Small business owner needs your help

I’m a small business owner, I run a roofing company. The season is coming to an end. And with the time of year I know it’s tough for everybody. I got a truck a few months back I’m financing on it. I finally just got winter tires on it. Through the winter I plan to plow, but I now need a new transmission in the truck. It’s almost Christmas time, I’m newly married with 5 children and my youngest daughter has a rare neuromuscle auto immune disease that requires an infusion every month in Portland and a visit to Boston every 4 months that’s coming up. In order to attempT to pay my bills make it to appts and have a Christmas for my children I need my truck. If anybody can help at all or even share it means a great deal to me. I apologize for the long rant but it’s just hitting me hard not being able to feel successful because everything happens at the worst time. Thank you for reading. God bless