This is a very vulnerable place I’m about to go. And very hard for me to do. I am not someone to divulge the specifics of my personal life. I keep my frustrations vague because I don’t want to hurt or villainize anyone. If you personally know me you have heard the gory details of my life. Specifically about my family life. However, my whole life I have suffered and had to survive through a narcissistic father. It’s a complicated relationship, I’ve had to navigate through. It’s getting harder everyday to tolerate the psychological abuse. And right now I’m stuck living in his home. Everyday I come home from work petrified as to what it is I’m coming home to next. If he’s in a good mood or a bad one. And walking on egg shells to prevent an eruption. But now I’m left desperate to move out of this hostile environment I’m currently stuck in. To not be in a constant state of anxiety. To set physical boundaries and find peace and safety. I’m swallowing my pride here. Because I am not someone that ever asks for help. I don’t always feel worthy of it and as though I need to just figure it out by myself. I’m hyper independent. But I’m asking for help. So I can move out of this toxic space as soon as possible. I appreciate your time and I thank you in advance.