shop getting something repaired cause something was breaking and doing it on the road gets expensive. every load the company keeps out 10 percent and puts it into an escrow account to pay for repairs.
Well i havent been able to build it up because the repairs keep eating it up.
Last two months the credit card the boss lerts me use has been at 7,000 every month. now some of that is my house hold bills. I am a very prideful man not in a bad way its more if i hate asking for help because i feel that i should be able to save up and do it on my own. So me coming here asking this is hard and im not good at it cause i dont want to ask for help but there are things going on with my truck right now that tell me i dont have much life left in her and im scared she is gonna die at any point. So me asking for this money is so i can buy me a truck that is alot more reliable and has alot longer road life then what this one has. i would like to find 25,000 thousand people that would be willing to donate 1.00 each that would get me to my goal and be able to get me a new truck that runs alot better and then be able to build up escrow and not have to worry about my family loosing out on everything because i have failed.

i appreciate your time and i appreciate you reading this and helping out every penny i get will be a cherish pennie. thank you for your time and i hope you have a wonderful day, week, month and even year during all this time that we are going through.
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