Im so blessed he is in prison for reasons not related to me. He murdered another girl in her mid 40's by strangling her to death. He has strangled me so many times to the point of being unconscious. He would rape me when I was passed out. several times he has kidnapped me, any time I tried to leave. I cant even count how many times he raped me.
I feel like I can finally breath, knowing he is locked up for 30 years.
Ive just started healing as much as I can. I will never be who I was before, ive changed forever. I am diagnosed with PTSD, manic depression, chronic pain and severe anxiety. I regularly see a therapist, psychiatrist and pain management.
He was so obsessed with everything I do. who I talked to, when I went to the bathroom, what I ate, I wasn't allowed to go for walks unless I was with him. If he went out with out me I would stay home and he would check my phone when he returned. I was stressed to the point my hair has fallen out many times. My body would feels nauseous so I never eat till I'm starving. I don't sleep, I wake up in panic thinking that he's here.
Over the many years the abuse I was put through choking, punching, sexual abuse, picking me up and body slamming me to the ground, confinement, isolation the list goes on and on. It has taken a major tool on my mind and body, spirt, self-esteem, self love, and so much more.
I have reconstructive surgeries recommended to me because of the assaults. My insurance will not cover them. Im reaching out to Gofund me for support.
Thank you for taking your time to read my story. If you could find it in your hearts to help me, I will be forever grateful.
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