Soon to be homeless but still fighting to live

Too much adversity, not enough give that will allow me to make my own living. I have a fused back (looks like a six legged titanium spider attached to my spine) that is in constant pain. Before I could get fused, the disk bulge rubbed my sciatic nerve raw, causing nerve damage in my left leg. My left leg is no longer reliable. When I try using it to go up stairs, it pauses halfway into a step, then starts moving again. Taking pain meds and muscle relaxers for years killed my gallbladder. I believe from either the meds or the gallbladder, caused the development of C.I.U. (chronic idiopathic urticaria) meaning that parts of my body swells when put under constant pressure. I can't relieve my back because the massager causes the tissue to swell up. I can't sit up for more than 4 hours at a time. I can't trust my leg not to give way on me when walking. I can't go back to the call center work because of headphones would cause my ears to swell and itch and the 10 hour shifts would lay me up for at least 4 days. My disability case has covid and has been in process for 4 years and counting. Through all this, I wasn't able to keep my wife happy. She eventually went looking for comfort elsewhere, which I agreed to. Believe the term is called open marriage. Because of this, I don't see my marriage lasting much longer and my means of support will no longer be there. I have found that I am capable of swipe typing on my cellphone. This gives me an outlet and potential earning ability through selling self published books on Kindle. I just got a book finished and posted on Kindle which can be found by searching The Lesser Blessings 1: Hair and Shells. It will be free for five days starting 10/7/2020 . I will have the followup book posted today for $2.99 called The Lesser Blessings 2: Peanut Butter and Peapods. My aim with the money I can hopefully generate would be to buy an RV so my dog and I can have a home always. I also have a Patreon at :
and my author website at: . Any help will be appreciated. 

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