Dad just died. Two years ago, my older brother died of a heroin overdose. I knew it was coming for years and fought but was powerless to stop it. Last year, my dad's wife, who was like a second mom to me for over twenty years when she entered my life, died. I was terrified of what her death might do to my father, and then he followed her two weeks ago.

I'm a performer by trade. I have been putting on a mask every day in my shower and plastering my smiles, but if there was ever a time I want just a little break, it's now. I also need to fly out for his service soon, and it will take months for any estate to find its way to me, so this fundraiser is also meant to get me up there via airplane and not have to worry about bills in the meantime.

Any donations, thoughts, or well-wishes are appreciated. I find myself overwhelmed and have been raised to avoid the vulnerability of asking for help when I need it. But I have to admit I need help right now.