Starting a family through IVF

My partner and myself have been married two and half years now. In this time we tried to conceive a baby naturally but this did not happen. We turned to a gyno and with hope that fertility drugs would help our sistuation, but it didn't. We now have to turn to IVF to help us start the family that we want. We are going through IVF and we struggle afford IVF because it is too expensive, anyone going through this knows the disappointment, the pain and the loss that you go though trying, struggling with fertility and it is not something that I have ran away from, it is something that I do openly speak about. Going through IVF is not easy, the mental stress, the weight gain and body changes that throws at you. I feel like there is something wrong with me because I cant give my partner the family that he wants. There are definitely times when I walked out of the doctor’s office wanting to cry, and other times when I was like, ‘Okay, Trent everything’s looking good, it’s going to be this month!’ The waiting and waiting has been a roller coaster. After a while, when you’re not successful, you start to associate the word ‘failure’ every time you wee on a stick and it doesn’t come out right. What starts out, as a dream becomes a endeavour and the disappointment each month becomes more and more real. Whether you can donate a little that would be great, because anything donated towards this journey will be appreciate so much.
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