Seeking Hope After Losing My Leg

I'm back again in the hospital and lost my left leg. I feel so low asking again for help and so embarrassed. You all have been so kind in the past and this is hard to post. I don't know how long I will be here again. I have another procedure tomorrow to close the wound. Then recovery and possible rehab. My job is Uber and I'm not sure when I can start working again, if I can, after I get out. I originally was turned down for disability and don't know the status of when I apply again. I want to try to get back to work but not sure what my situation will be when I eventually get out of the hospital/rehab. I'm really scared and worried what my next chapter will be like after this life-changing event. Again, thank you for what you did for me and if you can help me again, it would be very appreciated. This was not easy to post. I'm sorry. Thank you for your support. Love you all. ❤️