Help restart

I have 5 daughters and a stepson on 2020 started with my wife being ran over and killed by a car .  It continued with the deaths of 3 other Extended family members Until 2 weeks ago the mother to my 3 youngest passed away after 10 weeks on life support I made mistakes in handling grief and lost all if not for my parents help with kids we wouldn’t have made it we just need a little help with cheap transportation so that I don’t lose another job