Hello in my life full of sadness miserable in life I have reduced crying today my life God willing will end I am very sad about my state that never ends from crying every day we meet death God willing we are the ones who participate in this war martyrs I am very tired of this life that never ends I am very tired my whole life has become crying and misery and boredom I am tired of my life no life of confidence nor good living nor comfortable soul nor comfortable sleep nor good food for everyone and I have a beautiful family which before the war consisted of 4 brothers 5 girls and my mother and father and now I have only my mother all my family was martyred in the catastrophic war why is our life like this and my mother is sick with an open heart she needs treatment and I do not have money to even buy treatment for my mother please help me for my mother please I do not want to lose my mother like I lost my brothers and sisters for the sake of treatment please help me and my mother and I do not have food or flour it is very very expensive please help me