Tarin's Health & Community Hiatus

I wish I could say I had enough money saved, but I didn't. I wish I could say there was only one curve ball, but there wasn't. I wish I could say I was strong enough without help, but I'm not. I need help. I am a mother, with no current outside support. I am an artist, with $80,000 worth of student loan debt, currently in repayment. I am a Christian, being ripped in half by divorce. I have lived the last decade with no blood relatives within a 12 hr. drive. I needed family and support. I am a social sculpture artist, engineering social situations to force mindfulness and build a positive community character. I give my talents and my time and my heart to my community, and in return, they give me friendship and growth. I couldn't be that person for a moment. I needed time to heal me. But now, I don't have enough money to pay this month's worth of bills. I don't have enough money to pay for gas to get back to my community. I don't have the stability to help my community grow or practice my artistic path. I am drowning in debt without the mental freedom to imagine a way out. I need help and I need help now. At this moment I don't have the ability to articulate what your support would mean to my world- only- that it would mean the world. And I can't promise anything in return for your support, but my history of altruism and my commitment to idealism. Thank you in advance for the prayer, support, and positive vibes. Luvs, Tarin... and Isaac