So a few weeks back my health took a turn we knew it wasn’t good but wasn’t sure how bad it was. I’m the last few days we have been told now that it’s an acute lymphoma. It is being aggressive and progressive. Bone marrow biopsy is scheduled to determine how to treat it and what we’re fully up against. My blood-work continue to indicate the rapid growth of my white cell counts. To extreme numbers. I am off work now as the associated pain and multiple doctors, visits and tests has associated it hard to do so. These times are hard and the copays the cost of just living thru this has been astronomical. There have been people who have been here to help me along the way. I would give whatever I have to anyone and help people along their ways and provide for whatever battle they have. Today I have to ask for that back. I continue to get sicker very fast and can’t do much to keep myself above water. Instead I’m treading along trying to keep it all going. Unfortunately I now have to reach out for the help to get thru these times. Travel to doctors and copays food, rent, prescriptions alone are becoming hard to handle on a daily basis. We’re proud but not so proud to reach out and ask if it takes no time to share and if a small donation is all you can then you did something that will help save a life or make it so I can. It’s been hard learning these things of late. It’s hard on all my emotions and the mental and physical things that go along as well. We reach out in hopes that even a small generosity to help get thru these times would keep me from having to miss appts and care due to the stupid cost of being sick. I wish we weren’t in this spot but there isn’t much control over these things yeah I was told should have saved money and get better jobs or random other pieces of advice to tell a sick person when they can’t do much. See we did have savings we did have good jobs but it doesn’t take much when deductibles and time off work travels etc take everything I have. Thank you if for anything listening or sharing this plea to help get thru the hardest moments I’ve ever faced to date.

update. After the biopsy I had complications and have been hospitalized for unknown amount of time. I’m in severe pain and experiencing fevers now too. I see so many people. WHO could just share. Please share. I’m doing this so much on my own and I don’t have anything to support myself hardly at all. So I have to ask for help. Everyday is a new battle trying to survive.