Hi, my name is Christopher.

The past week has been absolutely horrific for me. I've found myself in a position where I have been made redundant. I've been let go from a position which I absolutely adored, in an environment where I thought I felt safe, valued, and surrounded by a family.

After several months of struggling to sleep with a disruptive and unpleasant neighbour, I managed to sell my flat last Saturday, and find a suitable flat for myself to relocate to. Now, that is completely destroyed, and I am unable to proceed.

I sit here questioning who I am. Why I deserve to have been let go from a job I always gave 100% commitment, strength and dedication to. I am now faced with struggling to cope to terms with how I am going to afford to pay my mortgage, with an empty fridge, and no savings to live off of.

I don't understand why I am so misunderstood, hated, and made to feel ashamed of myself, when I am the most conscientious, polite, loving, loyal, and friendly person towards others.

I just feel completely broken, degraded, and empty.

I desperately need to be able to afford to pay my mortgage, which is £550, whilst I continue searching for another job immediately, and would immensely appreciate any spare change you are able to offer. I completely understand extra money is non-existent for most people at the moment, and many of us are going without certain luxuries, so I understand if you aren't in a position to be able to.

Your support would mean everything to me. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

Christopher x