Tobias Betska Burial

Feburary 24th 2018 started just like anyother day. I could feel my baby kicking away at me, just letting me know my little Toby was there. I just kept counting down the days until we got to meet each other. I couldn't wait to hear him take his first breath. To see him open his eyes and look straight at me. I couldn't wait for the day I could take him home. I couldnt wait to see his first smile and hear his first cry. See him take his first steps. We got the baby registry all done and got the invitations for the baby shower. Everything was going so smoothly. After dinner I was just sitting watching tv and something felt off. I started bleeding. I didn't understand what was happening. I was only 23 weeks pregnant. My grandparents rushed me to Lehigh valley pocono hospital. As soon as I got there they took me in right away, they checked to see if my water borke, it did not. I waited for what it seem like forever for the mid wife to come in. They said I was dialted to a 10. He was coming way too fast. Then after an hour the midwife came back in and checked me again and this time my water broke. But I was only dilated to a 3 now. They just waited for me to give birth naturally. But On Febuaray 25th at 4am Tobias Betska's heart stop beating. He couldnt hold on any longer. He was born 13 hours later, weighing at 1.8lbs and being 12 1/2 inches long. My heart felt like it broke into a million pieces. But I know God is with him now, but I miss him dearly. My heart aches. Tobias was and is very loved.
Please, help my husband and I give our baby boy a proper goodbye anything will help, thank you.