Single dad fighting for access to his son

Hi my name is Paul I'm asking you wonderful people to help me raise funds to help me get a solicitor so I can gain access to my little boy (my world) My little boy his name is jake was nearly three years old last time I saw him I have fought the last three years in court to no avail as I have had to represent myself as I could not get legal aid The fight now is getting harder as I feel my voice is not getting heard in court when jake was born in 2017 he was premature weight 4lb 2ozs Jake was born with the right side of his face paralysed and a very rare kromozone disorder but he is a little fighter when we brought are little man home but then unfortunately after 6 months me and his mum split up but still on good terms I continued to have my little boy he would come and stay at my house every weekend I watched him take his first steps and heard him say his first words Then after nearly 3years of me having regular access to my son every week disaster struck I was attack by my own dad and was very badly hurt and was in hospital needing 15 staples in my stomach when the incident happened I should of had my son for the weekend that's when my ex partner stopped me having any contact with my son my ex partner has denied me visiting rights face to face calls and even direct letters. I have fought every single department from social services to the judge to hear my case fairly but no one has listen to me I have been treated unfairly by the justice system I am a dad who loves his son whole hearted I just need help to finance a solicitor then my voice can be heard I would just like to take this opportunity to thank anybody who is willing to help me get access back to my wonderful son.