Please Keep Me In Utah!

Hi!
I'm Ashleigh, or Ash for short. I've hit a temporary roadblock financially. For the last month I've been unable to work due to my depression worsening. I was diagnosed with major depression last year, but I've had it all my life and refused help until then. I'm finally on medication that works for me, but even with my dosage raised, I'm struggling. I cannot be on SSI because I'm not old enough and I'm not retired.
I have to stay in Utah and not move in my folks back in California because I've been emotionally abused there ever since I started living there after my mom passed away when I was almost two years old. I cannot go back there. I genuinely feel unsafe there and living there was the reason I attempted to commit suicide twice and had the police called there, again, twice. I've attempted running away from there multiple times in my teen years.
Being able to stay here while I'm just about to start my new job would mean the world to me!!! I'm finally somewhere stable and I'm about to have a nice, stable job. This money would cover the remainder of my rent this month, plus bills and my car payment. I can't get a rent loan because I don't own my apartment. I've tried.
Being able to be stress-free for the remainder of this month would mean everything to me. Even the tiniest bit counts. Even sending this to a friend or something would mean so much to me, just knowing that people SEE me and understand the struggle I'm in means a lot to me.
And I can't do any promises to pay on my apartment since they're really strict, so the latest I can make a payment is the 3rd of November... I really, really need all the luck and help I can get.
Please, help me.
And... thank you for reading this if you've read this far. Thank you for even looking at this page.

Donations

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Organizer

Ashleigh Carver 
Organizer
Orem, UT

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