In Memory Of Bonnie

The photo above is of my beautiful friend Bonnie. She is a loving wife and mother of 2 little girls, an incredible yoga teacher, a life long student of all things about the human body, a healer who gives more than she receives, a loyal friend, and an all around amazing woman who I feel lucky to have in my life.

Bonnie has been quietly battling stage 2 breast cancer for the last 1.5 years and recently found out that the cancer has spread to her spine and is now stage 4. She has been told that there isn't much that they can do for her in Canada and that she will need to travel to another part of the world to receive alternative treatments. This recent news has been a shock to everyone especially because Bonnie was getting better. She is also so young (only 38 years old!) and has a lot of life left to live and I am determined to assist her in any way that I can to make this happen. 

At the moment Bonnie doesn't know where she will be going as she is currently discussing options with her MD and family. Right now it seems like Germany might be where she will be headed. When the cancer spread it fractured her spine so she is currently in a full body brace and wheel chair and cannot travel until she is more stable. I know that the cost for her treatment, travel and accommodations will be somewhere around $200,000 but I haven't received the exact amount from Bonnie yet. Once I do, I will update this page to keep everyone in the loop. 

I asked Bonnie to share her story with me to post here for everyone to hear. See below for what I have received from her thus far.

Thank you all in advance for your support, love and prayers. I am hopeful that we can reach our fundraising goal to get Bonnie the treatment she needs so she can heal and live for many, many, many more years to come. 

with gratitude,
xo Jackie

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In Bonnie's words:

I was originally diagnosed with breast cancer, specifically invasive DCIS of the left breast. That was in March/April of 2016. When I was diagnosed it was at stage 2, but now it is at stage 4, which they call metastasis.

I did both the western medical approach and integrated naturopathic medicine as my treatment protocol: chemo, surgery, radiation, naturopathic IVs, oxygen therapy, nutraceuticals, juicing, etc.

Fast forward to the beginning of October 2017 when I suddenly had to stop running my routine 5km due to fractures that developed in my spine from the cancer spreading to T1 and T8, leading to instability and putting me in a full on body brace with limited movement. Now I'm in a constant neck/body brace, use a walker and wheelchair. How fast life can change!

I had some pretty intense and specific high dose radiation treatments done at Sunnybrook in mid-October, at T1 and T8 where the spinal fractures exist, so now we have to wait for it to work and for all the side effects to wear off. Right now I'm still blistering in the skin, I have tingling and a hard time eating/swallowing/breathing, super fatigued, lots of pain around the radiation site, etc.

I am currently hooked up to a machine that literally delivers pain meds into my body every 1/2 hour because I have a compression fracture in two parts of my spine. The problem is that the fracture still exists so there is swelling in the spinal cord until they can actually operate and hopefully inject some cement or even put in rods to stabilize everything.

I was told that with cementing I should expect some relief but it'll be never be pain free because of the location and the shift that has happened in my spine's shape and cord. (But I don't believe that!) I was told to expect at least 3-4 months to see improvement, but I'll see it around the 6 month mark. They'll have to do a mid mark imaging to see how the cementing and/or surgery is holding and to assess my travel ability.

Clinic costs in Germany will depend on a my treatment protocol, which will depend on my latest MRI scan to happen in a couple of weeks to see how successful the radiation treatments were and what operations can be done to achieve as much stability in the spine moving forward. I'm in the midst of evaluating treatment protocols and seeing what approach meshes with me.

If I didn't have the complication of this being so close to the brain and CNS, I don't think it would be so complicated, but alas, go big or go home.

This has been a constant trip of surrender and trust. I am realizing now that this is bigger than me and that I need to reach out for help. I have no doubt that there is a treatment out there for me so that I can beat cancer and move forward with my life. 

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Jackie Quinnell 
Organizer
Woodbridge, ON
Alexander Pilapil 
Beneficiary
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