My surgery

Hi, if you're taking the time to read this, it is deeply appreciated. My name is Jordan Darroch, i am currently 19, about to be 20 years old. From 15 years old i loved lifting weights, its what kept me going and moulded me as an individual, until one bad lift at 18 years old, stripped me of everything. i have a herniated disc at the L5 S1 level and have been suffering with extreme sciatic pain that keeps me from sleeping at night. The Canadian healthcare system is no longer working for me, extrememly long waits to getting told to go away has taken its toll on my mental health, and i am ready to go to the United States and get this operation done. I just want my life back, i cant sit, i cant stay on my feet, my calves are always cramping, walking is a struggle, my feet feel like ive been standing on ice for hours. I have been waiting for almost a year to get a consult with a surgeon, and i've decided enough is enough. I can't live like this anymore. My plan is to go to New York to have the surgery completed, as soon as possible, my current condition has left me unable to gain employment to fund this on my own.  Any donations, large or small, would mean the world to me as i'm ready to move on with my life.