HOW TO STOP YOUR MAN FROM CHEATING
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PLEASE DONATE $5, $10, $15, $20 ......
WE ARE RAISING THE FIRST $3,000 SEED MONEY IN ORDER TO PRODUCE THE FEATURE FILM,
"HOW TO STOP YOUR MAN FROM CHEATING? ADVICE FROM MY FATHER'S OTHER WOMAN."
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THEN, THE "MILLION DOLLAR" GOFUNDME OFFICIALLY STARTS MARCH 23, 2018! RIGHT NOW I'M DOING LAST MINUTE UPDATES! lol! "TWEAKING" IT!!!
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I AM ALSO PRODUCING THE FEATURE FILMS ...
"HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4,"
... AND RECEIVE THE RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOK TO GIVE AS A GIFT TO YOUR FRIENDS!!!
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HERE IS THE SHORT VERSION OF THIS GOFUNDME ...
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Dear Friend:
I Am Very Angry. Actually, I Think A Better Word Would Be "INCENSED!" Before I Tell You About My GoFundMe, May I Vent For A Second?
I Have To Be Honest With You.
It Absolutely PISSES ME THE "FUDGE" OFF ... MAKES ME MAD AS HECK ... WHEN A WOMAN WHO IS IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP IS RUDE AND ARROGANT TO YOU ... She's Mad, Angry And Yelling At YOU ... Tries To Act Like She Has "Balls Of Steel" And "Beasts Up" To YOU ... Saying Mean Things To YOU ... Tries To Take Out Her Mis-Directed, Seething And Suppressed Anger On YOU ....
.... But Acts Like A "Mississippi Simpering Slave" To The Guy She's "Running After" And Trying Hard To Please ... Who Is ABUSING HER!
But YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S TRYING TO HELP HER!!!!
YOU'RE The One Who Is Trying To Help Her BUT SHE "TURNS" ON YOU!!!
And, I Absolutely, Positively Cannot Stand It When "Some" Women Will Hold A Grudge Against Their Female Friends/Relatives Practically FOREVER ...
But, AGAIN ...
Will Act Like A "Missississippi "Yes Massa" SLAVE" And Will Continually "Suck Up To" And Continually Forgive The Man That's Hustling Her, Cheating On Her Or Abusing Her.
I FREAKIN' HATE THAT!!!!! AARRGGHHH!!!!!!
And Then One Day You Finally Realize That A Chick Like That Is Not Gonna Appreciate All That You Say And Do To Try To Help And Be Supportive Of Her Because ... HER Focus Is On Pining Away And Chasing After That Abusive Man And HIS Foolishness. And When He Returns To Her Life, She Will Treat YOU As Being Expendable And Disposable.
And, Trust Me, One Day She Will Find SOME TYPE OF WAY To Lay The Blame Of That Abusive Relationship On You.
(In My Relationship TextBook, I Write About WHY Women Act Like That.)
Whew! Thanks For Letting Me Vent! Now That I Have THAT Off My Chest, Let Me Introduce Myself And My Books/Films!
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Hi. I AM WRITER/PRODUCER LONDON, SISTAGIRL #1 ...
I FEEL LIKE I AM ON A WORLDWIDE MISSION.
I HAVE TO WARN, STOP AND RESCUE EVERY YOUNG WOMAN WORLDWIDE BEFORE SHE GETS INTO AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP ...
BECAUSE THE NEGATIVE EFFECTS CAN BE LIFELONG AND ABSOLUTELY DEVASTATING TO HER ... AND HER CHILDREN.
IN ORDER TO WARN, STOP AND RESCUE ...
I AM RAISING ONE MILLION DOLLARS SO I CAN ...
(1) RELEASE MY TWO RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOKS,
"How To Beat That B*tch At HIS Own Game: THE HUSTLER/CHEATER/ABUSER'S PLAYBOOK AND RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR ... Volume 1 And Volume 2 ...
(2) PRODUCE MY FILMS,
"HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4."
THE GOAL IS TO RELEASE THE FIRST FILM BY SUMMER 2018 ... AND
(4) HEAVILY PROMOTE THE FILMS ALL THE WAY UP TO THE MAJOR FILM FESTIVALS AND ATTRACT A MAJOR FILM DISTRIBUTION DEAL.
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I AM ASKING EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO HAS EVER BEEN IN ... HAD A FRIEND OR RELATIVE BE IN ... OR KNOW OF SOMEONE WHO IS IN ... AN ABUSIVE OR TOXIC RELATIONSHIP ...
AND YOU'VE TRIED AND TRIED TO GET HER TO "SEE IT" BUT SHE "CAN'T" OR "WON'T" ...
AND YOU'VE TRIED TO TELL HER AND TELL HER BUT SHE WON'T LISTEN TO YOU ...
BUT THEN SHE WANTS TO CALL YOU AT ALL HOURS OF THE NIGHT TO "VENT" AND COMPLAIN ABOUT WHAT HE'S DOING TO HER ...
AND YOU'RE FRUSTRATED AND UPSET AND CONFUSED BECAUSE, AFTER YOU'VE TAKEN HOURS OF TIME LISTENING TO HER ...
SHE WON'T TAKE YOUR GOOD ADVICE, SHE'S STILL WITH HER ABUSER, THE ABUSE IS CONTINUAL AND IS GETTING WORSE ...
SHE GETS MAD AT YOU ALL THE TIME WHENEVER YOU SAY SOMETHING AGAINST HIM ... BUT CONSTANTLY SWALLOWS HER DIGNITY, PRIDE AND SELF-RESPECT SO SHE CAN BE WITH HIM ...
AND YOU FEEL GUILTY BECAUSE YOU'RE ANGRY WITH HER ...
AND YOU FEEL HELPLESS BECAUSE YOU JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY OR DO TO HELP HER !!!!! ...
I'M ASKING ... NO, BEGGING YOU ... TO PLEASE DONATE $39 TO THIS GOFUNDME SO YOU CAN RECEIVE AN AUTOGRAPHED COPY OF MY RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOK,
"How To Beat That B*tch At HIS Own Game: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR. Volume 1.
AND THEN GIVE THE RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOK & SEMINAR AS A GIFT TO YOUR FRIEND.
(This will help fund my films!)
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I HAVE TO WARN YOUNG WOMEN WORLDWIDE AND HELP THEM TO ... STOP ... GETTING INTO ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS!!!!
THE MENTAL ABUSE FROM AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP IS HORRIFIC BECAUSE THE SCARRING CAN AND WILL LAST A LIFETIME.
As You Can See From My Video ... The Scarring From An Abusive Relationship Is Absolutely, Positively MENTALLY CRIPPLING And DEVASTATING ... And So Very Hard To "Get Over" And "Conquer."
SO MANY WOMEN ARE STILL UNHEALED FROM THE EFFECTS OF BEING IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP.
Including ME. This Is ME In This Video.
So Many Women Today Are Mentally Scarred And Taking Their "Un-Healedness" Into Their Next Relationships!!!!
This Is Why I MUST Get My Books,
"How To Beat That B*tch At HIS Own Game: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR" Volumes 1&2 ...
So I Can Pay For My Films.
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****WHY AM I SO PASSIONATE ABOUT HELPING TO STOP YOUNG WOMEN FROM GETTING INTO ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS? ...
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MY LIFE IS **DEDICATED AND COMMITTED TO** HELPING WOMEN FIND THE MENTAL STRENGTH TO ***NOT GET IN*** OR GET OUT OF ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS.
BUT, I NEED YOUR HELP. I CAN NO LONGER FIGHT THIS BATTLE ON MY OWN. PLEASE DO NOT PASS ME BY.
I Truly Believe I Will Be Able To Help A Lot Of Young Women WORLDWIDE To NOT GET IN ... Or, I'll Be Able To Help Them To GET OUT Of Their Abusive Relationships ...
But First I Have To Get Out Of My Own.
I Have A Smile On My Face On This Photo. And, Like Many Women With A Smile, You Would Never Even Know That They Were In An Abusive Relationship.
But I Am. And I Feel Like I'm DROWNING In The Middle Of The Ocean Trying To Get Out Of It. Which Is Why I'm Asking For Your Help.
So, LONG STORY SHORT .......
***I WROTE TWO RELATIONSHIP BOOKS TITLED,
"How To Beat That B*tch At HIS Own Game: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR, Volumes 1 &2.
I HAVE TO PAY THE PRINTERS $3,800 FOR THE FIRST SHIPMENTS OF VOLUME 1 OF MY BOOK ON FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 2018 SO I AM ASKING YOU FOR YOUR HELP.
If I Can Be Blessed With 250 People To Believe In Me And My Book Enough To Donate $20 (GoFundMe Takes Their "Cut" (smile)), I Can Pay The Printers For The Initial Shipment Of My Book.
So, If You Can Spare $10, $20, $50, $100 ... Whatever You Can Do Is Sooooo Appreciated. (Keep Reading To Find Out About The GIFT.)
****OR, IF 100 OF YOU PRE-ORDER MY BOOK, I CAN PAY THE PRINTERS. ($39 Donation. More Info About This Below.)
THANK YOU!
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IF YOU WANT TO READ MORE ABOUT ME ...
THIS SECTION IS FOR WOMEN GOING THROUGH ABUSIVE AND TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS ....
HAVE YOU FOUND OUT THE "SOURCE" OF WHY YOU GET INTO ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS?
HERE I AM SHARING SOME OF MY WOUNDS WITH YOU ...
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****I Have Analyzed Myself A Million Times As To Why I Was Stupid Enough To Let This Abusive Relationship Happen To Me. So, In This Video, I Reveal My Deep, DARK Secret.
I Truly Believe That THIS Is Where My “History” Of Getting Into Abusive Relationships ... Of Becoming An Emotional Cripple ... Of Wanting To Be Liked And Loved Even Through Abuse ... BEGAN.
It’s Like, I STARTED OUT ... Walking Around LIFE With An “Abuse ME” Sign On My Chest And Didn’t Even Know It. Look At My Video, Please. Thank You.
Even Though I Wear A Smile On The OUTSIDE, Even Though The Smile Covers Up PAIN, I Have Been In An Abusive Relationship For Many, Many, Many, Many, Many, Many Years.
On The INSIDE, I Have Now Turned Into An Emotional Cripple ... Like A Baby Calf Struggling To Stand Up, Struggling To Walk And Struggling To Find The Inner Fortitude To Leave And, THIS TIME, Stay Gone.
I Feel So Bad ... Like A Horse That Has Broken Its Leg. I'm Not Being Overly Dramatic. And, If I Can Hang In There ... AND IF YOU CAN HELP RESCUE ME ... When You Watch My Two Domestic Abuse Film Stories ... You Will Understand What I Mean.
Normally, I'm A Strong Woman. And I Feel So Embarrassed From Being So Emotionally Weak. But I Feel An OVERWHELMING Feeling Of Despair And Hopelessness ... I Feel Totally And Completely ... "Lost."
I Am Drowning From That OVERWHELMING Feeling Of Rejection. And I Am SO Depressed Because, Despite Years And Years And Years Of ME Forgiving And Forgiving And Forgiving Like I Was Taught That A "Good" Woman Should ...
I Am Being Smothered ... Being SUFFOCATED From The Desolate Feeling Of Not Being Wanted, Of Not Being "Good Enough."
And I'm Angry At Myself For Feeling So Weak. And I'm, Again, Angry At Myself For Not Being Able Yet To "Snap Out Of It." And I'm, Again, Angry At Myself For ... Still Loving. Still Caring.
People Don't Understand That, Yes, ALL Abuse is Absolutely Awful ... But MENTAL ABUSE? Oh My God.
Again ... MENTAL ABUSE IS HORRIFIC BECAUSE THE SCARRING CAN AND WILL LAST A LIFETIME.
I Truly Feel That My Mind And My Spirit Are HAUNTED Right Now. I Know That Sounds Silly And Ridiculous But It's How I Feel. I Am Mentally Being Haunted.
I Feel So Scarred And So Incredibly Sad Because There Are Some Things You Can Never Get Back.
Like TIME. And It Can Haunt You.
(This Was Me 9/24/16. Please Excuse My Hair. It Used To Be So Thick And Beautiful. I Sort Of Let My Appearance Go While I'm Dealing With Getting Out Of This Relationship. I Didn't Know Then That Things Were Going To Get Worse.)
I Am Being Emotionally Tortured With The Pain Of What My Life Could Have Been If I Had Not Gotten Into This Abusive Relationship.
THE ONLY WAY I CAN DEAL WITH MY SCARS RIGHT NOW IS TO GET OUT OF PAIN, GET MY BOOK AND WRITE/PRODUCE MY DOMESTIC ABUSE FILM STORY.
I Ask That You Help Rescue Me. Not A "Hand OUT" But A "Hand UP" ... Cos I Truly Feel Like I'm In Drowning Waters And Being Sucked Under.
***I HAVE TO PAY THE PRINTERS $3,800 FOR THE FIRST SHIPMENTS OF MY BOOK, MY STORY ON FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 2018 SO I AM ASKING FOR YOUR HELP.
So, If You Can Spare $10, $20, $50, $100 ... Whatever You Can Do Is Sooooo Appreciated. (Keep Reading To Find Out About The GIFT.)
*****OR IF 100 OF YOU CAN PRE-ORDER MY BOOK ($39 Donation) (Info On Book Is In This GoFundMe), I CAN GET IT!!!!
(***********Gift books will NOT be shipped to you until October 1, 2017*************
They Will Probably Be Shipped SOONER But, I Have To Get Them In First And THEN Ship To You. So, As A "Just In Case," Don't Look For Them To Be Shipped Until 10/1/17.)
Can You Help Me Make This Happen Please? So, I Am Stepping Out On Faith And I Hope You'll Donate And SHARE This GoFundMe With Friends, Your Social Media, Etc.
If You Keep Reading This GoFundMe, You'll See My Book THEME, AWESOME CHAPTER LIST AND INTRODUCTION.
But I Need Your Help NOW.
(****Please "Follow" My Journey Through My Website And Social Media So You Can See The GOOD I Was Able To Do With Your Donation.)
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THIS SECTION IS FOR THOSE WHO FEEL LIKE READING MORE ...
HERE IS THE LONG VERSION OF THIS GOFUNDME ... THIS IS WHY I AM SO OBSESSED WITH RESCUING YOUNG WOMEN BEFORE THEY GET INTO ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS!! ...
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Friend:
I'm Going To Tell You My WHOLE Abuse Story In My Upcoming Films, "How To Love A Damaged Man 1, 2, 3 & 4." And, Trust Me, For Me To Go Through ALL THIS, I Believe MY STORY HAS TO BE TOLD!
And I'll Be Crying All Over Again As I Watch My Film Story ... Not Because I Feel Sorry For Myself ... But Because I Believe I Will Finally Feel Triumphant. And Free.
THIS TIME ... I AM FINALLY READY TO LEAVE ... TO GET OUT ... AND TO STAY OUT ... AND ***STAY GONE*** OF THIS ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP.
AGAIN, I ASK THAT YOU HELP RESCUE ME.
MY STORY IS SO HUGE, SO TRAUMATIC, SO UNBELIEVABLE, SO IMMENSELY PAINFUL, SO TRAUMATIZING, SO HEARTBREAKING, SO WOUNDING AND SO CRIPPLING ...
THAT IT HAS TO BE TOLD IN FOUR PARTS IN MY FILMS,
"HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4."
I INTEND FOR THE FILMS TO BE WORLDWIDE BECAUSE MY STORY IS GOING TO HELP SOOOOO MANY OTHER WOMEN. AND MEN.
AND THAT'S THE FAITH AND BELIEF THAT I'M HOLDING ONTO DURING THIS TRAUMATIC, "TRYING NOT TO "SNAP" AND GO OVER THE EDGE," TIME IN MY LIFE.
BUT, AS FOR TODAY ...
You Ever Reach The Point In Your Life Where You Want Something Sooooo Bad That You're Willing To "Put Yourself Out There" For It?
Well, I Am Relationship Writer/Producer London, SistaGirl #1 And I'm At That Point.
THIS IS A HUGE GOFUNDME BECAUSE I'M RAISING THE MONEY SO I CAN (1) FINALLY SHUT THE DOOR ON THIS ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP AND (2) PAY FOR MY RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOKS,
"HOW TO BEAT THAT B*TCH AT HIS OWN GAME: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR" Volumes I & 2 From The Printers.
And, (3) As I Said ... GO ALLLLLLL THE WAY AND INDEPENDENTLY PRODUCE MY FILMS,
"HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN."
ACCOMPLISHING THESE THINGS WILL PULL ME OUT OF THE INCREDIBLY ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP I'VE BEEN IN FOR MANY, MANY, MANY, MANY, MANY, MANY YEARS ... (the story will SHOCK you)
AND IT WILL HELP ME TO HELP OTHERS TO NOT GET IN THE ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP IN THE FIRST PLACE ... AND HOW TO GET OUT AND STAY OUT (IF YOU CHOOSE) OF THE ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP YOU'RE ALREADY IN.
(P.S. Why Is This GoFundMe So Longggg? Because I Finally Realize ... I'm Always Trying To Prove To People That I'm WORTHY; That I'm WORTH Something. That Makes Me Sad.)
***I HAVE TO PAY THE PRINTERS $3,800 FOR THE FIRST SHIPMENTS OF MY BOOK ON FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 2018 SO I AM ASKING FOR YOUR HELP.
Again, If I Can Be Blessed With 2,000 People To Believe In Me And My Book Enough To Donate $3, I Can Pay The Printers Friday For The Initial Shipment Of My Books.
So, If You Can Spare $10, $20, $50 ... Whatever You Can Do Is Sooooo Appreciated.
***I'm No Longer Ashamed To Ask For Help. ***
Because I'll Finally Be Able To Stop Creeping And Crawling Around, Always On Pins And Needles, Trying Not To Do Nothing Wrong, And Not UNDERSTANDING What The "F" I DID WRONG IN THE FIRST PLACE!
And, Most Importantly, I Will Be Able To Hold My Head Up, STAND UP STRAIGHT And Stop Telling Myself How STUPID I Was To Have Hung In There So Long In The First Place ... And How STUPID I Was To Keep On Loving Somebody Who Obviously Did NOT Love Me.
Cos It's Painful As Hell To Realize That Someone That YOU Hopelessly Loved And Did Everything To Please, ONLY Loves You If And When They Need You. And If They Didn't Need You ... They Don't Want You ... Until The NEXT Time ... Cos They KNOW You're Going To Take Them Back. Cos You Always Have.
I Feel Stupid Even Writing This.
But, I Know I'll Be Able To Help OTHER WOMEN SHUT THE DOOR AND NEVER LOOK BACK ... Because I'll Be Able To Tell Them How I FOUGHT BACK AND WON.
Because "Fighting Back" Isn't Always Physical. Thank You For Your Help.
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IF YOU WANT TO KNOW A LITTLE MORE ABOUT ME AND WHY I'VE GOT TO HELP OTHER WOMEN .....
POURING OUT MY HEART AND SOUL TO YOU.
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I AM AT THE POINT WHERE I AM FINALLY READY TO LEAVE THIS ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP ... AND STAY GONE. I Am Finally Willing To "Put Myself Out There."
I Have GOT TO Rescue Young Women From Abusive Relationships So They Don't Mess Up Their Lives, Their POTENTIAL ... And The Lives Of Their Children.
I Have GOT TO EDUCATE Young Women By ...
TAKING THEIR HAND AND TEACHING THEM ... STEP BY STEP ... On What An Abusive Relationship LOOKS LIKE And FEELS LIKE So She Doesn't Make The Same Mistakes WE Did.
Okay. (humbly) That I Did.
Because, Really, In All Honesty ... What I'm Trying To Do Is Rescue Myself.
Because, Maybe, By Having Young Women Read My Book ...
Maybe Life Will Give Me A "Re-Do" And I Can Start All Over Again. Maybe I Can Imagine That I'm Talking To That Young Girl ... That Girl That Was So Full Of Hope And Dreams And Aspirations ... That Girl That I Used To Be ... Before That Fateful Day When I Made That Fateful Decision ....
Maybe I Can Go Back To That Fork In The Road.
Anyway, I Wrote A 317 Page Relationship Textbook Which Is Titled,
"HOW TO BEAT THAT B*TCH AT HIS OWN GAME: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR.
And I've GOT TO Have It ... I've GOT TO GET IT PRINTED.
I've Been Working On That Book And Working On It And Editing It And Working On It Some More For YEARS And YEARS And YEARS And YEARS. It Is Now Perfect. According To Me.
(takes deep breath) I Am Finally Ready To STEP OUT THERE ... And Get It To You ... So You Can Gift It To Your Friends.
I HAVE TO PAY THE PRINTERS $3,800 FOR THE FIRST SHIPMENTS OF MY BOOK ON FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 2018 SO I AM ASKING FOR YOUR HELP.
So, I Am Stepping Out On Faith And I Hope You'll Donate And Share This GoFundMe With Friends, Etc.
Here Goes.
I'm Gonna Go Ahead And "Put Myself Out There" So You'll Understand Why I Am ABSOLUTELY OBSESSED With This Domestic Abuse Thing.
Citing Statistics And Showing Pictures Of "Bruised, Beaten Up Women" Is NOT Stopping The Domestic Abuse Epidemic. Those Things Are NOT Going To Stop A Young (And Older) Woman Who Is DETERMINED, Come Hell Or High Water, To "Be With" The Man Of Her Dreams And Have Her Fairytale Life.
Statistics And Photos Will NOT Stop That "Pull" To Be With Your Dream Man Who Turns Out To Be Abusive. Some Things You Have To Find Out For Yourself.
But I Still Have To Try To Help Her.
WHY DO I HAVE TO RESCUE WOMEN ... Especially YOUNG WOMEN From Getting Into Abusive Relationships?
Because ... WHAT, AND WHO COULD THEY HAVE BEEN IF THEY HADN'T GOTTEN INTO THE ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP?
WHAT COULD THEY HAVE DONE WITH THEIR LIVES?
WHAT COULD THEY HAVE BEEN ABLE TO ACHIEVE?
HOW FAR WOULD THEY HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SOAR?
WHAT GIFTS COULD THEY HAVE GIVEN TO THE WORLD?
I'm Going To Be Naked And Honest With You ... And I Don't Care If You Judge Me.
I'm Talking About ME Too. WHAT COULD I HAVE BEEN?
I'm Very Sorry For Being So Vulnerable Right Now But Just Writing That Question Makes Me Slump My Shoulders Because I Feel Sooooo Sad And Defeated. But ...
It May Sound Weird But, I Truly Believe That Getting This Book AND PUSHING IT HUGE TO WHERE I CAN TELL MY STORY AND GET MY TWO DOMESTIC ABUSE FILMS ...
I Believe That I'll Be Re-Starting My Life All Over Again.
I Believe That I'll Get Another Chance. And I Believe That I'll Be Able To Help Give Another Woman Her Second Chance Too. (Or Third ... Some Women Learn Slower Than Others)
I Know, I Know. That Sounds Weird. But It Makes Sense ... And It Makes PEACE ... To My Soul, To My Spirit.
If You're Interested ... Please Take A Moment To Look Over This GoFundMe And See Some Of The Lil' Productions I've Struggled To Finance And GET DONE.
The More I Write And Produce, The More Confident I Become. And, IN MY DARKEST MOMENTS IN LIFE, I ALWAYS SADLY ASK MYSELF,
"WITH ALL THIS INCREDIBLE TALENT ... WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE IF I HAD STARTED EARLIER IN LIFE? Would My Name Already Be Mentioned With The Likes Of Tyler Perry, Quentin Tarantino, Spike Lee, Lee Daniels? Would I Already Be A Successful Writer/Producer Instead Of Being On This GoFundMe ... Asking For Help? Heavy Sigh. I Don't Know. I Don't Want To Think About It Right Now Because I'll Get Sad And Start Crying AGAIN.
All I Know Is That I Am This Incredibly Talented Person And There Is ONE Thing Holding Me Back.
Help.
I Want This Book SO BAD ... That I'm Finally Going To Share My Secret. Here Goes.
I Truly Believe That The Emotional FALLOUT From My Secret Was Why I "Accidentally" Became A Single Mother At Age 16 And Why I Got Into ... And Stayed In ... A Toxic And Abusive Relationship.
I Wrote My Relationship TextBook ... "HOW TO BEAT THAT B*TCH AT HIS OWN GAME: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR" ... And That Book Helped ME To Find Out WHY I CHOSE ... The Abusive Relationships That I Did.
And, As I Told You, Writing That Book Also Made Me STRONG ENOUGH To Reveal My Deep Secret.
Here I Am Again In This Video. And Here I Am Again Finally Getting The Strength To Reveal My Secret.
So ... Now You Know. And I Don't Care That You Know ... Because I Know That SOMEWHERE Out There, A Woman Needed To Hear What I Had To Say So That She Would Know That SHE IS NOT ALONE.
That Woman Out There Needs My Book To Help RESCUE Her. She Needs My Book To Be A FRIEND To Her. She Needs My Book To BE THERE For Her ... Because, After A While, People ... Even Your Best-est Of Friends ... Get Tired Of Hearing You Vent About Your Problems.
Which Is Why I HAVE TO Get My Book To Her.
Secondly, I Am Independently (Right Now, By Myself) Producing ABSOLUTELY OUTSTANDING Domestic Abuse Themed FEATURE Films,
"How To Love A Damaged Man 1, 2, 3 & 4.
If You're Interested, You Will Find More Info On The Films If You Keep Reading This GoFundMe.
But ... I Have GOT TO Get My Book. And I Have ABSOLUTELY GOT TO Get My Films. And I Truly Believe That There Are People Out There Who Will Read My GoFundMe , Look At My Hard Work Thus Far And Say,
****"Let Me Help This Woman ... So That She Can Help Other Women Get Out Of ... Stay Out Of ... AND HEAL FROM ... Toxic And Abusive Relationships!"
I HAVE GOT TO Hold On To The Belief That There Are People Out There Who Will Recognize That I Have Enough Talent For Them To Donate Towards It.
AGAIN, I HAVE TO PAY THE PRINTERS FOR THE FIRST BOOK VOLUME ON FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 1, 2017.
So, If You Can Spare $10, $20, $50 ... Whatever You Can Do Is Sooooo Appreciated.
But, If You Can S-T-R-E-T-C-H and Donate At Least $39 ...
For Every $39 You Donate ... I Will Send You An AUTOGRAPHED Gift Copy Of My 316 page relationship TEXTBOOK:
"How To Beat That "B" At HIS Own Game: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR (Volume 1)
(***********Remember, Gift books will NOT be shipped to you until October 1, 2017*************
They Will Probably Be Shipped SOONER But, I Have To Get Them In First And THEN Ship To You. So, As A "Just In Case," Don't Look For Them To Be Shipped Until 10/1/17.)
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**HERE IS THE "THEME" FROM MY BOOK.
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“JUST LIKE YOU, I was raised to be a nice, good, church girl … to find a man and life would be perfect. But when I got into the REAL world of RELATIONSHIPS … I found out that being a “Nice, Good Woman” will NOT protect you from or CHANGE a “BAD” man. I REFUSED to turn into one of those Angry, Bitter, Bruised, In Denial, “Hold My Head Up High While I Suffer In Silence,” Drunk, “Afraid To Love And Trust,” “I Been Through So Much With Men,” “Men Did Me Wrong,” Women so … I entered the WORLD of the WOLF, the HUSTLER, the LEECH, the ABUSER, the CHEATER and the SWINDLER of women’s hearts, vaginas and cash. I LEARNED Their Game And Then I PLAYED It! Now I am here to EXPOSE and UNMASK them! I’m here to tell you in step-by-step, sentence-by-sentence **DETAIL** WHY a Hustler/Cheater/Abuser chooses YOU! I’m here to help you ANALYZE and THOROUGHLY DISSECT the men you are dealing with … and help you analyze and thoroughly dissect YOURSELF … BEFORE you give him your cooch, lose your HEART … and your CA$$$H! This Book SAVED And HEALED Me. It Is My Prayer That It SAVES And HEALS You Too!”
– London, SistaGirl #1, Author
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**HERE ARE THE EXCITING BOOK CHAPTERS!
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(Here's a video of me announcing the book chapters!! I was still in the "editing the book" stage when I made this video (which I LOVE!). I may not look "slick and polished and sophisticated," ... I May Look A Little "Rough" Around The Edges ... I May Need Some "Sprucing Up" A Bit ... but ... I KNOW MY STUFF!) (Note: The film title changed from what I said in the video.)
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******HERE IS THE BOOK'S CHAPTER LIST*******
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1. “Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table!”
2. Go Look In The Mirror. Are You The Woman A Hustler/Cheater/Abuser Is Searching For?
3. Maybe God Was Too Busy To Do A Background Check!
4. Be Honest. Have You Ever Considered Getting Into A Relationship With A Woman Because You Are Tired Of Being Hurt By Men?
5. How Did We Go From A Potential Relationship To You Only Calling Me For Sex?
6. WHY Is It The Responsibility Of Other Women To Tell A Married Man To Go Home To His Wife?
7. Letter To Oprah About Cheating With Married Men
8. “Look, He Don’t Want You No More! There’s Your CLOSURE Right There!”
9. “Before You Go Beat A B*tch’s Ass For Messing With Your Man!” CHECKLIST
10. Are You Going To Let Your Loneliness Turn You In "Mistress Material?"
11. Do You Think It’s Fair For You To “Jump Into” An Abusive Relationship And Then Call Yourself A Domestic Violence “Victim?”
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**HERE IS THE BOOK INTRODUCTION!!
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WHY I WROTE THIS BOOK ...
Today’s Woman Is Being BOMBARDED with opinions and advice on “How To Be A Good Woman.” You’re constantly being told what YOU’RE doing wrong … and how YOU need to treat your man GOODER and BETTER so you won’t be ALONE. You’re so focused on your “catching and keeping a man” HUNT that this is making some of you OVERLOOK MAJOR “ish” when it comes to the guys you are hastily jumping into relationships with and marrying … and then hurtfully and bitterly complaining about them later. It’s easy to throw on some lipstick and stilettos and search the dating websites, clubs, churches or events and FIND a man. But, GIRL, EVERY man that you FIND is not meant to be KEPT. I don’t care if he is, “tall, cute, has money and a penis the size of Spain!” Some of those bitches you need to throw RIGHT back into the gutter or VIP section or friend’s house or church where you found them.
There Are Soooo Many “Good” Men In The World But … In Your Search To Find Them, Some Of You Are Settling For Wolves Who Are “Coming At You” Disguised As “Good Men.” You MUST “Arm Yourself” By Educating Yourself Against The Wolves In The World Who Are Plotting To Devour You, Your Friends, Your Daughters And Your Nieces. But, don’t worry because “I Have Returned From Living In The “LAND OF THE WOLVES” And I Brought Back Their Playbook!” Let Me Explain.
I wrote this book because I was uneducated and unprepared for the world of TODAY’S relationships. I was a relationship dumbass and I didn’t even know it! I had a talent, a SKILL for choosing the wrong man and I never could figure out why! How did I get that way?
I was TRAINED in a very religious environment to be a SHEEP; to be nice, obedient, overly-trusting, overly-forgiving, VIRTUOUS, staying-through-WHATEVER, acquiescing, docile, passive, mealy-mouthed, compliant, “going along with everything,” yada, yada, yada. You know … be a good girl … be an OVERLY-good woman.
(I didn’t know I had “low self-esteem, come USE me” fumes oozing through my pores … invisible to me but easily detected by a wolf on the hunt! They could smell my "sheep ass" from 5 miles away!!)
There’s nothing wrong with being a SHEEP. It’s just that some of these guys out here are TRAINED to be WOLVES and we sweet lil’ TRAINED sheep don’t even know it! I found out that there are TRAINED wolves in this world when I snuck to a party that a “good, lil’ church girl like me” wasn’t supposed to be at … to meet this guy that a “good, lil’ church girl like me” wasn’t supposed to meet! When I saw him, I was like, “DAMN, that bitch is FINE!” And he smiled approvingly at me so obviously he thought I was cute too! But he wouldn’t talk to me or approach me. And I kept trying to talk to him! Finally, he said, “You’re really cute and I would love to “get with you” but you broke one of the RULES.” And he left the party with some chick! I stood there in the middle of the room, puzzled, thinking ...
“Rules? What rules? Which rule did I break? I never knew there were RULES! WHO neglected to tell ME about the rules and how come HE knows the rules but I don't?!!!!” (When I lived in the LAND OF THE WOLVES myself, THAT’S when I found out the rule I had broken … in a game that I didn’t even know was being played.)
Anyway, when you take nice, overly-good women (dumb sheep) and put us in a world of hustlers, swindlers and guys who lie and play games with your heart (slobbering wolves), that’s when you find yourself being used, hurt and tossed out, over and over again … because you foolishly believe your sheep-like ways will “win over” and CHANGE a wolf. Duhhhh. Wolves ALWAYS eat sheep.
Imagine a wolf taking you to dinner at a nice restaurant. He fawns and flatters all over you and treats you soooo good. Compliments and professions of love spew from his mouth like lava. You quickly fall head over heels in love. Suddenly, he whips out a deck of cards! “Oh, we’re playing a GAME? I didn’t know wolves played games. I don’t know how to play,” you say innocently with your sheepish, “I-trust-you,” smile. Showing big, devourous wolf teeth, the wolf grins and says, “I know. I can tell. Let’s play STRIP.”
Your head tells you to leave … but your lonely heart and throbbing cooch keeps you glued to the chair. Instead of leaving the table, you stay because the wolf is so loving and attentive and you don’t want to go back to that world, that island called “ALONE and LONELY.” That wolf presents himself as everything you want and need in a man. He makes you feel soooo good … that you ignore the greedy, “I’ve-found-WHO-I-was-searching-for” and “I-can’t-WAIT-to-devour-your-heart,-your-mind,-and-your-wallet,” anticipatory slobber dripping from his mouth. You want him so bad that you IGNORE the signs that he is sizing you up for reasons that he is NOT telling you about. You don’t want to upset him … you don’t want HIM to get up from the table and leave you … so you say, “Okay, Mr. Wolf, I’ll play STRIP with you.”
You soon learn that STRIP is a relationship game where he takes all that you have mentally, emotionally, financially and sexually. The wolf wins hand after hand after hand. The next thing you know, you’ve moved the wolf in with you and your kids, put him on your “phone” plan and are running up your credit cards because you’re giving him money and buying him “ish” to keep him with you.
Although the “red flags” and “signs” start to pop up (as they ALWAYS do), and although you feel queasy inside (because you know you’re starting to give TOO MUCH), you KEEP IGNORING the “warnings” because you will do practically ANYTHING to keep your wolf happy. And even though he LIES like a professional spy, you continue to hang on in there with “Wolfie” because the first thing he stripped from you was your heart. You’re in love and you refuse to believe that someone who said he was in love with you didn’t mean it; that he only said it to STRIP you. After he’s taken everything, “Wolfie” leaves you with nothing but YOU wondering what YOU did wrong to lose him. To hide your hurt and protect your heart, you become one of those beaten-down, angry, bitter women who proclaim to the world, “I don’t need a man. Men ain’t “ish.””
I have BEEN there. I've given, given, given of MYSELF, my ALL and my EVERYTHING trying to change a WOLF... and it ain't change a got-dang thing! (Although, thankfully, I never reached the “I don’t need a man, men ain’t “ish,” stage (smile)) But, I no longer wanted to be a gullible, uneducated, “believe and follow everything any ol’ man tells me cos I don’t wanna be by myself,” sheep and I didn’t want to turn into one of those, “I-can’t-love-and-trust-anymore-cos-I’ve-been-hurt-so-many-times” sheep so …
I entered the land, the WORLD of the wolf, the hustler, the leech, the abuser, the cheater and the swindler of women’s hearts, vaginas and cash. I LEARNED THEIR GAME, THEN I PLAYED IT! Now I’m here to expose and unmask them! I’m here to tell you HOW they come at you, WHAT they say, WHY they say it ... and What They Expect Your Reaction To Be! I’m here to tell you in step-by-step, sentence-by-sentence detail, why a Hustler/Cheater/Abuser chooses YOU! I’m here to help you analyze and thoroughly dissect the men you’re dealing with … and help you analyze and thoroughly dissect yourself before you lose your heart, your emotional well-being … and your CA$$$H!
I wrote this book so that women would have inside information to learn the “GAME” of today’s relationships. I know, I know ... you feel like you're already smart and educated but … having college degrees and being smart at your job doesn’t mean that you’re “hip” and well-informed to the pursuits of a Hustler/Cheater/Abuser. I’ve seen many fiercely dressed, “designer-shoed” “confident and self-assured on the outside,” women who feel they don’t need to read a relationship book … put up a hard, protective shell and act all cocky like they got all the answers … cos they don’t want us to see that, INSIDE, behind their facade, they’re just as bewildered, vulnerable, unsure of themselves and insecure as the rest of us when they get on that shaky ground called, “Is THIS The Right Man For Me? Am I Making A Relationship Decision That I Will REGRET?”
I used to be like that too. On the outside I was "college smart" and confident but ILLITERATE and BLIND when it came to WOLVES. Because … as smart and “got it going on” as we say we are today … why are we still so naïve that we can’t even recognize when a Hustler/Cheater/Abuser is “running game” on us ... and setting us up for the "fleecing?" WHY do we still ignore and “explain away” warning signals and “red flags” from a “nice-on-the-outside,” “I need you to financially help me get on my feet,” “I promise if you come back to me, I’ll never hit you again,” I’ll give up “weed,” alcohol, get a job and stop chasing other women if I could just have YOU,” undercover wolf? WHY do we still believe with silly, child-like faith that we can “change” an abusive wolf? WHY do we still allow ourselves to be mentally, financially, emotionally, physically and sexually used, abused and hustled? WHY do we BLAME men but excuse our stupidity by saying, “I was in love with him.”
YOU can keep living that life if you want to but for those sheep who want a superior education and a doctorate in "WOLF-DOM” ...
NOW we have the INSIDE INFORMATION, the EDUCATION from this book! We no longer have a reason to be naïve, “relationship-blind” and easy-to-hustle! Unless we choose to STAY that way!
I realize that some of you will read and IGNORE the great truths in this book and continue to deal with Hustlers and WOLVES who “dog” the hell out of you … and that’s okay too. It’s your life. Those are your choices. YOU’RE the one who will keep being “dogged.” Nobody has to walk in your shoes but YOU.
But ... look at your daughter. Look at the guys she’s seeing you with. How will you EVER teach your daughter self-respect if she always sees you being “huddled up in a crying FIT” or “constantly on the phone complaining and boo-hooing” to your friends after being continually hustled, disrespected, dogged out and then abandoned by hustlers and wolves? How will you ever teach your daughter self-love and self-strength if she sees you too weak to get out of a bad relationship that you shouldn’t have gotten INTO in the first place? Do you want your daughter following in your relationship footsteps? As you read this book ... It’s your job to teach her from it.
Some of my happiest moments are when my readers contact me and say: "Let me tell you about this WOLF I started dealing with. Everything was going well at first and he said he was in love with me but then he started trying to "run that game" and hustle me. But, because of your book, I told him, "You might as well keep it moving. I already read about you in SistaGirl's book. Go "run that" game on somebody else." SistaGirl, in the past, I would have fallen for his hustle because he seemed SO believable and sincere, but, because of your book I recognized that "game" and made the decision not to deal with HIM under those terms. I WISH I’d had your book ten years ago." That was from Stephanie in Dallas, Texas.
Although Stephanie and I laughed about that hustling wolf, I feel sorry for the next chick he's about to take his "game" to because she's going to believe him. A wolf will always find a gullible sheep to hustle! There will ALWAYS be a woman for a Hustler/Cheater/Abuser because there will always be a woman who foolishly believes that she can change him. I just don't want that woman to be YOU.
When I see WOLVES prowling around in bars, on the Internet or in church … (yes, I said CHURCH) … laughing, cackling and bragging about their SHEEP CONQUESTS … and gossiping and sharing stories of SHEEP they have emotionally, financially, mentally, sexually or physically used, abused or hustled … I think of the SHEEP, the women in their stories. I think of their broken hearts, their pain and their lingering bitterness. I think of how the SHEEP were TRAINED to enter into that “hook-up” or relationship as a “nice, good woman,” TRUSTING the WOLF’S word because that SHEEP believed that if she kept trying her hardest to be a GOOD ENOUGH woman, that he would love her, treat her well and be with HER … and not try to get with the whole flock of sheep!
And now that the WOLF has gotten what he wanted and the SHEEP has been cast aside, the WOLF has the audacity to brag about it, flaunt it and howl at the moon. And then if the SHEEP retaliates, the WOLF dismisses her by saying, “She’s just another angry, bitter woman.” (As if she has the nerve to be angry or bitter because he hustled her, cheated on her and abused her! WOLVES are the ones with nerve! And they will blame YOU for being gullible and loving and trusting THEM and for falling for their “game!” Ain’t THAT some “ish!” But … oh well, THAT’S what WOLVES do.)
But … NOW YOU HAVE THIS BOOK!
After you learn from this book … AGAIN … if you KEEP hooking up with wolves and Hustler/Cheater/Abusers … if you KEEP finding yourself in bad relationships … then it’s “on YOU” because YOU Keep Choosing Them … Cos You Could Have Chosen To Not Get With Them And … Gotten Up From The Dinner Table. You Knew How He Was Before You Jumped In A Relationship With Him So Why Are You Bitching About Him Now?
I HAVE TO REPEAT THIS … If you’re with a man who hustles you, cheats on you and/or abuses you, HE CAN’T DO IT BY HIMSELF! This book is not about: “MEN AIN’T “ISH!” This book is about: “Here are the type of guys who ain’t “ish!” WHY DO YOU KEEP CHOOSING TO GET WITH THEM? Once you read this book and answer that question, that’s when your healing and new decision-making will start!
I wish you love from the “RIGHT” man ... a GOOD man … and NOT some Wolf or Hustler/Cheater/Abuser you’re choosing to be with just so you’ll have somebody and not be alone! But I do realize that we are adults and no matter what anyone tells us, some of us will have to keep learning the hard, painful and bitter way because we’re going to do what we want to do. We’re going to BE WITH who we choose to be with even if he’s hurting YOU.
You have to live with your relationship choices. You and your kids will have to live with the relationship decisions that you make. I hope you choose love, “minimal drama” and inner peace. You WILL have to “answer to,” “explain” and “defend” your relationship decisions later. Enjoy my book!
Copyright 2011-2017 London, SistaGirl #1 Productions. ALL text herein is the property of the author and may not be copied or reproduced without explicit permission.
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IF YOU FEEL LIKE READING MORE ...
**MY VISION IS FOR YOU TO GET THIS RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOK AND GIVE IT AS UNIQUE GIFTS TO YOUR FRIENDS!!**
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Do You Have THAT FRIEND Who Has Low Self-Esteem, Who Gets Into Toxic Or Abusive Relationships And Is Always Having Relationship Issues & Drama?
Do You Have A Friend Who Always Seems To Pick The WORSE Relationships ... And It's Like She DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHY?!
Do You Have THAT FRIEND Or Know Of A Woman Who Is ALWAYS Being Hustled, Cheated On Or In Abusive Relationships ... And You've Tried And Tried And Tried To Help Her ... But You Don't Know What Else To Say To Her?
Do You Have THAT FRIEND That Wants To Spend HOURS On The Phone Venting About Her Toxic Relationships But ... SHE ALWAYS GOES BACK TO THE TOXIC RELATIONSHIP?
If You Answered, "Yesssssss" ...
***Well, I Was One Of Them ...
I USED TO BE THAT FRIEND.
It Has Been Said That Some Women Get Into Toxic And Abusive Relationships Because They Have LOW SELF-ESTEEM From Deep-Seated Psychological And Sexual Issues ... And They Want Someone To "Notice" Them And To Love Them.
And They'll Do Practically Anything To FEEL Love And GET Love. Been There, Done That, Got A Couple Of T-Shirts!
I NEED YOUR HELP .... So We Can Help Your Friends SOLVE & HEAL THEIR PROBLEMS!!!
Get This Book For Your Friend And Give Her The Gift Of High Self-Esteem ... And Help Her With Her Relationship Choices! She Will THANK YOU!!!!
IF YOUR FRIEND READS THIS BOOK AND STILL KEEPS JUMPING IN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS, WELL, AT LEAST YOU AND I DID ALMOST ALL THAT WE COULD DO!!!
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**YOU CAN'T EXPECT A MAN TO HEAL YOU!!!
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Believe Me, Cos I KNOW!!! You Must Heal Yourself. Give This Book As A Gift To Your Friends Who Are Always Having Relationship Drama And Issues ... Who Are Always In Toxic & Abusive Relationships ... SO THEY CAN FIND OUT WHY ... And HEAL THEMSELVES!!!!!
What I LOVE Is That In This Book, I Give Women A Different Perspective On HOW To Stop Taking That Old Emotional Baggage Into NEW Relationships ... So They Can STOP Choosing Hustlers, Cheaters & Abusers!
You NEVER TRULY KNOW What Your Friends Are Going Through And What Their ROOT CAUSES Are! But, Guess What? You NO LONGER Have To Stand By Helplessly. Now, You Can HELP YOUR FRIEND!
****When People Have Read The Test Copies Of My Relationship TextBook, The #1 Thing They Say Is:
"I Wish I Had This Book 10 Years Ago. It Would Have Kept Me From Making So Many Bad Relationship Decisions."
THE GIFT ...
Again, For Donating At Least $39 To This GoFundMe, You Will Receive A Copy Of This 316 Page Relationship GiftBook.
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I BELIEVE THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO WANT TO HELP WITH MY DOMESTIC ABUSE FILMS ... SO, HERE'S MORE ABOUT ME!
*THIS IS ME, THE WRITER WHO'S BEEN TRYING TO FIND THE COURAGE TO GET HERSELF "OUT THERE!!"
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Here Is My Graduation Photo. I Was 17 Then And Already A Single Mother. Although I Was Super Embarrassed And Ashamed ... I Courageously Wore Maternity Clothes To High School And I Graduated Academically 9th Out Of 365 Graduates ... A Fact I've Been Proud Of All My Life!
I Look Into That Young Girl's Eyes And I Want To Tell Her, "HOLD ON, BABY GIRL! YOU'RE ABOUT TO HIT SOME VERY ROUGH WATERS AND TAKE MANY DETOURS AND GET OFF TRACK! BUT HOLD ON! YOU DON'T KNOW IT YET BUT YOU HAVE GREATNESS INSIDE YOU!!!!"
No One Ever Told Me That. If They Saw It, They Never Told Me.
Anyway, Sorry To Be A CryBaby Right Now. But, That's The MAIN Purpose Of My Two Relationship Books And My Domestic Abuse-Themed Films. They're For Me ...
As An Older Woman ...
To "GO BACK" And WARN Today's Single Woman ... ESPECIALLY YOUNG WOMEN ... Of The Hustler/Cheater/Abusers Who Will Be "Coming Up The Road" In Their Lives ... And How To IDENTIFY ... And HANDLE Them!
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Okay, Keeping On ...
As You Can See, I'm No Longer A "Spring Chicken." I'm A "Late Bloomer" In Life Because I Set Aside Pursuing MY Dreams In Life When I Became A 16 Year Old Mom ... AND When I Married Young, Had 3 More Kids ... Got Divorced And Became A Single Mom Again ... And PUT IN THE TIME, EFFORT AND SACRIFICE To Help ALL Of My Kids Become ALLLLLL That They Could Be!
I'm Not Looking For "Kudos" Or A "Good Job" Or An Award From YOU Because THAT'S WHAT Us Moms Do When You Lie Down, Have Sex And Have Kids, Right? THOSE KIDS HAVE GOT TO BE TAKEN CARE OF! So, I'm EXTREMELY Proud Of My Kids And I Always Grin A WIDE SMILE When They Call Me A "Good/Great Mom" And Say, "Thank You For Being There For Us." (As Moms, We Can "Live Off" Of Those Compliments For Weeks! lol!)
(THAT'S WHY I HAVE SO MUCH INFORMATION IN MY BOOK ABOUT SINGLE MOMS AND DATING!!!)
This Is Me And My Kids At My Son's Wedding 6 Years Ago! (I Wish I'd Worn A Better Support Bra! But, Oh Well! lol!)
And, This Is Me And My Kids (And My GRANDKIDS) In Downtown Atlanta, Georgia! (I Told You I Started Having Kids When I Was A Lil' Young ... TOO YOUNG ACTUALLY! But, I Totally Believe That I Did The Best Job That I Could!)
Anyway, I am like a woman OBSESSED And POSSESSED when it comes to trying to keep young women out of abusive relationships! ***Again, it's because I don't want them to have to go through some of the things WE, excuse me, I did.***
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******POTENTIAL FILM SPONSORS! ... IF YOU FEEL LIKE READING MORE ...
THIS NEXT SECTION IS ABOUT WHY MY GOFUNDME IS SO LONGGGGGGG ...
IT'S BECAUSE OF THE FILMS THAT I HAVE WRITTEN AND NEED THE MONEY TO PRODUCE.
THEY ARE CALLED ...
"HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4."
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***A Friend Of Mine Said My GoFundMe Is TOO Long And That No One Would Ever Read It.
So I Said To Him, "I'm Asking People To Donate A Large Amount Of Money To "Fund" Not One But TWO (2) Relationship TextBooks ... And ... Not One, But MORE Domestic Abuse-Themed Films!"
I Have To Give THOSE People As MUCH Info About ME As A Writer/Producer As I CAN ... So They Will Feel Comfortable About Who And Where They're Donating Their Money To!"
I HAVE TO LET THOSE PEOPLE SEE HOW HARD I'VE BEEN WORKING OVER THE YEARS!!!!
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It Took Me Over 500 DAYS (OVER A YEAR & A HALF!) To Write And Edit This GoFundMe Campaign ...
And To Get Up The ...
******COURAGE****** To Step Out There And ASK PEOPLE FOR HELP!!
Again, I'm sorry this GoFundMe is so long and THOROUGH but ... let's be honest. You don't know me from Adam & Eve!
I wanted you to GET TO KNOW ME so that you will feel COMFORTABLE and CONFIDENT donating to these relationship film projects because you have confidence that (1) IT'LL GET DONE ... and (2) YOU KNOW THAT I'M GOING TO DO IT RIGHT!!!
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HERE'S MY RESUME' - THE SHORT VERSION ...
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I HAVE GOT TO HAVE MY FILMS ... MY DOMESTIC ABUSE STORY ... SO I CAN HELP OTHER WOMEN!
Trust Me When I Tell You That My Films, My Domestic Abuse Stories Are Going To IMPACT And HELP And RESCUE Soooooo Many Women From Abusive Relationships!
The Film Stories Are The ...
"Unapologetically And Deliciously Diabolical,"
"Volatile And Explosive"
"Psychotic, Deranged And Demented"
"NEVER BEFORE SEEN ANYTHING LIKE IT,"
"Chilling, Spell-binding, Obsessive, Vicious And Scary" Domestic Abuse Story That Answers The Question Of:
"WHAT Could Possibly Trigger ... And Push Over The Edge ... "Miss Carrie" Carrington, A Nice, Submissive, "Play By The Rules," Polite And Well-Mannered Beauty Pageant Director? " WHAT Would Make Her Experience Delusions And Become A Seething, Rage-Filled, Obsessed Maniac Who Finally "Snaps" And Torments, Punishes And Gets Revenge On, The Man Who Abused Her Special Relative?"
(As You Can See, This Will NOT Be Your Regular Ol', Same Ol', Domestic Abuse Story! But It WILL Be Emotionally Cleansing And Healing.)
The Films Are A "Cross" Between The Domestic Abuse Films: Jennifer Lopez's "Enough," Tyler Perry's "Madea's Family Reunion," The SuperHero "Superman" And The 1950s Sitcom, "Father Knows Best!"
If MY Films Keeps Even ONE Young Woman From Getting Into An Abusive Relationship ... Well, I'm Happy And At Peace Because ... I DID What I Was Put On This Earth To Do!
Cos As I Always Say,
"An Abusive Relationship Is EASY To Get Into ...
But It Is A "Female Dog" (B*tch) To Get OUT Of!"
THAT'S WHY I AM ON A CRAZED MISSION ... THAT'S WHY MY LIFE IS DEDICATED .. AND COMMITTED TO HELPING TO WARN AND RESCUE TODAY'S WOMAN ... AND TO HELP KEEP THEM OUT OF TOXIC AND ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS.
IT'S THE REASON I LIVE ...
IT'S THE REASON I BREATHE.
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(This is me at age 26. I Look Back At This Girl And I Cry For Her. I was in a suppressive marriage then with 4 kids UNDER the age of 10!! I HAVE TO Reach Back And Help Women Like Her ... Women Like Me.
WHAT GREATNESS COULD SHE HAVE BECOME?? HOW MANY LIVES COULD SHE HAVE HELPED?)
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***WE ARE RAISING $1,000,000 BY JUNE 23, 2018 TO PRODUCE MY FULL-LENGTH, DOMESTIC ABUSE FEATURE FILMS ...
"HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4"
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I am asking financial help to produce these films from EVERYONE But Especially FROM …
***women CURRENTLY IN abusive relationships;
***ALL domestic abuse SURVIVORS;
***FAMILY AND FRIENDS of women in abusive relationships;
***people who CARE about the domestic abuse epidemic and WANT TO "CHIP IN" AND FEEL LIKE THEY'RE AT LEAST DOING SOMETHING TO HELP STOP IT!
***people who have friends with low self-esteem and who always have some type of relationship drama and issues going on!
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PLUS, I'M COUNTING ON THAT ...
*****ONCE THEY RECEIVE MY RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOKS, MY READERS WILL LOVE THEM SO MUCH THAT THEY WILL HELP GET THE FILM VERSIONS!
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IF YOU FEEL LIKE READING MORE (as you can see, I LOVE to write!) ...
*WHO AM I? - MY RESUME' - THE LONG Version!
IT SEEMS LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE I'VE BEEN "TRYING TO FIND MY WAY."
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**MY "TRACK RECORD" - MY "JOURNEY" TO BECOME AN AWARD-WINNING WRITER.
I'M GIVING YOU ALL THIS INFO BECAUSE I DON'T WANT YOU TO THINK THAT I'M JUST SOME RANDOM, INEXPERIENCED CHICK WHO WOKE UP ONE MORNING AND SAID ...
"YOU KNOW WHAT? I WANT TO RAISE A LOT OF MONEY SO I CAN PRODUCE A FILM SO GREAT, IT CAN POTENTIALLY WIN AN OSCAR AWARD!" (smile)
**WRITING THE RELATIONSHIP BOOK
I WANTED TO GIVE YOU A BRIEF HISTORY OF WHY IT'S TAKEN ME SO LONG TO WRITE MY RELATIONSHIP BOOKS ... AND GET THEM OUT THERE!
(I'll Be Honest. It Was A Lack Of Confidence!)
Years ago, I started writing, producing, paying for and distributing my own lil' relationship newspaper. (The newspaper was first called WildChile! and then I changed it to "The Girls' Locker Room." This was an "actual" newspaper - before "blogging" came out!)
I kept writing and writing and the newspaper evolved into the relationship book, "Thank God For Golddiggers, Hoochies & Hoes: Maybe The Rest Of You B*tches Can Learn Something!"
I've always invested in myself so I paid for and "SELF-published" a few book copies and tested the response (which was favorable).
However, I decided not to mass-release it yet because I did a radio interview and it showed me that ****I**** wasn't ready yet ... THAT I WASN'T RIGHT MYSELF YET!!! ****I**** didn't have enough CONFIDENCE or **BOLDNESS** or SELF-ASSUREDNESS ... and I felt the book needed more "work (editing)."
SO I CONTINUED TO EDIT THAT BOOK FOR YEARS! (Heavy Sigh. Sometimes, I'm TOO much of a "perfectionist." (sad face))
This is a relationship video (based on that book) that we filmed years ago upstairs at my mama's house! (bahahahhahaha!!) It's called,
"Are You One Of Those Ridiculous Chicks Who Call #s You Find On Your Man?"
This is another relationship video I did from that book! It's called, "Why Men Lie ... Part 2 To Intro! (Part 1 is at my youtube channel/sistagirllondon)
And this is another relationship video from that book. It's called, "Is Your Man Hustling You? If You Have To Ask, You Already Know The Answer!" (As I look back at these "early" videos, I can see that I've lost some weight! Yayyyy! lol!)
So ... years ago, based on my research, "feedback" and "intuition/gut feeling," I changed the title of the book and RENAMED it: "How To Beat That B*tch At HIS Own Game: THE HUSTLER/CHEATER/ABUSER'S PLAYBOOK." The book was now well over 500 pages!
(I continually kept adding to it and adding to it and adding to it SO MUCH that it eventually reached OVER 800 pages!)
THIS is a relationship video I did years ago based on the revised book. The video is titled, "How To Beat That B*tch At HIS Own Game" ...
This next relationship video (also from the book) is one of my favorites! It's called, "8 Secrets Of A Hustler/Cheater/Abuser That You Didn't Know He Was Using On You!"
**WRITING AND PRODUCING THE STAGE PLAYS
Although my book was AMAZING, I STILL wasn't confident enough OR BOLD ENOUGH to "get it out there." (You'll understand why when you receive your copy!)
So, a couple of years ago, I decided not to "release and pursue" the book just yet. I temporarily "set it on the shelf" and I WROTE and produced a relationship stage play!
I am proud that, although I kept them SMALL, I WROTE AND PRODUCED SIX (6) stage plays IN ONE YEAR! (FIVE of them were totally different stories! Some photos of my stage play "journey" are on my blogsite: www.sistagirllondon.com/home)!
The stage plays were:
1. How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: Advice From My Father's Other Woman.
2. How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: Advice From My Father's Other Woman. (I did that play TWICE!)
3. Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table.
4. How To Love A Damaged Man.
5. How Did We Go From A Potential Relationship To You Only Calling Me For Sex?
6. How To Beat That "B" At HIS Own Game!
These are some of the "promo" videos we filmed for my relationship stage plays. This next video was a "promo" for my stage play, "Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table!" (that chapter is in my book)
This next relationship video also comes from my stage play, "Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table!" (I write a LOT about today's single mothers!)
Again, this next relationship video also comes from my stage play, "Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table!" (That's one of my favorite chapters in the book! I'm extremely proud of it!)
This next relationship video was one of the first that we filmed for, "Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table!" (As I said, that chapter, which is about "moving men up in your house with you and your kids" is in my book. I guess this is why one of my readers called me, "The #1 Relationship Writer For Today's Single Woman!")
This next video comes from my stage play, "How Did We Go From A Potential Relationship To You Only Calling Me For Sex?" (That "step-by-step" chapter is ALSO in my book! It's for "single" women who are trying to figure out why and HOW a "relationship" starts out sooooo great with a guy and then she soon discovers that the guy is only calling her when he wants sex.)
This next video comes from auditions for my first stage play, "How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: Advice From My Father's Other Woman." (The chapters on cheating are also in my book.)
This next video also comes from auditions for my stage play, "How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: Advice From My Father's Other Woman."
(laughs) This next video ALSO comes from auditions for my stage play, "How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: Advice From My Father's Other Woman." I was "testing" the waters and trying to find my "voice" as a writer.
(laughs) This next video is the promo trailer for the stage play, "How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: Advice From My Father's Other Woman." It was filmed about three weeks before we went on stage! I had to change my cast about a MILLION times! lmbo! (I learned sooooo many lessons!) But, WE DID IT!!!!!!! (If you want to see more promo videos from my stage plays, go to: www.sistagirllondon.com!!)
AS YOU CAN SEE, I'VE BEEN WORKING VERY HARD FOR A VERY LONG, LONG, LONG TIME!
I WROTE AND PRODUCED ALL OF THOSE STAGE PLAYS WITH ***NOTHING***!
THINK ABOUT WHAT ME & MY TEAM WILL BE ABLE TO DO WITH "$$$OMETHING!!!!!!!!"
Now that I'm finished the "stage play" part of my journey as a writer/producer ...
I am now READY and ****STRONG ENOUGH ... AND CONFIDENT ENOUGH **** to STEP OUT THERE and GO HUUUUUUUGE ... and PRODUCE THE ...
"SOON TO BE AWARD-WINNING, SMASH HIT" DOMESTIC ABUSE-THEMED PSYCHOTIC THRILLER FILMS ...
****HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4****
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*WHERE ARE WE NOW ON THE FILM JOURNEY?
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So far, I've been financially scratching and clawing on all my projects and keeping them small and manageable. But as for "HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4" ...
THESE FILM ARE TOO IMPORTANT, TOO BIG, TOO LIFE-CHANGING AND HAVE TOO MUCH WORLD-WIDE POTENTIAL FOR THEM TO LOOK POOR, UNDER-FINANCED AND RAGGEDY.
***WE NEED 30,000 WOMEN (AND MEN) TO DONATE AT LEAST $39 TO OUR GoFundMe BY JUNE 23, 2018.
I HOPE THAT YOU WILL HELP HUGE!
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**THE "PLAN." YOUR DONATION.
BY FAITH, I'M ABOUT TO START FILM AUDITIONS NOW.
My team and I are “ready to roll.” All we need is YOU! (lol) Your donation will be used to …
***AGAIN, first pay the printers for the life-changing, "inside information", self-published relationship textbook, “How To Beat That “B” At HIS Own Game: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser’s PLAYBOOK - Volume 1. That's the "gift" for donations $39 and above.
***Shipping materials and postage for book.
(***INTERNATIONAL ORDERS ... please email us for shipping costs.)
***Get all the film "paperwork" and contracts in order.
***Audition, feed and pay a PROFESSIONAL cast, directors, production crew, wardrobe, hair and makeup and attorney ...
***PAY FOR PROFESSIONAL SPECIAL EFFECTS ARTIST!
***Pay for audition and film locations, props and furnishings, a great sound and lighting team.
***PRODUCE THE THEME MUSIC FOR THE FILMS.
WE WILL "BARTER" FOR SERVICES AND GET DONATIONS WHENEVER WE CAN!
Because Of The Costs Of Providing The Book As Gifts/Incentives, This First "GoFundMe" will NOT be enough to do these films the way I want. I WANT THESE FILMS TO BE WORLD-WIDE!!!!!!! After we've finished THIS part of filming, we will probably do ANOTHER "GoFundMe" (or other crowd-funding) and release Volume 2 of the book so that we can ...
***Get professional editing ...
***Pay for film posters and creative marketing materials ...
***Hire a PR team to get MASSIVE press and publicity for the film ... hire professional graphics, “old school” street team, "social media" promoter ...
***Pay for a film premiere location AND a professional team to "put on" the premieres and pack it out …
***Pay for film festival entry fees, travel to film festivals, pay for all expenses associated with producing the film, etc.
***Costs to negotiate to obtain film distribution to take these independent films WORLDWIDE.
**TIME FRAME
IT IS MY GOAL TO RELEASE "HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN" BY SPRING, 2018.
If we run into ANY delays, YOU WILL BE UPDATED.
**KEEPING YOU UPDATED
Through GoFundMe updates, my website updates and my Youtube channel video updates (www.youtube.com/sistagirllondon) of film auditions, table reads, behind the scenes interviews with cast and crew, etc., I will keep you notified of the films' progression EVERY STEP OF THE WAY!!!
I WANT YOU TO BE AS EXCITED ABOUT THESE FILMS AND THEIR PROGRESSION AS I AM!!!!!!!!!!!
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Oh! This next relationship video is titled: "Pt. 2. Why Do You Expect A Hustler/Cheater/Abuser To Apologize For Hurting You Over & Over & Over & Over (7x) & Over Again?" There's some really great, DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE, INSIGHT AND "INSIDE INFORMATION," relationship info in this book!
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*WHEW! WELL, THAT'S PRETTY MUCH ALL I GOT!! lol!
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I Hope You Feel Like You Know Me Well Enough To Help Me.
As You Can See, I LOVVVVVVVVVVE TO WRITE! I Know I Was A Bit THOROUGH And DETAILED, But ...
I'VE BEEN SO SUPPRESSED! I Got So Much That I Want To Say Pent Up Inside Me!!!!
AGAIN ...
I will be taking my jewelry box (from the 2nd video up top) to EVERY show I do ... to EVERY film that I premiere ... as a STATUE to women that YES, YOU WERE ABUSED ... YOU CAN'T CHANGE THE PAST ... BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO KEEP GETTING INTO ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS! YOU CAN BE AN OVERCOMER!
The Jewelry Box Is A SYMBOL That ... Even If You Were Like Me ... A 16 Year Old Single Mother Who Was Molested As A Child ... Who Has Been CLINGING To An Abusive Relationship And Trying To Make It Right (But Now I Realize That It Will NEVER Be Right) ...
If You Keep On Believing In Yourself And Keep Striving ... And KEEP TRUDGING ALONG ...
If You Keep On Picking Yourself Back Up When You Keep Falling Back Down ...
One Day You WILL Fulfill The Plan And Purpose That God Has For Your Life!
ONCE I AM TRIUMPHANT IN THIS ABUSIVE SITUATION ...
I INTEND TO BE LIVING PROOF OF THAT!!!!
THANK YOU for your help! See You At The Premiere In Atlanta, Georgia And ...
YOU GO PURSUE YOUR DREAMS!!!!!
All Content Herein - Copyright 2016-2017
London, SistaGirl #1 Productions
WE ARE RAISING THE FIRST $3,000 SEED MONEY IN ORDER TO PRODUCE THE FEATURE FILM,
"HOW TO STOP YOUR MAN FROM CHEATING? ADVICE FROM MY FATHER'S OTHER WOMAN."
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THEN, THE "MILLION DOLLAR" GOFUNDME OFFICIALLY STARTS MARCH 23, 2018! RIGHT NOW I'M DOING LAST MINUTE UPDATES! lol! "TWEAKING" IT!!!
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I AM ALSO PRODUCING THE FEATURE FILMS ...
"HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4,"
... AND RECEIVE THE RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOK TO GIVE AS A GIFT TO YOUR FRIENDS!!!
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HERE IS THE SHORT VERSION OF THIS GOFUNDME ...
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Dear Friend:
I Am Very Angry. Actually, I Think A Better Word Would Be "INCENSED!" Before I Tell You About My GoFundMe, May I Vent For A Second?
I Have To Be Honest With You.
It Absolutely PISSES ME THE "FUDGE" OFF ... MAKES ME MAD AS HECK ... WHEN A WOMAN WHO IS IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP IS RUDE AND ARROGANT TO YOU ... She's Mad, Angry And Yelling At YOU ... Tries To Act Like She Has "Balls Of Steel" And "Beasts Up" To YOU ... Saying Mean Things To YOU ... Tries To Take Out Her Mis-Directed, Seething And Suppressed Anger On YOU ....
.... But Acts Like A "Mississippi Simpering Slave" To The Guy She's "Running After" And Trying Hard To Please ... Who Is ABUSING HER!
But YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S TRYING TO HELP HER!!!!
YOU'RE The One Who Is Trying To Help Her BUT SHE "TURNS" ON YOU!!!
And, I Absolutely, Positively Cannot Stand It When "Some" Women Will Hold A Grudge Against Their Female Friends/Relatives Practically FOREVER ...
But, AGAIN ...
Will Act Like A "Missississippi "Yes Massa" SLAVE" And Will Continually "Suck Up To" And Continually Forgive The Man That's Hustling Her, Cheating On Her Or Abusing Her.
I FREAKIN' HATE THAT!!!!! AARRGGHHH!!!!!!
And Then One Day You Finally Realize That A Chick Like That Is Not Gonna Appreciate All That You Say And Do To Try To Help And Be Supportive Of Her Because ... HER Focus Is On Pining Away And Chasing After That Abusive Man And HIS Foolishness. And When He Returns To Her Life, She Will Treat YOU As Being Expendable And Disposable.
And, Trust Me, One Day She Will Find SOME TYPE OF WAY To Lay The Blame Of That Abusive Relationship On You.
(In My Relationship TextBook, I Write About WHY Women Act Like That.)
Whew! Thanks For Letting Me Vent! Now That I Have THAT Off My Chest, Let Me Introduce Myself And My Books/Films!
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Hi. I AM WRITER/PRODUCER LONDON, SISTAGIRL #1 ...
I FEEL LIKE I AM ON A WORLDWIDE MISSION.
I HAVE TO WARN, STOP AND RESCUE EVERY YOUNG WOMAN WORLDWIDE BEFORE SHE GETS INTO AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP ...
BECAUSE THE NEGATIVE EFFECTS CAN BE LIFELONG AND ABSOLUTELY DEVASTATING TO HER ... AND HER CHILDREN.
IN ORDER TO WARN, STOP AND RESCUE ...
I AM RAISING ONE MILLION DOLLARS SO I CAN ...
(1) RELEASE MY TWO RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOKS,
"How To Beat That B*tch At HIS Own Game: THE HUSTLER/CHEATER/ABUSER'S PLAYBOOK AND RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR ... Volume 1 And Volume 2 ...
(2) PRODUCE MY FILMS,
"HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4."
THE GOAL IS TO RELEASE THE FIRST FILM BY SUMMER 2018 ... AND
(4) HEAVILY PROMOTE THE FILMS ALL THE WAY UP TO THE MAJOR FILM FESTIVALS AND ATTRACT A MAJOR FILM DISTRIBUTION DEAL.
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I AM ASKING EVERY SINGLE PERSON WHO HAS EVER BEEN IN ... HAD A FRIEND OR RELATIVE BE IN ... OR KNOW OF SOMEONE WHO IS IN ... AN ABUSIVE OR TOXIC RELATIONSHIP ...
AND YOU'VE TRIED AND TRIED TO GET HER TO "SEE IT" BUT SHE "CAN'T" OR "WON'T" ...
AND YOU'VE TRIED TO TELL HER AND TELL HER BUT SHE WON'T LISTEN TO YOU ...
BUT THEN SHE WANTS TO CALL YOU AT ALL HOURS OF THE NIGHT TO "VENT" AND COMPLAIN ABOUT WHAT HE'S DOING TO HER ...
AND YOU'RE FRUSTRATED AND UPSET AND CONFUSED BECAUSE, AFTER YOU'VE TAKEN HOURS OF TIME LISTENING TO HER ...
SHE WON'T TAKE YOUR GOOD ADVICE, SHE'S STILL WITH HER ABUSER, THE ABUSE IS CONTINUAL AND IS GETTING WORSE ...
SHE GETS MAD AT YOU ALL THE TIME WHENEVER YOU SAY SOMETHING AGAINST HIM ... BUT CONSTANTLY SWALLOWS HER DIGNITY, PRIDE AND SELF-RESPECT SO SHE CAN BE WITH HIM ...
AND YOU FEEL GUILTY BECAUSE YOU'RE ANGRY WITH HER ...
AND YOU FEEL HELPLESS BECAUSE YOU JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY OR DO TO HELP HER !!!!! ...
I'M ASKING ... NO, BEGGING YOU ... TO PLEASE DONATE $39 TO THIS GOFUNDME SO YOU CAN RECEIVE AN AUTOGRAPHED COPY OF MY RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOK,
"How To Beat That B*tch At HIS Own Game: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR. Volume 1.
AND THEN GIVE THE RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOK & SEMINAR AS A GIFT TO YOUR FRIEND.
(This will help fund my films!)
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I HAVE TO WARN YOUNG WOMEN WORLDWIDE AND HELP THEM TO ... STOP ... GETTING INTO ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS!!!!
THE MENTAL ABUSE FROM AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP IS HORRIFIC BECAUSE THE SCARRING CAN AND WILL LAST A LIFETIME.
As You Can See From My Video ... The Scarring From An Abusive Relationship Is Absolutely, Positively MENTALLY CRIPPLING And DEVASTATING ... And So Very Hard To "Get Over" And "Conquer."
SO MANY WOMEN ARE STILL UNHEALED FROM THE EFFECTS OF BEING IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP.
Including ME. This Is ME In This Video.
So Many Women Today Are Mentally Scarred And Taking Their "Un-Healedness" Into Their Next Relationships!!!!
This Is Why I MUST Get My Books,
"How To Beat That B*tch At HIS Own Game: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR" Volumes 1&2 ...
So I Can Pay For My Films.
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****WHY AM I SO PASSIONATE ABOUT HELPING TO STOP YOUNG WOMEN FROM GETTING INTO ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS? ...
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MY LIFE IS **DEDICATED AND COMMITTED TO** HELPING WOMEN FIND THE MENTAL STRENGTH TO ***NOT GET IN*** OR GET OUT OF ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS.
BUT, I NEED YOUR HELP. I CAN NO LONGER FIGHT THIS BATTLE ON MY OWN. PLEASE DO NOT PASS ME BY.
I Truly Believe I Will Be Able To Help A Lot Of Young Women WORLDWIDE To NOT GET IN ... Or, I'll Be Able To Help Them To GET OUT Of Their Abusive Relationships ...
But First I Have To Get Out Of My Own.
I Have A Smile On My Face On This Photo. And, Like Many Women With A Smile, You Would Never Even Know That They Were In An Abusive Relationship.
But I Am. And I Feel Like I'm DROWNING In The Middle Of The Ocean Trying To Get Out Of It. Which Is Why I'm Asking For Your Help.
So, LONG STORY SHORT .......
***I WROTE TWO RELATIONSHIP BOOKS TITLED,
"How To Beat That B*tch At HIS Own Game: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR, Volumes 1 &2.
I HAVE TO PAY THE PRINTERS $3,800 FOR THE FIRST SHIPMENTS OF VOLUME 1 OF MY BOOK ON FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 2018 SO I AM ASKING YOU FOR YOUR HELP.
If I Can Be Blessed With 250 People To Believe In Me And My Book Enough To Donate $20 (GoFundMe Takes Their "Cut" (smile)), I Can Pay The Printers For The Initial Shipment Of My Book.
So, If You Can Spare $10, $20, $50, $100 ... Whatever You Can Do Is Sooooo Appreciated. (Keep Reading To Find Out About The GIFT.)
****OR, IF 100 OF YOU PRE-ORDER MY BOOK, I CAN PAY THE PRINTERS. ($39 Donation. More Info About This Below.)
THANK YOU!
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IF YOU WANT TO READ MORE ABOUT ME ...
THIS SECTION IS FOR WOMEN GOING THROUGH ABUSIVE AND TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS ....
HAVE YOU FOUND OUT THE "SOURCE" OF WHY YOU GET INTO ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS?
HERE I AM SHARING SOME OF MY WOUNDS WITH YOU ...
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****I Have Analyzed Myself A Million Times As To Why I Was Stupid Enough To Let This Abusive Relationship Happen To Me. So, In This Video, I Reveal My Deep, DARK Secret.
I Truly Believe That THIS Is Where My “History” Of Getting Into Abusive Relationships ... Of Becoming An Emotional Cripple ... Of Wanting To Be Liked And Loved Even Through Abuse ... BEGAN.
It’s Like, I STARTED OUT ... Walking Around LIFE With An “Abuse ME” Sign On My Chest And Didn’t Even Know It. Look At My Video, Please. Thank You.
Even Though I Wear A Smile On The OUTSIDE, Even Though The Smile Covers Up PAIN, I Have Been In An Abusive Relationship For Many, Many, Many, Many, Many, Many Years.
On The INSIDE, I Have Now Turned Into An Emotional Cripple ... Like A Baby Calf Struggling To Stand Up, Struggling To Walk And Struggling To Find The Inner Fortitude To Leave And, THIS TIME, Stay Gone.
I Feel So Bad ... Like A Horse That Has Broken Its Leg. I'm Not Being Overly Dramatic. And, If I Can Hang In There ... AND IF YOU CAN HELP RESCUE ME ... When You Watch My Two Domestic Abuse Film Stories ... You Will Understand What I Mean.
Normally, I'm A Strong Woman. And I Feel So Embarrassed From Being So Emotionally Weak. But I Feel An OVERWHELMING Feeling Of Despair And Hopelessness ... I Feel Totally And Completely ... "Lost."
I Am Drowning From That OVERWHELMING Feeling Of Rejection. And I Am SO Depressed Because, Despite Years And Years And Years Of ME Forgiving And Forgiving And Forgiving Like I Was Taught That A "Good" Woman Should ...
I Am Being Smothered ... Being SUFFOCATED From The Desolate Feeling Of Not Being Wanted, Of Not Being "Good Enough."
And I'm Angry At Myself For Feeling So Weak. And I'm, Again, Angry At Myself For Not Being Able Yet To "Snap Out Of It." And I'm, Again, Angry At Myself For ... Still Loving. Still Caring.
People Don't Understand That, Yes, ALL Abuse is Absolutely Awful ... But MENTAL ABUSE? Oh My God.
Again ... MENTAL ABUSE IS HORRIFIC BECAUSE THE SCARRING CAN AND WILL LAST A LIFETIME.
I Truly Feel That My Mind And My Spirit Are HAUNTED Right Now. I Know That Sounds Silly And Ridiculous But It's How I Feel. I Am Mentally Being Haunted.
I Feel So Scarred And So Incredibly Sad Because There Are Some Things You Can Never Get Back.
Like TIME. And It Can Haunt You.
(This Was Me 9/24/16. Please Excuse My Hair. It Used To Be So Thick And Beautiful. I Sort Of Let My Appearance Go While I'm Dealing With Getting Out Of This Relationship. I Didn't Know Then That Things Were Going To Get Worse.)
I Am Being Emotionally Tortured With The Pain Of What My Life Could Have Been If I Had Not Gotten Into This Abusive Relationship.
THE ONLY WAY I CAN DEAL WITH MY SCARS RIGHT NOW IS TO GET OUT OF PAIN, GET MY BOOK AND WRITE/PRODUCE MY DOMESTIC ABUSE FILM STORY.
I Ask That You Help Rescue Me. Not A "Hand OUT" But A "Hand UP" ... Cos I Truly Feel Like I'm In Drowning Waters And Being Sucked Under.
***I HAVE TO PAY THE PRINTERS $3,800 FOR THE FIRST SHIPMENTS OF MY BOOK, MY STORY ON FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 2018 SO I AM ASKING FOR YOUR HELP.
So, If You Can Spare $10, $20, $50, $100 ... Whatever You Can Do Is Sooooo Appreciated. (Keep Reading To Find Out About The GIFT.)
*****OR IF 100 OF YOU CAN PRE-ORDER MY BOOK ($39 Donation) (Info On Book Is In This GoFundMe), I CAN GET IT!!!!
(***********Gift books will NOT be shipped to you until October 1, 2017*************
They Will Probably Be Shipped SOONER But, I Have To Get Them In First And THEN Ship To You. So, As A "Just In Case," Don't Look For Them To Be Shipped Until 10/1/17.)
Can You Help Me Make This Happen Please? So, I Am Stepping Out On Faith And I Hope You'll Donate And SHARE This GoFundMe With Friends, Your Social Media, Etc.
If You Keep Reading This GoFundMe, You'll See My Book THEME, AWESOME CHAPTER LIST AND INTRODUCTION.
But I Need Your Help NOW.
(****Please "Follow" My Journey Through My Website And Social Media So You Can See The GOOD I Was Able To Do With Your Donation.)
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THIS SECTION IS FOR THOSE WHO FEEL LIKE READING MORE ...
HERE IS THE LONG VERSION OF THIS GOFUNDME ... THIS IS WHY I AM SO OBSESSED WITH RESCUING YOUNG WOMEN BEFORE THEY GET INTO ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS!! ...
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Friend:
I'm Going To Tell You My WHOLE Abuse Story In My Upcoming Films, "How To Love A Damaged Man 1, 2, 3 & 4." And, Trust Me, For Me To Go Through ALL THIS, I Believe MY STORY HAS TO BE TOLD!
And I'll Be Crying All Over Again As I Watch My Film Story ... Not Because I Feel Sorry For Myself ... But Because I Believe I Will Finally Feel Triumphant. And Free.
THIS TIME ... I AM FINALLY READY TO LEAVE ... TO GET OUT ... AND TO STAY OUT ... AND ***STAY GONE*** OF THIS ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP.
AGAIN, I ASK THAT YOU HELP RESCUE ME.
MY STORY IS SO HUGE, SO TRAUMATIC, SO UNBELIEVABLE, SO IMMENSELY PAINFUL, SO TRAUMATIZING, SO HEARTBREAKING, SO WOUNDING AND SO CRIPPLING ...
THAT IT HAS TO BE TOLD IN FOUR PARTS IN MY FILMS,
"HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4."
I INTEND FOR THE FILMS TO BE WORLDWIDE BECAUSE MY STORY IS GOING TO HELP SOOOOO MANY OTHER WOMEN. AND MEN.
AND THAT'S THE FAITH AND BELIEF THAT I'M HOLDING ONTO DURING THIS TRAUMATIC, "TRYING NOT TO "SNAP" AND GO OVER THE EDGE," TIME IN MY LIFE.
BUT, AS FOR TODAY ...
You Ever Reach The Point In Your Life Where You Want Something Sooooo Bad That You're Willing To "Put Yourself Out There" For It?
Well, I Am Relationship Writer/Producer London, SistaGirl #1 And I'm At That Point.
THIS IS A HUGE GOFUNDME BECAUSE I'M RAISING THE MONEY SO I CAN (1) FINALLY SHUT THE DOOR ON THIS ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP AND (2) PAY FOR MY RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOKS,
"HOW TO BEAT THAT B*TCH AT HIS OWN GAME: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR" Volumes I & 2 From The Printers.
And, (3) As I Said ... GO ALLLLLLL THE WAY AND INDEPENDENTLY PRODUCE MY FILMS,
"HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN."
ACCOMPLISHING THESE THINGS WILL PULL ME OUT OF THE INCREDIBLY ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP I'VE BEEN IN FOR MANY, MANY, MANY, MANY, MANY, MANY YEARS ... (the story will SHOCK you)
AND IT WILL HELP ME TO HELP OTHERS TO NOT GET IN THE ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP IN THE FIRST PLACE ... AND HOW TO GET OUT AND STAY OUT (IF YOU CHOOSE) OF THE ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP YOU'RE ALREADY IN.
(P.S. Why Is This GoFundMe So Longggg? Because I Finally Realize ... I'm Always Trying To Prove To People That I'm WORTHY; That I'm WORTH Something. That Makes Me Sad.)
***I HAVE TO PAY THE PRINTERS $3,800 FOR THE FIRST SHIPMENTS OF MY BOOK ON FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 2018 SO I AM ASKING FOR YOUR HELP.
Again, If I Can Be Blessed With 2,000 People To Believe In Me And My Book Enough To Donate $3, I Can Pay The Printers Friday For The Initial Shipment Of My Books.
So, If You Can Spare $10, $20, $50 ... Whatever You Can Do Is Sooooo Appreciated.
***I'm No Longer Ashamed To Ask For Help. ***
Because I'll Finally Be Able To Stop Creeping And Crawling Around, Always On Pins And Needles, Trying Not To Do Nothing Wrong, And Not UNDERSTANDING What The "F" I DID WRONG IN THE FIRST PLACE!
And, Most Importantly, I Will Be Able To Hold My Head Up, STAND UP STRAIGHT And Stop Telling Myself How STUPID I Was To Have Hung In There So Long In The First Place ... And How STUPID I Was To Keep On Loving Somebody Who Obviously Did NOT Love Me.
Cos It's Painful As Hell To Realize That Someone That YOU Hopelessly Loved And Did Everything To Please, ONLY Loves You If And When They Need You. And If They Didn't Need You ... They Don't Want You ... Until The NEXT Time ... Cos They KNOW You're Going To Take Them Back. Cos You Always Have.
I Feel Stupid Even Writing This.
But, I Know I'll Be Able To Help OTHER WOMEN SHUT THE DOOR AND NEVER LOOK BACK ... Because I'll Be Able To Tell Them How I FOUGHT BACK AND WON.
Because "Fighting Back" Isn't Always Physical. Thank You For Your Help.
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IF YOU WANT TO KNOW A LITTLE MORE ABOUT ME AND WHY I'VE GOT TO HELP OTHER WOMEN .....
POURING OUT MY HEART AND SOUL TO YOU.
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I AM AT THE POINT WHERE I AM FINALLY READY TO LEAVE THIS ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP ... AND STAY GONE. I Am Finally Willing To "Put Myself Out There."
I Have GOT TO Rescue Young Women From Abusive Relationships So They Don't Mess Up Their Lives, Their POTENTIAL ... And The Lives Of Their Children.
I Have GOT TO EDUCATE Young Women By ...
TAKING THEIR HAND AND TEACHING THEM ... STEP BY STEP ... On What An Abusive Relationship LOOKS LIKE And FEELS LIKE So She Doesn't Make The Same Mistakes WE Did.
Okay. (humbly) That I Did.
Because, Really, In All Honesty ... What I'm Trying To Do Is Rescue Myself.
Because, Maybe, By Having Young Women Read My Book ...
Maybe Life Will Give Me A "Re-Do" And I Can Start All Over Again. Maybe I Can Imagine That I'm Talking To That Young Girl ... That Girl That Was So Full Of Hope And Dreams And Aspirations ... That Girl That I Used To Be ... Before That Fateful Day When I Made That Fateful Decision ....
Maybe I Can Go Back To That Fork In The Road.
Anyway, I Wrote A 317 Page Relationship Textbook Which Is Titled,
"HOW TO BEAT THAT B*TCH AT HIS OWN GAME: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR.
And I've GOT TO Have It ... I've GOT TO GET IT PRINTED.
I've Been Working On That Book And Working On It And Editing It And Working On It Some More For YEARS And YEARS And YEARS And YEARS. It Is Now Perfect. According To Me.
(takes deep breath) I Am Finally Ready To STEP OUT THERE ... And Get It To You ... So You Can Gift It To Your Friends.
I HAVE TO PAY THE PRINTERS $3,800 FOR THE FIRST SHIPMENTS OF MY BOOK ON FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 2018 SO I AM ASKING FOR YOUR HELP.
So, I Am Stepping Out On Faith And I Hope You'll Donate And Share This GoFundMe With Friends, Etc.
Here Goes.
I'm Gonna Go Ahead And "Put Myself Out There" So You'll Understand Why I Am ABSOLUTELY OBSESSED With This Domestic Abuse Thing.
Citing Statistics And Showing Pictures Of "Bruised, Beaten Up Women" Is NOT Stopping The Domestic Abuse Epidemic. Those Things Are NOT Going To Stop A Young (And Older) Woman Who Is DETERMINED, Come Hell Or High Water, To "Be With" The Man Of Her Dreams And Have Her Fairytale Life.
Statistics And Photos Will NOT Stop That "Pull" To Be With Your Dream Man Who Turns Out To Be Abusive. Some Things You Have To Find Out For Yourself.
But I Still Have To Try To Help Her.
WHY DO I HAVE TO RESCUE WOMEN ... Especially YOUNG WOMEN From Getting Into Abusive Relationships?
Because ... WHAT, AND WHO COULD THEY HAVE BEEN IF THEY HADN'T GOTTEN INTO THE ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP?
WHAT COULD THEY HAVE DONE WITH THEIR LIVES?
WHAT COULD THEY HAVE BEEN ABLE TO ACHIEVE?
HOW FAR WOULD THEY HAVE BEEN ABLE TO SOAR?
WHAT GIFTS COULD THEY HAVE GIVEN TO THE WORLD?
I'm Going To Be Naked And Honest With You ... And I Don't Care If You Judge Me.
I'm Talking About ME Too. WHAT COULD I HAVE BEEN?
I'm Very Sorry For Being So Vulnerable Right Now But Just Writing That Question Makes Me Slump My Shoulders Because I Feel Sooooo Sad And Defeated. But ...
It May Sound Weird But, I Truly Believe That Getting This Book AND PUSHING IT HUGE TO WHERE I CAN TELL MY STORY AND GET MY TWO DOMESTIC ABUSE FILMS ...
I Believe That I'll Be Re-Starting My Life All Over Again.
I Believe That I'll Get Another Chance. And I Believe That I'll Be Able To Help Give Another Woman Her Second Chance Too. (Or Third ... Some Women Learn Slower Than Others)
I Know, I Know. That Sounds Weird. But It Makes Sense ... And It Makes PEACE ... To My Soul, To My Spirit.
If You're Interested ... Please Take A Moment To Look Over This GoFundMe And See Some Of The Lil' Productions I've Struggled To Finance And GET DONE.
The More I Write And Produce, The More Confident I Become. And, IN MY DARKEST MOMENTS IN LIFE, I ALWAYS SADLY ASK MYSELF,
"WITH ALL THIS INCREDIBLE TALENT ... WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE IF I HAD STARTED EARLIER IN LIFE? Would My Name Already Be Mentioned With The Likes Of Tyler Perry, Quentin Tarantino, Spike Lee, Lee Daniels? Would I Already Be A Successful Writer/Producer Instead Of Being On This GoFundMe ... Asking For Help? Heavy Sigh. I Don't Know. I Don't Want To Think About It Right Now Because I'll Get Sad And Start Crying AGAIN.
All I Know Is That I Am This Incredibly Talented Person And There Is ONE Thing Holding Me Back.
Help.
I Want This Book SO BAD ... That I'm Finally Going To Share My Secret. Here Goes.
I Truly Believe That The Emotional FALLOUT From My Secret Was Why I "Accidentally" Became A Single Mother At Age 16 And Why I Got Into ... And Stayed In ... A Toxic And Abusive Relationship.
I Wrote My Relationship TextBook ... "HOW TO BEAT THAT B*TCH AT HIS OWN GAME: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR" ... And That Book Helped ME To Find Out WHY I CHOSE ... The Abusive Relationships That I Did.
And, As I Told You, Writing That Book Also Made Me STRONG ENOUGH To Reveal My Deep Secret.
Here I Am Again In This Video. And Here I Am Again Finally Getting The Strength To Reveal My Secret.
So ... Now You Know. And I Don't Care That You Know ... Because I Know That SOMEWHERE Out There, A Woman Needed To Hear What I Had To Say So That She Would Know That SHE IS NOT ALONE.
That Woman Out There Needs My Book To Help RESCUE Her. She Needs My Book To Be A FRIEND To Her. She Needs My Book To BE THERE For Her ... Because, After A While, People ... Even Your Best-est Of Friends ... Get Tired Of Hearing You Vent About Your Problems.
Which Is Why I HAVE TO Get My Book To Her.
Secondly, I Am Independently (Right Now, By Myself) Producing ABSOLUTELY OUTSTANDING Domestic Abuse Themed FEATURE Films,
"How To Love A Damaged Man 1, 2, 3 & 4.
If You're Interested, You Will Find More Info On The Films If You Keep Reading This GoFundMe.
But ... I Have GOT TO Get My Book. And I Have ABSOLUTELY GOT TO Get My Films. And I Truly Believe That There Are People Out There Who Will Read My GoFundMe , Look At My Hard Work Thus Far And Say,
****"Let Me Help This Woman ... So That She Can Help Other Women Get Out Of ... Stay Out Of ... AND HEAL FROM ... Toxic And Abusive Relationships!"
I HAVE GOT TO Hold On To The Belief That There Are People Out There Who Will Recognize That I Have Enough Talent For Them To Donate Towards It.
AGAIN, I HAVE TO PAY THE PRINTERS FOR THE FIRST BOOK VOLUME ON FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 1, 2017.
So, If You Can Spare $10, $20, $50 ... Whatever You Can Do Is Sooooo Appreciated.
But, If You Can S-T-R-E-T-C-H and Donate At Least $39 ...
For Every $39 You Donate ... I Will Send You An AUTOGRAPHED Gift Copy Of My 316 page relationship TEXTBOOK:
"How To Beat That "B" At HIS Own Game: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser's PLAYBOOK And RELATIONSHIP SEMINAR (Volume 1)
(***********Remember, Gift books will NOT be shipped to you until October 1, 2017*************
They Will Probably Be Shipped SOONER But, I Have To Get Them In First And THEN Ship To You. So, As A "Just In Case," Don't Look For Them To Be Shipped Until 10/1/17.)
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**HERE IS THE "THEME" FROM MY BOOK.
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“JUST LIKE YOU, I was raised to be a nice, good, church girl … to find a man and life would be perfect. But when I got into the REAL world of RELATIONSHIPS … I found out that being a “Nice, Good Woman” will NOT protect you from or CHANGE a “BAD” man. I REFUSED to turn into one of those Angry, Bitter, Bruised, In Denial, “Hold My Head Up High While I Suffer In Silence,” Drunk, “Afraid To Love And Trust,” “I Been Through So Much With Men,” “Men Did Me Wrong,” Women so … I entered the WORLD of the WOLF, the HUSTLER, the LEECH, the ABUSER, the CHEATER and the SWINDLER of women’s hearts, vaginas and cash. I LEARNED Their Game And Then I PLAYED It! Now I am here to EXPOSE and UNMASK them! I’m here to tell you in step-by-step, sentence-by-sentence **DETAIL** WHY a Hustler/Cheater/Abuser chooses YOU! I’m here to help you ANALYZE and THOROUGHLY DISSECT the men you are dealing with … and help you analyze and thoroughly dissect YOURSELF … BEFORE you give him your cooch, lose your HEART … and your CA$$$H! This Book SAVED And HEALED Me. It Is My Prayer That It SAVES And HEALS You Too!”
– London, SistaGirl #1, Author
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**HERE ARE THE EXCITING BOOK CHAPTERS!
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(Here's a video of me announcing the book chapters!! I was still in the "editing the book" stage when I made this video (which I LOVE!). I may not look "slick and polished and sophisticated," ... I May Look A Little "Rough" Around The Edges ... I May Need Some "Sprucing Up" A Bit ... but ... I KNOW MY STUFF!) (Note: The film title changed from what I said in the video.)
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******HERE IS THE BOOK'S CHAPTER LIST*******
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1. “Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table!”
2. Go Look In The Mirror. Are You The Woman A Hustler/Cheater/Abuser Is Searching For?
3. Maybe God Was Too Busy To Do A Background Check!
4. Be Honest. Have You Ever Considered Getting Into A Relationship With A Woman Because You Are Tired Of Being Hurt By Men?
5. How Did We Go From A Potential Relationship To You Only Calling Me For Sex?
6. WHY Is It The Responsibility Of Other Women To Tell A Married Man To Go Home To His Wife?
7. Letter To Oprah About Cheating With Married Men
8. “Look, He Don’t Want You No More! There’s Your CLOSURE Right There!”
9. “Before You Go Beat A B*tch’s Ass For Messing With Your Man!” CHECKLIST
10. Are You Going To Let Your Loneliness Turn You In "Mistress Material?"
11. Do You Think It’s Fair For You To “Jump Into” An Abusive Relationship And Then Call Yourself A Domestic Violence “Victim?”
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**HERE IS THE BOOK INTRODUCTION!!
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WHY I WROTE THIS BOOK ...
Today’s Woman Is Being BOMBARDED with opinions and advice on “How To Be A Good Woman.” You’re constantly being told what YOU’RE doing wrong … and how YOU need to treat your man GOODER and BETTER so you won’t be ALONE. You’re so focused on your “catching and keeping a man” HUNT that this is making some of you OVERLOOK MAJOR “ish” when it comes to the guys you are hastily jumping into relationships with and marrying … and then hurtfully and bitterly complaining about them later. It’s easy to throw on some lipstick and stilettos and search the dating websites, clubs, churches or events and FIND a man. But, GIRL, EVERY man that you FIND is not meant to be KEPT. I don’t care if he is, “tall, cute, has money and a penis the size of Spain!” Some of those bitches you need to throw RIGHT back into the gutter or VIP section or friend’s house or church where you found them.
There Are Soooo Many “Good” Men In The World But … In Your Search To Find Them, Some Of You Are Settling For Wolves Who Are “Coming At You” Disguised As “Good Men.” You MUST “Arm Yourself” By Educating Yourself Against The Wolves In The World Who Are Plotting To Devour You, Your Friends, Your Daughters And Your Nieces. But, don’t worry because “I Have Returned From Living In The “LAND OF THE WOLVES” And I Brought Back Their Playbook!” Let Me Explain.
I wrote this book because I was uneducated and unprepared for the world of TODAY’S relationships. I was a relationship dumbass and I didn’t even know it! I had a talent, a SKILL for choosing the wrong man and I never could figure out why! How did I get that way?
I was TRAINED in a very religious environment to be a SHEEP; to be nice, obedient, overly-trusting, overly-forgiving, VIRTUOUS, staying-through-WHATEVER, acquiescing, docile, passive, mealy-mouthed, compliant, “going along with everything,” yada, yada, yada. You know … be a good girl … be an OVERLY-good woman.
(I didn’t know I had “low self-esteem, come USE me” fumes oozing through my pores … invisible to me but easily detected by a wolf on the hunt! They could smell my "sheep ass" from 5 miles away!!)
There’s nothing wrong with being a SHEEP. It’s just that some of these guys out here are TRAINED to be WOLVES and we sweet lil’ TRAINED sheep don’t even know it! I found out that there are TRAINED wolves in this world when I snuck to a party that a “good, lil’ church girl like me” wasn’t supposed to be at … to meet this guy that a “good, lil’ church girl like me” wasn’t supposed to meet! When I saw him, I was like, “DAMN, that bitch is FINE!” And he smiled approvingly at me so obviously he thought I was cute too! But he wouldn’t talk to me or approach me. And I kept trying to talk to him! Finally, he said, “You’re really cute and I would love to “get with you” but you broke one of the RULES.” And he left the party with some chick! I stood there in the middle of the room, puzzled, thinking ...
“Rules? What rules? Which rule did I break? I never knew there were RULES! WHO neglected to tell ME about the rules and how come HE knows the rules but I don't?!!!!” (When I lived in the LAND OF THE WOLVES myself, THAT’S when I found out the rule I had broken … in a game that I didn’t even know was being played.)
Anyway, when you take nice, overly-good women (dumb sheep) and put us in a world of hustlers, swindlers and guys who lie and play games with your heart (slobbering wolves), that’s when you find yourself being used, hurt and tossed out, over and over again … because you foolishly believe your sheep-like ways will “win over” and CHANGE a wolf. Duhhhh. Wolves ALWAYS eat sheep.
Imagine a wolf taking you to dinner at a nice restaurant. He fawns and flatters all over you and treats you soooo good. Compliments and professions of love spew from his mouth like lava. You quickly fall head over heels in love. Suddenly, he whips out a deck of cards! “Oh, we’re playing a GAME? I didn’t know wolves played games. I don’t know how to play,” you say innocently with your sheepish, “I-trust-you,” smile. Showing big, devourous wolf teeth, the wolf grins and says, “I know. I can tell. Let’s play STRIP.”
Your head tells you to leave … but your lonely heart and throbbing cooch keeps you glued to the chair. Instead of leaving the table, you stay because the wolf is so loving and attentive and you don’t want to go back to that world, that island called “ALONE and LONELY.” That wolf presents himself as everything you want and need in a man. He makes you feel soooo good … that you ignore the greedy, “I’ve-found-WHO-I-was-searching-for” and “I-can’t-WAIT-to-devour-your-heart,-your-mind,-and-your-wallet,” anticipatory slobber dripping from his mouth. You want him so bad that you IGNORE the signs that he is sizing you up for reasons that he is NOT telling you about. You don’t want to upset him … you don’t want HIM to get up from the table and leave you … so you say, “Okay, Mr. Wolf, I’ll play STRIP with you.”
You soon learn that STRIP is a relationship game where he takes all that you have mentally, emotionally, financially and sexually. The wolf wins hand after hand after hand. The next thing you know, you’ve moved the wolf in with you and your kids, put him on your “phone” plan and are running up your credit cards because you’re giving him money and buying him “ish” to keep him with you.
Although the “red flags” and “signs” start to pop up (as they ALWAYS do), and although you feel queasy inside (because you know you’re starting to give TOO MUCH), you KEEP IGNORING the “warnings” because you will do practically ANYTHING to keep your wolf happy. And even though he LIES like a professional spy, you continue to hang on in there with “Wolfie” because the first thing he stripped from you was your heart. You’re in love and you refuse to believe that someone who said he was in love with you didn’t mean it; that he only said it to STRIP you. After he’s taken everything, “Wolfie” leaves you with nothing but YOU wondering what YOU did wrong to lose him. To hide your hurt and protect your heart, you become one of those beaten-down, angry, bitter women who proclaim to the world, “I don’t need a man. Men ain’t “ish.””
I have BEEN there. I've given, given, given of MYSELF, my ALL and my EVERYTHING trying to change a WOLF... and it ain't change a got-dang thing! (Although, thankfully, I never reached the “I don’t need a man, men ain’t “ish,” stage (smile)) But, I no longer wanted to be a gullible, uneducated, “believe and follow everything any ol’ man tells me cos I don’t wanna be by myself,” sheep and I didn’t want to turn into one of those, “I-can’t-love-and-trust-anymore-cos-I’ve-been-hurt-so-many-times” sheep so …
I entered the land, the WORLD of the wolf, the hustler, the leech, the abuser, the cheater and the swindler of women’s hearts, vaginas and cash. I LEARNED THEIR GAME, THEN I PLAYED IT! Now I’m here to expose and unmask them! I’m here to tell you HOW they come at you, WHAT they say, WHY they say it ... and What They Expect Your Reaction To Be! I’m here to tell you in step-by-step, sentence-by-sentence detail, why a Hustler/Cheater/Abuser chooses YOU! I’m here to help you analyze and thoroughly dissect the men you’re dealing with … and help you analyze and thoroughly dissect yourself before you lose your heart, your emotional well-being … and your CA$$$H!
I wrote this book so that women would have inside information to learn the “GAME” of today’s relationships. I know, I know ... you feel like you're already smart and educated but … having college degrees and being smart at your job doesn’t mean that you’re “hip” and well-informed to the pursuits of a Hustler/Cheater/Abuser. I’ve seen many fiercely dressed, “designer-shoed” “confident and self-assured on the outside,” women who feel they don’t need to read a relationship book … put up a hard, protective shell and act all cocky like they got all the answers … cos they don’t want us to see that, INSIDE, behind their facade, they’re just as bewildered, vulnerable, unsure of themselves and insecure as the rest of us when they get on that shaky ground called, “Is THIS The Right Man For Me? Am I Making A Relationship Decision That I Will REGRET?”
I used to be like that too. On the outside I was "college smart" and confident but ILLITERATE and BLIND when it came to WOLVES. Because … as smart and “got it going on” as we say we are today … why are we still so naïve that we can’t even recognize when a Hustler/Cheater/Abuser is “running game” on us ... and setting us up for the "fleecing?" WHY do we still ignore and “explain away” warning signals and “red flags” from a “nice-on-the-outside,” “I need you to financially help me get on my feet,” “I promise if you come back to me, I’ll never hit you again,” I’ll give up “weed,” alcohol, get a job and stop chasing other women if I could just have YOU,” undercover wolf? WHY do we still believe with silly, child-like faith that we can “change” an abusive wolf? WHY do we still allow ourselves to be mentally, financially, emotionally, physically and sexually used, abused and hustled? WHY do we BLAME men but excuse our stupidity by saying, “I was in love with him.”
YOU can keep living that life if you want to but for those sheep who want a superior education and a doctorate in "WOLF-DOM” ...
NOW we have the INSIDE INFORMATION, the EDUCATION from this book! We no longer have a reason to be naïve, “relationship-blind” and easy-to-hustle! Unless we choose to STAY that way!
I realize that some of you will read and IGNORE the great truths in this book and continue to deal with Hustlers and WOLVES who “dog” the hell out of you … and that’s okay too. It’s your life. Those are your choices. YOU’RE the one who will keep being “dogged.” Nobody has to walk in your shoes but YOU.
But ... look at your daughter. Look at the guys she’s seeing you with. How will you EVER teach your daughter self-respect if she always sees you being “huddled up in a crying FIT” or “constantly on the phone complaining and boo-hooing” to your friends after being continually hustled, disrespected, dogged out and then abandoned by hustlers and wolves? How will you ever teach your daughter self-love and self-strength if she sees you too weak to get out of a bad relationship that you shouldn’t have gotten INTO in the first place? Do you want your daughter following in your relationship footsteps? As you read this book ... It’s your job to teach her from it.
Some of my happiest moments are when my readers contact me and say: "Let me tell you about this WOLF I started dealing with. Everything was going well at first and he said he was in love with me but then he started trying to "run that game" and hustle me. But, because of your book, I told him, "You might as well keep it moving. I already read about you in SistaGirl's book. Go "run that" game on somebody else." SistaGirl, in the past, I would have fallen for his hustle because he seemed SO believable and sincere, but, because of your book I recognized that "game" and made the decision not to deal with HIM under those terms. I WISH I’d had your book ten years ago." That was from Stephanie in Dallas, Texas.
Although Stephanie and I laughed about that hustling wolf, I feel sorry for the next chick he's about to take his "game" to because she's going to believe him. A wolf will always find a gullible sheep to hustle! There will ALWAYS be a woman for a Hustler/Cheater/Abuser because there will always be a woman who foolishly believes that she can change him. I just don't want that woman to be YOU.
When I see WOLVES prowling around in bars, on the Internet or in church … (yes, I said CHURCH) … laughing, cackling and bragging about their SHEEP CONQUESTS … and gossiping and sharing stories of SHEEP they have emotionally, financially, mentally, sexually or physically used, abused or hustled … I think of the SHEEP, the women in their stories. I think of their broken hearts, their pain and their lingering bitterness. I think of how the SHEEP were TRAINED to enter into that “hook-up” or relationship as a “nice, good woman,” TRUSTING the WOLF’S word because that SHEEP believed that if she kept trying her hardest to be a GOOD ENOUGH woman, that he would love her, treat her well and be with HER … and not try to get with the whole flock of sheep!
And now that the WOLF has gotten what he wanted and the SHEEP has been cast aside, the WOLF has the audacity to brag about it, flaunt it and howl at the moon. And then if the SHEEP retaliates, the WOLF dismisses her by saying, “She’s just another angry, bitter woman.” (As if she has the nerve to be angry or bitter because he hustled her, cheated on her and abused her! WOLVES are the ones with nerve! And they will blame YOU for being gullible and loving and trusting THEM and for falling for their “game!” Ain’t THAT some “ish!” But … oh well, THAT’S what WOLVES do.)
But … NOW YOU HAVE THIS BOOK!
After you learn from this book … AGAIN … if you KEEP hooking up with wolves and Hustler/Cheater/Abusers … if you KEEP finding yourself in bad relationships … then it’s “on YOU” because YOU Keep Choosing Them … Cos You Could Have Chosen To Not Get With Them And … Gotten Up From The Dinner Table. You Knew How He Was Before You Jumped In A Relationship With Him So Why Are You Bitching About Him Now?
I HAVE TO REPEAT THIS … If you’re with a man who hustles you, cheats on you and/or abuses you, HE CAN’T DO IT BY HIMSELF! This book is not about: “MEN AIN’T “ISH!” This book is about: “Here are the type of guys who ain’t “ish!” WHY DO YOU KEEP CHOOSING TO GET WITH THEM? Once you read this book and answer that question, that’s when your healing and new decision-making will start!
I wish you love from the “RIGHT” man ... a GOOD man … and NOT some Wolf or Hustler/Cheater/Abuser you’re choosing to be with just so you’ll have somebody and not be alone! But I do realize that we are adults and no matter what anyone tells us, some of us will have to keep learning the hard, painful and bitter way because we’re going to do what we want to do. We’re going to BE WITH who we choose to be with even if he’s hurting YOU.
You have to live with your relationship choices. You and your kids will have to live with the relationship decisions that you make. I hope you choose love, “minimal drama” and inner peace. You WILL have to “answer to,” “explain” and “defend” your relationship decisions later. Enjoy my book!
Copyright 2011-2017 London, SistaGirl #1 Productions. ALL text herein is the property of the author and may not be copied or reproduced without explicit permission.
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IF YOU FEEL LIKE READING MORE ...
**MY VISION IS FOR YOU TO GET THIS RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOK AND GIVE IT AS UNIQUE GIFTS TO YOUR FRIENDS!!**
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Do You Have THAT FRIEND Who Has Low Self-Esteem, Who Gets Into Toxic Or Abusive Relationships And Is Always Having Relationship Issues & Drama?
Do You Have A Friend Who Always Seems To Pick The WORSE Relationships ... And It's Like She DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHY?!
Do You Have THAT FRIEND Or Know Of A Woman Who Is ALWAYS Being Hustled, Cheated On Or In Abusive Relationships ... And You've Tried And Tried And Tried To Help Her ... But You Don't Know What Else To Say To Her?
Do You Have THAT FRIEND That Wants To Spend HOURS On The Phone Venting About Her Toxic Relationships But ... SHE ALWAYS GOES BACK TO THE TOXIC RELATIONSHIP?
If You Answered, "Yesssssss" ...
***Well, I Was One Of Them ...
I USED TO BE THAT FRIEND.
It Has Been Said That Some Women Get Into Toxic And Abusive Relationships Because They Have LOW SELF-ESTEEM From Deep-Seated Psychological And Sexual Issues ... And They Want Someone To "Notice" Them And To Love Them.
And They'll Do Practically Anything To FEEL Love And GET Love. Been There, Done That, Got A Couple Of T-Shirts!
I NEED YOUR HELP .... So We Can Help Your Friends SOLVE & HEAL THEIR PROBLEMS!!!
Get This Book For Your Friend And Give Her The Gift Of High Self-Esteem ... And Help Her With Her Relationship Choices! She Will THANK YOU!!!!
IF YOUR FRIEND READS THIS BOOK AND STILL KEEPS JUMPING IN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS, WELL, AT LEAST YOU AND I DID ALMOST ALL THAT WE COULD DO!!!
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**YOU CAN'T EXPECT A MAN TO HEAL YOU!!!
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Believe Me, Cos I KNOW!!! You Must Heal Yourself. Give This Book As A Gift To Your Friends Who Are Always Having Relationship Drama And Issues ... Who Are Always In Toxic & Abusive Relationships ... SO THEY CAN FIND OUT WHY ... And HEAL THEMSELVES!!!!!
What I LOVE Is That In This Book, I Give Women A Different Perspective On HOW To Stop Taking That Old Emotional Baggage Into NEW Relationships ... So They Can STOP Choosing Hustlers, Cheaters & Abusers!
You NEVER TRULY KNOW What Your Friends Are Going Through And What Their ROOT CAUSES Are! But, Guess What? You NO LONGER Have To Stand By Helplessly. Now, You Can HELP YOUR FRIEND!
****When People Have Read The Test Copies Of My Relationship TextBook, The #1 Thing They Say Is:
"I Wish I Had This Book 10 Years Ago. It Would Have Kept Me From Making So Many Bad Relationship Decisions."
THE GIFT ...
Again, For Donating At Least $39 To This GoFundMe, You Will Receive A Copy Of This 316 Page Relationship GiftBook.
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I BELIEVE THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO WANT TO HELP WITH MY DOMESTIC ABUSE FILMS ... SO, HERE'S MORE ABOUT ME!
*THIS IS ME, THE WRITER WHO'S BEEN TRYING TO FIND THE COURAGE TO GET HERSELF "OUT THERE!!"
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Here Is My Graduation Photo. I Was 17 Then And Already A Single Mother. Although I Was Super Embarrassed And Ashamed ... I Courageously Wore Maternity Clothes To High School And I Graduated Academically 9th Out Of 365 Graduates ... A Fact I've Been Proud Of All My Life!
I Look Into That Young Girl's Eyes And I Want To Tell Her, "HOLD ON, BABY GIRL! YOU'RE ABOUT TO HIT SOME VERY ROUGH WATERS AND TAKE MANY DETOURS AND GET OFF TRACK! BUT HOLD ON! YOU DON'T KNOW IT YET BUT YOU HAVE GREATNESS INSIDE YOU!!!!"
No One Ever Told Me That. If They Saw It, They Never Told Me.
Anyway, Sorry To Be A CryBaby Right Now. But, That's The MAIN Purpose Of My Two Relationship Books And My Domestic Abuse-Themed Films. They're For Me ...
As An Older Woman ...
To "GO BACK" And WARN Today's Single Woman ... ESPECIALLY YOUNG WOMEN ... Of The Hustler/Cheater/Abusers Who Will Be "Coming Up The Road" In Their Lives ... And How To IDENTIFY ... And HANDLE Them!
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Okay, Keeping On ...
As You Can See, I'm No Longer A "Spring Chicken." I'm A "Late Bloomer" In Life Because I Set Aside Pursuing MY Dreams In Life When I Became A 16 Year Old Mom ... AND When I Married Young, Had 3 More Kids ... Got Divorced And Became A Single Mom Again ... And PUT IN THE TIME, EFFORT AND SACRIFICE To Help ALL Of My Kids Become ALLLLLL That They Could Be!
I'm Not Looking For "Kudos" Or A "Good Job" Or An Award From YOU Because THAT'S WHAT Us Moms Do When You Lie Down, Have Sex And Have Kids, Right? THOSE KIDS HAVE GOT TO BE TAKEN CARE OF! So, I'm EXTREMELY Proud Of My Kids And I Always Grin A WIDE SMILE When They Call Me A "Good/Great Mom" And Say, "Thank You For Being There For Us." (As Moms, We Can "Live Off" Of Those Compliments For Weeks! lol!)
(THAT'S WHY I HAVE SO MUCH INFORMATION IN MY BOOK ABOUT SINGLE MOMS AND DATING!!!)
This Is Me And My Kids At My Son's Wedding 6 Years Ago! (I Wish I'd Worn A Better Support Bra! But, Oh Well! lol!)
And, This Is Me And My Kids (And My GRANDKIDS) In Downtown Atlanta, Georgia! (I Told You I Started Having Kids When I Was A Lil' Young ... TOO YOUNG ACTUALLY! But, I Totally Believe That I Did The Best Job That I Could!)
Anyway, I am like a woman OBSESSED And POSSESSED when it comes to trying to keep young women out of abusive relationships! ***Again, it's because I don't want them to have to go through some of the things WE, excuse me, I did.***
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******POTENTIAL FILM SPONSORS! ... IF YOU FEEL LIKE READING MORE ...
THIS NEXT SECTION IS ABOUT WHY MY GOFUNDME IS SO LONGGGGGGG ...
IT'S BECAUSE OF THE FILMS THAT I HAVE WRITTEN AND NEED THE MONEY TO PRODUCE.
THEY ARE CALLED ...
"HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4."
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***A Friend Of Mine Said My GoFundMe Is TOO Long And That No One Would Ever Read It.
So I Said To Him, "I'm Asking People To Donate A Large Amount Of Money To "Fund" Not One But TWO (2) Relationship TextBooks ... And ... Not One, But MORE Domestic Abuse-Themed Films!"
I Have To Give THOSE People As MUCH Info About ME As A Writer/Producer As I CAN ... So They Will Feel Comfortable About Who And Where They're Donating Their Money To!"
I HAVE TO LET THOSE PEOPLE SEE HOW HARD I'VE BEEN WORKING OVER THE YEARS!!!!
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It Took Me Over 500 DAYS (OVER A YEAR & A HALF!) To Write And Edit This GoFundMe Campaign ...
And To Get Up The ...
******COURAGE****** To Step Out There And ASK PEOPLE FOR HELP!!
Again, I'm sorry this GoFundMe is so long and THOROUGH but ... let's be honest. You don't know me from Adam & Eve!
I wanted you to GET TO KNOW ME so that you will feel COMFORTABLE and CONFIDENT donating to these relationship film projects because you have confidence that (1) IT'LL GET DONE ... and (2) YOU KNOW THAT I'M GOING TO DO IT RIGHT!!!
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HERE'S MY RESUME' - THE SHORT VERSION ...
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I HAVE GOT TO HAVE MY FILMS ... MY DOMESTIC ABUSE STORY ... SO I CAN HELP OTHER WOMEN!
Trust Me When I Tell You That My Films, My Domestic Abuse Stories Are Going To IMPACT And HELP And RESCUE Soooooo Many Women From Abusive Relationships!
The Film Stories Are The ...
"Unapologetically And Deliciously Diabolical,"
"Volatile And Explosive"
"Psychotic, Deranged And Demented"
"NEVER BEFORE SEEN ANYTHING LIKE IT,"
"Chilling, Spell-binding, Obsessive, Vicious And Scary" Domestic Abuse Story That Answers The Question Of:
"WHAT Could Possibly Trigger ... And Push Over The Edge ... "Miss Carrie" Carrington, A Nice, Submissive, "Play By The Rules," Polite And Well-Mannered Beauty Pageant Director? " WHAT Would Make Her Experience Delusions And Become A Seething, Rage-Filled, Obsessed Maniac Who Finally "Snaps" And Torments, Punishes And Gets Revenge On, The Man Who Abused Her Special Relative?"
(As You Can See, This Will NOT Be Your Regular Ol', Same Ol', Domestic Abuse Story! But It WILL Be Emotionally Cleansing And Healing.)
The Films Are A "Cross" Between The Domestic Abuse Films: Jennifer Lopez's "Enough," Tyler Perry's "Madea's Family Reunion," The SuperHero "Superman" And The 1950s Sitcom, "Father Knows Best!"
If MY Films Keeps Even ONE Young Woman From Getting Into An Abusive Relationship ... Well, I'm Happy And At Peace Because ... I DID What I Was Put On This Earth To Do!
Cos As I Always Say,
"An Abusive Relationship Is EASY To Get Into ...
But It Is A "Female Dog" (B*tch) To Get OUT Of!"
THAT'S WHY I AM ON A CRAZED MISSION ... THAT'S WHY MY LIFE IS DEDICATED .. AND COMMITTED TO HELPING TO WARN AND RESCUE TODAY'S WOMAN ... AND TO HELP KEEP THEM OUT OF TOXIC AND ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS.
IT'S THE REASON I LIVE ...
IT'S THE REASON I BREATHE.
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(This is me at age 26. I Look Back At This Girl And I Cry For Her. I was in a suppressive marriage then with 4 kids UNDER the age of 10!! I HAVE TO Reach Back And Help Women Like Her ... Women Like Me.
WHAT GREATNESS COULD SHE HAVE BECOME?? HOW MANY LIVES COULD SHE HAVE HELPED?)
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***WE ARE RAISING $1,000,000 BY JUNE 23, 2018 TO PRODUCE MY FULL-LENGTH, DOMESTIC ABUSE FEATURE FILMS ...
"HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4"
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I am asking financial help to produce these films from EVERYONE But Especially FROM …
***women CURRENTLY IN abusive relationships;
***ALL domestic abuse SURVIVORS;
***FAMILY AND FRIENDS of women in abusive relationships;
***people who CARE about the domestic abuse epidemic and WANT TO "CHIP IN" AND FEEL LIKE THEY'RE AT LEAST DOING SOMETHING TO HELP STOP IT!
***people who have friends with low self-esteem and who always have some type of relationship drama and issues going on!
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PLUS, I'M COUNTING ON THAT ...
*****ONCE THEY RECEIVE MY RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOKS, MY READERS WILL LOVE THEM SO MUCH THAT THEY WILL HELP GET THE FILM VERSIONS!
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IF YOU FEEL LIKE READING MORE (as you can see, I LOVE to write!) ...
*WHO AM I? - MY RESUME' - THE LONG Version!
IT SEEMS LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE I'VE BEEN "TRYING TO FIND MY WAY."
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**MY "TRACK RECORD" - MY "JOURNEY" TO BECOME AN AWARD-WINNING WRITER.
I'M GIVING YOU ALL THIS INFO BECAUSE I DON'T WANT YOU TO THINK THAT I'M JUST SOME RANDOM, INEXPERIENCED CHICK WHO WOKE UP ONE MORNING AND SAID ...
"YOU KNOW WHAT? I WANT TO RAISE A LOT OF MONEY SO I CAN PRODUCE A FILM SO GREAT, IT CAN POTENTIALLY WIN AN OSCAR AWARD!" (smile)
**WRITING THE RELATIONSHIP BOOK
I WANTED TO GIVE YOU A BRIEF HISTORY OF WHY IT'S TAKEN ME SO LONG TO WRITE MY RELATIONSHIP BOOKS ... AND GET THEM OUT THERE!
(I'll Be Honest. It Was A Lack Of Confidence!)
Years ago, I started writing, producing, paying for and distributing my own lil' relationship newspaper. (The newspaper was first called WildChile! and then I changed it to "The Girls' Locker Room." This was an "actual" newspaper - before "blogging" came out!)
I kept writing and writing and the newspaper evolved into the relationship book, "Thank God For Golddiggers, Hoochies & Hoes: Maybe The Rest Of You B*tches Can Learn Something!"
I've always invested in myself so I paid for and "SELF-published" a few book copies and tested the response (which was favorable).
However, I decided not to mass-release it yet because I did a radio interview and it showed me that ****I**** wasn't ready yet ... THAT I WASN'T RIGHT MYSELF YET!!! ****I**** didn't have enough CONFIDENCE or **BOLDNESS** or SELF-ASSUREDNESS ... and I felt the book needed more "work (editing)."
SO I CONTINUED TO EDIT THAT BOOK FOR YEARS! (Heavy Sigh. Sometimes, I'm TOO much of a "perfectionist." (sad face))
This is a relationship video (based on that book) that we filmed years ago upstairs at my mama's house! (bahahahhahaha!!) It's called,
"Are You One Of Those Ridiculous Chicks Who Call #s You Find On Your Man?"
This is another relationship video I did from that book! It's called, "Why Men Lie ... Part 2 To Intro! (Part 1 is at my youtube channel/sistagirllondon)
And this is another relationship video from that book. It's called, "Is Your Man Hustling You? If You Have To Ask, You Already Know The Answer!" (As I look back at these "early" videos, I can see that I've lost some weight! Yayyyy! lol!)
So ... years ago, based on my research, "feedback" and "intuition/gut feeling," I changed the title of the book and RENAMED it: "How To Beat That B*tch At HIS Own Game: THE HUSTLER/CHEATER/ABUSER'S PLAYBOOK." The book was now well over 500 pages!
(I continually kept adding to it and adding to it and adding to it SO MUCH that it eventually reached OVER 800 pages!)
THIS is a relationship video I did years ago based on the revised book. The video is titled, "How To Beat That B*tch At HIS Own Game" ...
This next relationship video (also from the book) is one of my favorites! It's called, "8 Secrets Of A Hustler/Cheater/Abuser That You Didn't Know He Was Using On You!"
**WRITING AND PRODUCING THE STAGE PLAYS
Although my book was AMAZING, I STILL wasn't confident enough OR BOLD ENOUGH to "get it out there." (You'll understand why when you receive your copy!)
So, a couple of years ago, I decided not to "release and pursue" the book just yet. I temporarily "set it on the shelf" and I WROTE and produced a relationship stage play!
I am proud that, although I kept them SMALL, I WROTE AND PRODUCED SIX (6) stage plays IN ONE YEAR! (FIVE of them were totally different stories! Some photos of my stage play "journey" are on my blogsite: www.sistagirllondon.com/home)!
The stage plays were:
1. How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: Advice From My Father's Other Woman.
2. How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: Advice From My Father's Other Woman. (I did that play TWICE!)
3. Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table.
4. How To Love A Damaged Man.
5. How Did We Go From A Potential Relationship To You Only Calling Me For Sex?
6. How To Beat That "B" At HIS Own Game!
These are some of the "promo" videos we filmed for my relationship stage plays. This next video was a "promo" for my stage play, "Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table!" (that chapter is in my book)
This next relationship video also comes from my stage play, "Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table!" (I write a LOT about today's single mothers!)
Again, this next relationship video also comes from my stage play, "Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table!" (That's one of my favorite chapters in the book! I'm extremely proud of it!)
This next relationship video was one of the first that we filmed for, "Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table!" (As I said, that chapter, which is about "moving men up in your house with you and your kids" is in my book. I guess this is why one of my readers called me, "The #1 Relationship Writer For Today's Single Woman!")
This next video comes from my stage play, "How Did We Go From A Potential Relationship To You Only Calling Me For Sex?" (That "step-by-step" chapter is ALSO in my book! It's for "single" women who are trying to figure out why and HOW a "relationship" starts out sooooo great with a guy and then she soon discovers that the guy is only calling her when he wants sex.)
This next video comes from auditions for my first stage play, "How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: Advice From My Father's Other Woman." (The chapters on cheating are also in my book.)
This next video also comes from auditions for my stage play, "How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: Advice From My Father's Other Woman."
(laughs) This next video ALSO comes from auditions for my stage play, "How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: Advice From My Father's Other Woman." I was "testing" the waters and trying to find my "voice" as a writer.
(laughs) This next video is the promo trailer for the stage play, "How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: Advice From My Father's Other Woman." It was filmed about three weeks before we went on stage! I had to change my cast about a MILLION times! lmbo! (I learned sooooo many lessons!) But, WE DID IT!!!!!!! (If you want to see more promo videos from my stage plays, go to: www.sistagirllondon.com!!)
AS YOU CAN SEE, I'VE BEEN WORKING VERY HARD FOR A VERY LONG, LONG, LONG TIME!
I WROTE AND PRODUCED ALL OF THOSE STAGE PLAYS WITH ***NOTHING***!
THINK ABOUT WHAT ME & MY TEAM WILL BE ABLE TO DO WITH "$$$OMETHING!!!!!!!!"
Now that I'm finished the "stage play" part of my journey as a writer/producer ...
I am now READY and ****STRONG ENOUGH ... AND CONFIDENT ENOUGH **** to STEP OUT THERE and GO HUUUUUUUGE ... and PRODUCE THE ...
"SOON TO BE AWARD-WINNING, SMASH HIT" DOMESTIC ABUSE-THEMED PSYCHOTIC THRILLER FILMS ...
****HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4****
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*WHERE ARE WE NOW ON THE FILM JOURNEY?
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So far, I've been financially scratching and clawing on all my projects and keeping them small and manageable. But as for "HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4" ...
THESE FILM ARE TOO IMPORTANT, TOO BIG, TOO LIFE-CHANGING AND HAVE TOO MUCH WORLD-WIDE POTENTIAL FOR THEM TO LOOK POOR, UNDER-FINANCED AND RAGGEDY.
***WE NEED 30,000 WOMEN (AND MEN) TO DONATE AT LEAST $39 TO OUR GoFundMe BY JUNE 23, 2018.
I HOPE THAT YOU WILL HELP HUGE!
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**THE "PLAN." YOUR DONATION.
BY FAITH, I'M ABOUT TO START FILM AUDITIONS NOW.
My team and I are “ready to roll.” All we need is YOU! (lol) Your donation will be used to …
***AGAIN, first pay the printers for the life-changing, "inside information", self-published relationship textbook, “How To Beat That “B” At HIS Own Game: The Hustler/Cheater/Abuser’s PLAYBOOK - Volume 1. That's the "gift" for donations $39 and above.
***Shipping materials and postage for book.
(***INTERNATIONAL ORDERS ... please email us for shipping costs.)
***Get all the film "paperwork" and contracts in order.
***Audition, feed and pay a PROFESSIONAL cast, directors, production crew, wardrobe, hair and makeup and attorney ...
***PAY FOR PROFESSIONAL SPECIAL EFFECTS ARTIST!
***Pay for audition and film locations, props and furnishings, a great sound and lighting team.
***PRODUCE THE THEME MUSIC FOR THE FILMS.
WE WILL "BARTER" FOR SERVICES AND GET DONATIONS WHENEVER WE CAN!
Because Of The Costs Of Providing The Book As Gifts/Incentives, This First "GoFundMe" will NOT be enough to do these films the way I want. I WANT THESE FILMS TO BE WORLD-WIDE!!!!!!! After we've finished THIS part of filming, we will probably do ANOTHER "GoFundMe" (or other crowd-funding) and release Volume 2 of the book so that we can ...
***Get professional editing ...
***Pay for film posters and creative marketing materials ...
***Hire a PR team to get MASSIVE press and publicity for the film ... hire professional graphics, “old school” street team, "social media" promoter ...
***Pay for a film premiere location AND a professional team to "put on" the premieres and pack it out …
***Pay for film festival entry fees, travel to film festivals, pay for all expenses associated with producing the film, etc.
***Costs to negotiate to obtain film distribution to take these independent films WORLDWIDE.
**TIME FRAME
IT IS MY GOAL TO RELEASE "HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN" BY SPRING, 2018.
If we run into ANY delays, YOU WILL BE UPDATED.
**KEEPING YOU UPDATED
Through GoFundMe updates, my website updates and my Youtube channel video updates (www.youtube.com/sistagirllondon) of film auditions, table reads, behind the scenes interviews with cast and crew, etc., I will keep you notified of the films' progression EVERY STEP OF THE WAY!!!
I WANT YOU TO BE AS EXCITED ABOUT THESE FILMS AND THEIR PROGRESSION AS I AM!!!!!!!!!!!
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Oh! This next relationship video is titled: "Pt. 2. Why Do You Expect A Hustler/Cheater/Abuser To Apologize For Hurting You Over & Over & Over & Over (7x) & Over Again?" There's some really great, DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE, INSIGHT AND "INSIDE INFORMATION," relationship info in this book!
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*WHEW! WELL, THAT'S PRETTY MUCH ALL I GOT!! lol!
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I Hope You Feel Like You Know Me Well Enough To Help Me.
As You Can See, I LOVVVVVVVVVVE TO WRITE! I Know I Was A Bit THOROUGH And DETAILED, But ...
I'VE BEEN SO SUPPRESSED! I Got So Much That I Want To Say Pent Up Inside Me!!!!
AGAIN ...
I will be taking my jewelry box (from the 2nd video up top) to EVERY show I do ... to EVERY film that I premiere ... as a STATUE to women that YES, YOU WERE ABUSED ... YOU CAN'T CHANGE THE PAST ... BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO KEEP GETTING INTO ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS! YOU CAN BE AN OVERCOMER!
The Jewelry Box Is A SYMBOL That ... Even If You Were Like Me ... A 16 Year Old Single Mother Who Was Molested As A Child ... Who Has Been CLINGING To An Abusive Relationship And Trying To Make It Right (But Now I Realize That It Will NEVER Be Right) ...
If You Keep On Believing In Yourself And Keep Striving ... And KEEP TRUDGING ALONG ...
If You Keep On Picking Yourself Back Up When You Keep Falling Back Down ...
One Day You WILL Fulfill The Plan And Purpose That God Has For Your Life!
ONCE I AM TRIUMPHANT IN THIS ABUSIVE SITUATION ...
I INTEND TO BE LIVING PROOF OF THAT!!!!
THANK YOU for your help! See You At The Premiere In Atlanta, Georgia And ...
YOU GO PURSUE YOUR DREAMS!!!!!
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