Help Me Fund My Business and Living expenses.

I just recently got approved for my first apartment on my own, and I'm really excited, but I'm sort of freaking out because I'm not sure I'll be able to afford it, as well as continuing to invest into my photography business. I am afraid of that because my job just gave me a pay cut right after I got approved. I have branding/social media created/paid for already, I just need a portfolio, website, some new lenses and other equipment. I have an amazing graphic designer who is helping me. I am doing this because to be honest yes I'm a bit desperate. I have two jobs currently and recently signed up for another. I don't want to just "survive" in this world and be able to achieve my dreams and actually be able to live alone. Living with my family has been quite tortuous for me for four or so years now. I need to be on my own. I know I am privileged in ways but I still struggle a lot and need help.