Most of you here know me from my 9 years on Youtube of course. Thank you for your viewership as always. In that time you've got to see much of my personal evolution as a human. I've let you in on everything, the good, the bad, the ugly, the highs, lows and in between. It was a very special journey for me, but in the end it left me in a very dark place, which was a blessing in disguise because that hell I ultimately wound up in lead me to Christ. He was the only thing that was able to drag me out from that pit. The pit of shame, guilt, and zero self worth further dragging me into addiction. Soul snatched by the enemy. I tried everything under the sun to get out of my addiction EXCEPT Christ. It was ONLY when I called on him as a final resort was I able to find lasting change and some semblance hope. I do not come from a religious background and I was generally opposed to Christianity growing up. I almost burned a bible once on a snowboarding trip drunk and high of course with my Hellion friends, and when I pulled the quintessential hotel room book from the nightstand drawer and suggested it go up in flames, even they were like "NO MAN YOU DON'T BURN THE BIBLE" I'm glad they were the voice of reason to the Demon in the room that day. From a young age my life has generally been fuelled by drug use, alcoholism, smoking, coking, you name it I did it pretty much. The lust, oh the lust. Porn addict since I was 13, there's a reason it's called Devils Film and it's free to anyone on the internet. Have been with more Women than I can count due to that exposure to Lust at such a young age. I have to say it is Evil. When I finally cried out to Christ salvifically he was there to answer the call and all he wanted in return was my heart, which he has, infinitely. This for me is my redemption arc. I am redeemed through him, however there are things I must do first. First, make music that Glorifies him. Secondly, be baptized.
That's what this fundraiser is about. This mission i'm being called to go on. Many are called but few are chosen. Being that I hit rock bottom and am still financially unstable, there is now way I can do this on my own. Recording in a professional studio, videography and travel are not cheap. Travel you say? Yes, to Church Of The Rock in Winnipeg, Manitoba, where my family bloodline hails from, to be Baptized by my Father's Cousin, Pastor Mark Hughes. I intend to make the music first, and incorporate that journey into the videography aspect of this mission. To see me risen from the water a new man, a saved man, this is what it's all about for me at this time in my life. If you've made it this far I appreciate your time and generosity in deciding to financially aid me in this adventure. Consider yourself and Angel investor. Much love to you and blessed be your heart. In Jesus name, amen.
